these three days have been the greatest days of my work life. i couldn’t say the greatest in my life, coz i’ve had been in much more better days that i have now. anyway,brilliant friday, lazy saturday and finest sunday. happy easter y’all…! particulary i did nothing in my holidays. i had much and better sleep times, calling my ex girlfriend, watching all the dvd i bought and never been touched, going to engagement of my friend, go to church. botaq is sleeping over from friday night through saturday. we never seen each other for almost a year or so. well, actually i was suppossed to do my final paper to finish off my study, but it’s more like 30% of it..hehehe. i’m just enjoying much of my time with myself. a thing i haven’t done in ages. i met people of my past, which reminds me the good old days. some of them had children already, some didn’t finish college, some grief with lost of their loved ones. many things had happen in our lives. i didn’t thought of much of it. just a memory passes by that brought fuzzy feeling inside of me. i think of myself with no one beside me. i had enough of pittying myself for being single, i’m sick of it. i should thanking the sweet Christ for giving me such lovely friends throughout my life. when i was supposed to be free, i’m imprisoned myself with unimportant thoughts of every cruddy things. hmmph…maybe i was meant to be single. i should stop looking for the one, that once i called my saviour, someone i could shared what i have in mind, giving that person all of my feelings and joy. my karma isn’t over yet. for those reading this i’m not grieving myself now, i’m just being wise for crying out loud. i’m doing that moment where people said take a good look in the mirror-thing.
my tooth still sore, it was treated, but i should comeback next week for another appointment with the dentist. and talking about changes, my phobia of dentist is finally over thanks to this nice dentist. my friend introduced me to her, so kind and funny too. well, gotta start a new day tomorrow, i’m really trying hard to finish my study. but success seminar is coming up this weekend, i just gotta squish a bit of time in there, for the sake of my college. ciao!!
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