what a shiny morning. i turned my head and it’s 10 o’clock on my desk digital. i thought, hmmph… saturday. i got a date with my ex gf. we have planned this a week ago to go to the cineplex. it was a rough yet a boring day yesterday at the office. sales was high but it’s boring. something’s felt wrong. i dunno, sometimes i got a feeling about that stuff. a few of my friends is sick, my boss went to Itally, office was a big graveyard..hehe. after work, i went to see modja, my best friend from my confirmation class in 2001. that’s the only generation in my church that still exist even though we’ve gone seperate ways. modja got a small lump on her right hand, it has to be surgically removed. everything went fine, me and ucha visited her at the hospital room 205 Xaverius. i hate hospital. the stench is like u dead already. as we walk the alley, i’m thinking most of my 
family members died in hospital. well, not the same place we’re walking in but i’ve seen people dying in this places. modja looks happy to see us. there’s her mom, her dad, her aunty, her cousin, well let’s just say her big family was there. they were nice and always were, since that spagetti insident on x’mas 2002, haha always laugh on that one. the security remind us the visiting hour is over so we went home. as i got home it was 9pm. play this Pharaoh game on my pc until my ex gf called. we talked for straight two hours. we talked about everything. about her and her far away bf in Australia, about her friend who had 3 bf, and suddenly my Libran scale was balance itself. i said to her i was feeling quite bad when i heard she was with this new guy. how i want to get her back. she went quiet for a moment. but then i told her it’s just my ego back then. i’ve talked with his bf and it looks like they are going fine, and he really are serious in with her. it’s just that…i want her to be good taken care of. i did spoiled my milk once. now i don’t have it anymore. as i heard her voice talking, i know she had changed. more mature, know herself better, and i’m glad. i smiled over the line even though she don’t know it. then we talked and laughed, and decide what time we will met tomorrow. i learn more and more as i met new people. three years ago i had this feeling that the years forth will really hit me with changes. and i was right. i got my first job, then i moved out. got another new job. events has happen, shit happens, fortunes, unlucky moment, people walk away from me but more individuals kept coming. i still remember what i wrote long ago somewhere on this blog, "everything don’t just happen, life got its own reason for me. people i met is another piece of puzzle that will complete them all."
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