Lately i have to deal with drama in my life. Ya know, when you could be a bit realistic and logic instead weeping and think you’re conscience is talking. Aside those paradox and words coming from your sorround, make life easier and a bit painful. Those drama mostly coming from my relationship and friends. Some of them can’t deal with love and theirselves. Hmm…how pathetic. I already avoiding drama from sometimes ago, but when i do that people around me always says i’m cruel. Don’t care bout it. Coz when i lost my realistic world of mine, i get hurt and feel stupid.
Life is simple, so why you have to make it complicated?
Archive for March, 2005
30
Mar
No More Drama
28
Mar
Party Hard, Study Hard
This week is my mid term teset week. I’m majoring law at my senior year in one of Jakarta’s Catholic University. Not really fond of it, but tention of my condition push me to take that major. Anyway, i’m not like really regreting it, thank the Lord i could still go to college. I may not be the smartest apple in the tree, but i never gives up. But sometimes your friends makes your focus in study becomes blurry ya knw wutta mean? I love my friends but i dont wanna be the dumb ass too… When you facing test and study all, put your ass on it! Like me and my pals always go siting for a coffee with books and papers and we’re having the same fun as we always have. Make learning fun ya know. Its the will that you need to build up, and the rest will be pouring on your feet. Sometimes those projects and papers makes your head wanna go BOOM! but realx, it would soon pass. And after all those brain workouts *never be a nerd, y’all* go and have some paaarrtteeeehhh!!!
27
Mar
My Boxx
Hweeeh…hari ini Paskah, ga berasa banget *apa karna gw ga ngikutin acaranya yah* cuma greja jam 8 bareng Lisa (love of my life) trus balik ke rumah, tidur bentar, bersihiin kamar yang udah kayak kandang babi baru deh makan. Gw telpon temen gw eh…dia bukannya greje malahan dugem di Stadium dari kemaren sore ampe tadi siang gw telepon belom balik. Gila. Whateverlah..anyway, hari ini ga ada yg spesial, cuma ngatuk dan cape aja beresin kamar. Kadang nemu benda2 yang udah lamaaaaa banget ga gw liat bahkan gw ga inget pernah nge-beli. Nemu kecoa ama beberapa spesies baru kali dibawah lemari gitu…hehehe. Maklum kan gw nge-kost di kebon jeruk jadi kalo pulang paling seminggu atau dua minggu sekali. Itu juga jarang tidur di kamar gw. My room is my own little world. with my rules and my privacy. Dulu kalo di kamar, jarang banget keluar kecuali diajak pergi, makan ama mandi. Sisa waktu gw abisin disitu. Genjrang-genjreng dengerin Cd gw, maen tennis *ama tembok*, buat gambar, buat puisi, tulisan dan semua ide2 gw kebanyakan hasilnya di kamar yg mungil itu. Makanya gw namain Boxx. Kalo lagi dateng temen ato sodara, ancur deh. Mulae dari giting, nokip, ampe nonton bokep digelar disitu…hehe peace yo! Well, everything was wonderfull, when you have you’re own space.
26
Mar
Old is Renewal
Today is the reunion day of my high school. SMUN 36 at Rawamangun, East Jakarta. They called all the alumnus from year 1979 until 2003. I didn’t got the chance to go there beacoz it was raining hard this morning and my eyes were so heavy to open, so i grab my pillow again..hehe.
Anyway, i thought, man its going to be a hellavah party and all, but i was wrong. My junior called me and she said that it was a blow out, only like a bunch of year 2000 alumnus came and the rest was old people who saved from the last gulf war! Man, thank to the rain i don’t have to go miles away for a bad reunion but heck of a of a promotion.
Hmm…but i think i already met and keep in touch with my old friends. Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on. And i got all the friends i need rite here, man. Thank u Lord He gave me such a good people sorrounds me. They brought the changes in me, they makes me a wholla lotta person, good things i mean. I wouldn’t be who i am today if it weren’t because of those people. Thanks guys, and you too…who are reading this rite now 
25
Mar
Good Fridae
Today everyone wears mostly black in the church. But since i wore black mostly, don’t really make a big difference for moi. These couple of days my good aura is sucked out by one of my friends. She hated me for not hating someone she doesn’t like. All the positive energy is suddenly change because she’s turning hysteria in a sort of reason that i couldn’t accept. Hate and jealousy. That’s what makes Jesus died, or wants Him dead. I saw *again* the Passion Of The Christ (in one of our national television which is a great thing becoz the movie was banned in the theatre in our country) and in that movie i saw a lot of love and sacrifices, makes me come to tear. Just suddenly thinking what makes people so mad and angry for a long time to somebody they doesn’t like. Let’s share love to people!
So, in this two day i create a “not-so-normal” for people, pencil drawing. But i love it, when i’m sorrounded by bad energy, its like putting me in a trance. Makes me productive, so fire-y, so…me.
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