firstly i wanna thank u my dear sweet Lord for creating a magnificent night of stars tonight. i was on my way home from another day of work. it was as ussual. full of crab, fun, anger and exhausting. still i’m gratefull.
then in the bus, starring at nothing, since my m3 player is broke down i was thinking. why does my life written so strange out of all the people in the world. i start to think of ucha. he doesn’t like me regreting of what i am, and so do i. i like everything in crystal water. where people act as what they are, no denials, hypocrite is shit, we say what we really mean. but, c’mon this is the REAL world. wake up hey me. i started to gun myself wity lots of question. find the root of my emptiness, the truth deep down myself that’s been burried with all drama’s i’ve been playing with, desperation i’ve been swimming in. and i think i found it. why i love being with older man, hunger for love and attention for me, miss all those really-mean-it hugs & kisses. the answer is my dad. i never know what its like to have a father. how was it being loved by ur parent. cliche it may sound. but i went through this now. the story that i’ve read or heard is the line i’m walking in. i really miss my dad. i never know him, or see him. but i really want to. but at the same time i hate him for leaving my mom to her death just like that. for leaving me just like this. i’m hunger of his teaching. watching me as i held my first trophy in school, or see me in my english competition, watch me in my tennis lesson or just hanging out talking about which race team would win this year. i would never know that. and never will. they just a piece of memories i never recall. i knew this would hit me soon or later.
the reason why i’m thinking this now is i don’t want to carry this until i grew my own son. i’m sick living in my world of denial. pretend to be someone i’m not. sick of waiting for that someone that would really watch my back. thinking of is that the right person. but most is i’m sick with myself for being the object of my own game. such a loser. i don’t know myself anymore. i can’t think stuff i used to back then. it really affect me in anyway. i want to being loved, i want to feel love again. not fear of taking a step forward to a relationship. or worst, being in a wrong relationship. i gotta see the world. i gotta get myself outta here. i need help. serious one.
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hello there
well sumtimes we dont really know wat we want in life.we dont know who we really are.and sumtimes god test us to amke us a better person.listen.wen god take sumthing from u.he’s not punishing u.he is merely emptying ur hands,for u 2 receive sumthing better.alwez remember this..*hugs n kisses*
that was a good one.. i got caught up by ur frst few lines and so i checked it out from a preview of recent blogs. hey, wutever ur into.. hope ul get through it all, nice n easy..:)
i can relate…God bless…therez a plan for everything…just look at the night sky often and ul realize how wonderful our Lord it…
hi! i just bumped into your blog and felt a thick cloud of sense, sincerity and drama swirling around. your first line simply puts your sentiments into proper perspective. this world provides little comfort, joy and much less, ideal relationships. yet we have a Father above who showers us attention to our heart’s content. He cares. He truly does. And only in Him will we ever find rest.
If we lose something, we lose it 4 a reason.. that reason might be hard to understand, but whatever it is.. we just have to believe that God takes away when he has something better to give..God bless
Hey bro,,
*sigh*
we have the same problems here,,
never ever feels a dad love,,
im in searching of my real dad now,,
*sigh*
where are u dad,,,
*miss u,,,
always keep the fight..
the fight of good Faith..
God bless..
whatever it is, don’t ever give up k.. life is really tough… everyone has his/her own story actually.. No matter what, if you keep on going, i believe somehow later, the happiness will be in your life…
hey..don’t you ever lose hope okei,maybe someday your dad come back..wait wheres your father?
Is he have other family?
oh my gosh….i nearly cried when i read that coz i was never close to my dad as well. i hope u stay strong because hard times only come upon good people so Inshallah there are better days ahead for you.
mwah
peace
Stay strong. Yes, we hear you.
i pray u never be like ur father to ur son soon
Hi sherry. The line I “thank you my sweet Lord for creating a magnificent night of stars tonight” caught my attention…In this so busy world, we often neglect to notice the goodness of God. I am guilty of that. I am so glad I read your story.Let me tell you the sweet Lord who created the magnificent stars at night can be really your FATHER… And he can be the best FATHER ever..I super like the Psalm 68:5, it says “FATHER TO THE FATHERLESS” The wonderful thing about it is GOD longs to be our FATHER…. He is everything He said to be and so much more
He loves you 
All of us has its own drama in life…what life would be if that does not exist at all? Sounds like a bare canvass…its the thrill of living…so chill and enjoy life..atleast when you grow old..you have lots of things to ponder on…
I just remembered one more scripture that reminds me of how much God loves you Psalm 27:10 says “Even if my father and mother ABANDON me, the LORD will hold me close”
Have a great day!!!
Actually you have the most wonderful world now because you have your own son ~ love him & you will find love will recover your hurt someday.
**Appreciate what you have now.**
Hi there buddy,
I hear ya what you’re going through right at the moment. Big hug for you and hope will you make me amile a little.
Greef if you need too but then wake up and smile.
Remember, all these are just going to make you a stronger and wiser person at the end. You will be proud of yourself one day if you can overcome all these. I was all alone when I was 17 living di negara orang without family or relatives. Yeah, I went through a lot and I thought I would never make it. But my gosh… now when I looked back, wow all the hard times has tought me so much about life, love and being a human. I am so glad I kept going. Believe me you are not alone in this world. Many people are going through similar steps what you are going through. Look at all these responses you have been getting from many people. Another things, things that are happening in our life, there is always a reason for it. I know you can make it especially I am glad that you believe in God. That is important to believe in a higher being, tho I am not a religious person, I am glad that I am a spiritual person. Again, you are not alone! I am sending you a lot of love, peace, light and positive energy. Hug tight from San Francisco.
“firstly i wanna thank u my dear sweet Lord for creating a magnificent night of stars tonight…” -I praise God because despite what you are going through, you do not despise your Creator. Dear brother, God has a wonderful plan for you. Do not lose heart. (For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you HOPE and a FUTURE) Trust in the Lord, He will not let you down. (Then you will know that I am the LORD; those who hope in me will not be disappointed.-Isaiah 49:23) God bless you, you have a long way to go! don’t be discouraged. If keep on following and trusting God, He will lead you to a place you’ve never been before.
hey bra1nwshed, well thats life, you have to be strong for that some kind of a thing..my boyfriends dad left him too when he was still in his mothers womb, not because his father died, he left him for no reason and never come back..you are more greatful that you have the chance to see your father..just always remember to pray and be strong no matter what happen and if time comes that you are having your own baby make sure to make him proud of you as his dad..
Hi There ..
The 1st line really cought my attention. As it is written in Ps 27:10 says, ” Though my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will receive me” Jesus loves u ! : )
Hey bro…
life is so short..So spend your life to the fullest..What happens to you was just happened..Face the reality bro and have a happy life..The life you are dreaming of,but this time your son is the main subject..
hi, i was touched by your blog. i admire for being grateful to GOD despite ur situation. But that shud be the attitude of everyone, instead of resenting or blaming GOD, we shud be thankful for everything. Everything in this world happens for a reason. GOD wudnt give us something we cnt bear. You might be longing for the love of a biological father but remember that there is a father that even if u don’t long for HIM, HE will always be there for you! i understand the emptiness u’re feeling right now. it’s but natural! just pray for it. we never know, one day u’ll gonna meet ur father in GOD’s own time! i will be praying for u!
glad you’re strong! Let God carry your burdens and anxieties ey~ btw, my dad dumped us. n_n…
Hi,
the Lord luvs you and will never leave nor forsake u. I believe that u will only find the perfect inner peace when you submit yourself to our Father in Heaven. be strong bro and cling on the God’s love.
no body perfect in the world,but we have GOD so perfct………..
Hye dear…(even dunno who u r)…q:-)
1st of all, its so pathetic to hear dat..
i only want to gv my own opinion bout dis..
dear,
watever difficulties,hardships u hv been thru in ur life were sumthing dat can make u mature for the real life.u can’t deny all of this.its happen to everyone..
BUT,it just whether its affected our life or not..
u should stand 4 it!!!…
i kno wat u feel 4 living without person call “father”.
we r in da same situation..
but bcoz i knew wat cause it happened,i accept it as my DESTINY.dis is my real life..
i hv to face it..
dear,
wat important here is dat,stop being hypocrite.dun ever regret being YOU..convince urself dat 1 day there might love come towards u..q;-).even u dun hv dad beside u, but still there others dat really love, care, n appericiate u as who u r..
k..
im not saying dat im good 4 all dis..but its talk bout UKHUWAH..u kno..the responsibility towards other.
be urself..
dun hate being U..
take it as the gift from HIM to u..
may GOD bless u…
there must be LOVE oneday..u hv to find out it..
q:-)
hello!
just a piece of advise, you may not have the physical father you want and long for, but you have GOD, the father whose been there all your life.
try holding on to HIM and also try to find yourself. but you can never find yourself unless you find HIM first. HE is far better DAD than me (i also am a father of my little boy)or your long lost DAD.
voids are filled-in and your longings fulfilled once you accepted yourself as you are and have accepted GOD as your father.
GOD bless and best regards.
I never read something that trully like this…
I know everbody’s write and talk…
But ur write is talk…
So i know and feel ur situation…
But i want to comment u:
Live is Love
When U love ur live, mean u love ur dad and all the thing that u have done or not yet.
Where ever u live, let ur ‘Dad figure’ become ur power to be the best ever Dad in the world, for ur kid(s) and ur family…
God Bless You, bye…
hey there
all i can say is, get thru it, coz life is just a fleeting moment.. just like a wheel.. God Bless.. hav a nyc day
God is always by your side. He’ll never leave nor forsake you. God loves you so much! He’s everyone’s Father, your Father. Just trust in Him. He’ll always be there for you. Keep your faith in Him. Though I never experienced your situation, I still know how you deeply feel.
Are you a christian, anyways? Have you accepted Jesus Christ? I’m hoping for a reply in this, if you don’t mind. =)
Well, till here. God bless you! I know He will… =) Stay strong as what everyone says here.
God is always by your side. He’ll never leave nor forsake you. God loves you so much! He’s everyone’s Father, your Father. Just trust in Him. He’ll always be there for you. Keep your faith in Him. Though I never experienced your situation, I still know how you deeply feel.
Are you a christian, anyways? Have you accepted Jesus Christ? I’m hoping for a reply in this, if you don’t mind. =)
Well, till here. God bless you! I know He will… =) Stay strong as what everyone says here.
keep in mind that we become who we think and believe we are… just be yourself and remeber that we can only be truly happy when we are at peace with our inner selves and when we are in harmony with the people we love and the people who loves us.
i understand your longing for your dad, whether you see him or not, learn to forgive and offer everything to your creator… dont let your past ruin your present and your future…
keep in mind that we become who we think and believe we are… just be yourself and remeber that we can only be truly happy when we are at peace with our inner selves and when we are in harmony with the people we love and the people who loves us.
i understand your longing for your dad, whether you see him or not, learn to forgive and offer everything to your creator… dont let your past ruin your present and your future…
keep in mind that we become who we think and believe we are… just be yourself and remeber that we can only be truly happy when we are at peace with our inner selves and when we are in harmony with the people we love and the people who loves us.
i understand your longing for your dad, whether you see him or not, learn to forgive and offer everything to your creator… dont let your past ruin your present and your future…
keep in mind that we become who we think and believe we are… just be yourself and remeber that we can only be truly happy when we are at peace with our inner selves and when we are in harmony with the people we love and the people who loves us.
i understand your longing for your dad, whether you see him or not, learn to forgive and offer everything to your creator… dont let your past ruin your present and your future…
god has a reason and purpose why it happend to you…the storm of our lives prove the strength of our anchor.as we love god,trust god and depend on god, he will give us the strength to do the impossible..hmm..just believed that every person has something to offer in this world…goodluck to your journey in life bro…your not the only one have the same probs. but, still you are lucky enough even though you don’t have this so called dad but alot of people cares for you in real…be thankful for that…okey bro?goodspeed..
god has a reason and purpose why it happend to you…the storm of our lives prove the strength of our anchor.as we love god,trust god and depend on god, he will give us the strength to do the impossible..hmm..just believed that every person has something to offer in this world…goodluck to your journey in life bro…your not the only one have the same probs. but, still you are lucky enough even though you don’t have this so called dad but alot of people cares for you in real…be thankful for that…okey bro?goodspeed..
god has a reason and purpose why it happend to you…the storm of our lives prove the strength of our anchor.as we love god,trust god and depend on god, he will give us the strength to do the impossible..hmm..just believed that every person has something to offer in this world…goodluck to your journey in life bro…your not the only one have the same probs. but, still you are lucky enough even though you don’t have this so called dad but alot of people cares for you in real…be thankful for that…okey bro?goodspeed..
god has a reason and purpose why it happend to you…the storm of our lives prove the strength of our anchor.as we love god,trust god and depend on god, he will give us the strength to do the impossible..hmm..just believed that every person has something to offer in this world…goodluck to your journey in life bro…your not the only one have the same probs. but, still you are lucky enough even though you don’t have this so called dad but alot of people cares for you in real…be thankful for that…okey bro?goodspeed..
god has a reason and purpose why it happend to you…the storm of our lives prove the strength of our anchor.as we love god,trust god and depend on god, he will give us the strength to do the impossible..hmm..just believed that every person has something to offer in this world…goodluck to your journey in life bro…your not the only one have the same probs. but, still you are lucky enough even though you don’t have this so called dad but alot of people cares for you in real…be thankful for that…okey bro?goodspeed..
god has a reason and purpose why it happend to you…the storm of our lives prove the strength of our anchor.as we love god,trust god and depend on god, he will give us the strength to do the impossible..hmm..just believed that every person has something to offer in this world…goodluck to your journey in life bro…your not the only one have the same probs. but, still you are lucky enough even though you don’t have this so called dad but alot of people cares for you in real…be thankful for that…okey bro?goodspeed..
ei .. u knw wt,i ndztnd wt ur lukng 4 .. mst of us s in-nid of prescence of luv .. jz lyk me .. i luv my dad bt i h8 hm also .. f u wnt 2 be free n ds wrld,cum wit me nd il acompny u n ur journy .. tc!
“The reason why i’m thinking this now is i don’t want to carry this until i grew my own son. i’m sick living in my world of denial. pretend to be someone i’m not. sick of waiting for that someone that would really watch my back. thinking of is that the right person. but most is i’m sick with myself for being the object of my own game.”
that was the best part…i can relate to that…there are lot of things that we have to learn and experience so that we could understand the meaning of game we-call-life.
cherish life fullest we have to love the complexities and value imperfections.
i love how you deliver ur msg. dat’s hot!
hi, saw ur blog.. uhm, sometimes we really don’t know why such things jst happend.. i’m sure, God has purpose for all of it. maybe it’s a lesson for u not to do the same thing in the future.. or maybe, God just want you to learn something from it, be independent or something? time will tell. just hold on,. God never gives us problem we can’t handle. it’s just a test of faith.. =) God bless you!
shit happens man
u can never appreciate the beauty of living unless you experience some trouble
if you think that life is worthless, look outside
hey there! Im sorry about your dad. Well… some people simply choose to be stupid like your dad (sorry for the word),to not acknowledge a magnificient child like you who loves his dad unconditionally. I think you must go on with your life and forget about him. You have lived without him then die without him
knowing what we lack in life is good but dwelling on them isn’t. we just have to appreciate what we have.
i dont know if this makes any difference, but hey, you are not alone.
Our hope is in the Lord. Isn’t it? In this walk we often ask why? what? when? the answers is in Jesus. If we know what is His will for us. Why is He allowing things to happen to us. When are we going to understand all that? It’s progressive but one thing that I always tell myself to hold on to is Romans 8:28. Each person has his/her own struggles. Believe it and it’s not easy at times I know. But give thanks to the Lord that He does not leave us to wander around knowing nothing about the truth.
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hi..
i just viewed ur blog..
u sound so snsitive..
wen da rain comes down..
its like hell waiting 4 us..
just remeber dat there r also rainbow right after da rain..
=)
well, i should say that you are never alone. . . Our BIG GOD will always be around. Remember that you aren’t fighting and struggling on your own. The moment Jesus Christ laid down His life for you and for me, the promise was made: that we will NEVER EVER be alone…the Holy Spirit was sent for that very purpose, to be with us and comfort us.
Hope this verse from exodus14:14 will make sense to you..
“The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still. . ”
God bless!
life is fun honey dont worry..
thus one who questions, live life to the fullest…
you sound so sensetive man!
hey Bro. i can relate and touched by ur story, i actually never feel the image of the father. I grew up w/ the love of my aunties, they keep on tellin’ me that i have to be strong, and keep the faith to Our Dearest Lord, eventhough, we don’t have our father in flesh, but we think of there’s a Father in heaven who guides, and provides our needs. We have to reminische the common says in the Bible that ”In Everythin’ Give Thanx, cu’z that’s the will of God”
hey bumped into ur blog..a nice one…so honest..anyway, no worrries..God will take care of everythin…cheers=)
Hi! I don’t aactualy know you. I’ve read you blog & I think it’s really hard to forget someone you love most especially he’s your father. Well, All I can say is that You must forgive him. That’s All! God bless!=>
hey i thank this web site atleast i was able have an outlet to let go all my negatives vibes by just surfing this site,hpe i got more freinds here
God loves you.
hey dude..
im touched by ur story… and just bear in mind that EARTH HAS NO SORROW THAT HEAVEN CANNOT HEAL…isn’t it right????
…dont wory i’ll pray 4 ur problem…nd i know GOD has plan 4 everything..GOD BLESS U..
i love god because he loves me
hey yah! a…..i just saw ur blog,..and i ws really touched! and it was really nice…maybe all i can do as a stranger in your life,..and as a 14 yr old simple girl..is just to pray for you and your father! i swear! i wish the two of you meet sumtym soon…or just find someone who can fill up the emptiness you feel ryt now! god bless…—huGS–
–GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYZZ–kayla_moraleja@yahoo.com
I’m so blessed… God Bless you
being love you say?well, dont feel down and even feel that u are a loser, because your not. there are times in our life that we really encounter that things. but u know what, u are a smart guy thinking about this.. God didnt do this into your life in purpose or let u suffer, but it is all in HIS PLAN.
Now in this time of trouble, what you do is put your FAITH and TRUST in the LORD. get BACK WITH HIM! start a relationship with HIM first and it is true that once you start with HIM, all your paths will go STRAIGHT. NO advice from anybody could help you out BUT your own CHOICE to step forward and think what should you do in order to get strong.
— u dont even have to listen to my advice or anyones advice. WHAT u need right now is PRAYER. talk to GOD, He’s the only one that could help you solve this questions that hinders your life.
HE WILL SHOW YOU THE WAY! and its in HIS WAY. PRAY.
Proverbs 3:5-7 (read that)
CaRoL
being love you say?well, dont feel down and even feel that u are a loser, because your not. there are times in our life that we really encounter that things. but u know what, u are a smart guy thinking about this.. God didnt do this into your life in purpose or let u suffer, but it is all in HIS PLAN.
Now in this time of trouble, what you do is put your FAITH and TRUST in the LORD. get BACK WITH HIM! start a relationship with HIM first and it is true that once you start with HIM, all your paths will go STRAIGHT. NO advice from anybody could help you out BUT your own CHOICE to step forward and think what should you do in order to get strong.
— u dont even have to listen to my advice or anyones advice. WHAT u need right now is PRAYER. talk to GOD, He’s the only one that could help you solve this questions that hinders your life.
HE WILL SHOW YOU THE WAY! and its in HIS WAY. PRAY.
Proverbs 3:5-7 (read that)
CaRoL
Hey, juz go through ur comments… u are not alone. God might have taken away your parents, but he has given u people who care and want to show concern… I dun know if u believe in God, in the first place but whatever it is, Life is an illusion created by the Creator. We are tokens in his game of life, when u leave this Earth, u do not bring anything with u, not materialism not relationships, not even ur memory… juz ur soul.. Stand up, and play along with the game of life.. thats what we have to do.
i was touched by your story…don’t give up!!things will be fine just have FAITH in HIM..why don’t you look for the positive side of the situation that your into…
GOD BLESS!!!! and take care, buddy!!!
hey there.. sorry to hear bout ypur dad. u know what? i feel just the same as u do. my daddy died of heart attact when i was 4. that was 11 years ago. now i am 15. he left my mama, me along with 2 other younger siblings behind. and yes, i miss him. sometimes, when the school held a techers’s and parent’s day, i have this strange feeling when i see my frined’s fathers walking into the classroom and talk to the teachers, recieve the exam result. i feel this slight jealous to my friends at that time. how i wish my daddy would come.but i know that wouldn’t happen. and sometimes, i also feel like i wannaknow my daddy better. i want to feel his love cuz i know he loves me..but, what can i do? he can’t come back. alli cando is pray for his peace in the otherworld. may the Lord bless him and put him in heaven. i hae to be strong. yes, i do cry. i miss my daddy a lot. but life must go on. i must be strong and so does you. hey, remember, there is someone else inthis world that feels the same as you do.
don’t waste your time to lok for your dad his nothing…!!!!
uhmmm!!! what should i say!!! its quite weird for you not to feel your dad’s love!!! im 18 yrs. old and i know how much my dad treasured me as his daughter. you might just think that his not there with you literally but you can put in your heart that his there. this happens because God has a purpose. he wants you to overcome this emptiness by teaching your self to forgive!!! god wants you to be happy for sure. uhmmm!!! i konw i sounds like a dictator, maybe today your dad is not there who knows he’ll be around tomorrow or soon!!! dont lose hope man!!! just send me a mail if you want!!! neweiz im kim female from philippines!!! just give me a mail!!! kim_mathers08@yahoo.com
same here…. I grew up without even feeling the love of a father…. inspite of it… I may say it made me a better person… though sometimes it made me cry and can’t sleep at night… thinking of the love of a father… at times.. it made just me stay at home… no hearing mass … no strolling because it just made me feel sad everytime I hear a very happy family…. its so nice to see them lyk that…….. But inspite of evrything… I may say I am a very proud individual coz it made me realized… THAT life must go on… Just keep on praying and that LORD will never leave you… And He will give all the love of the father your longing for…
Ei! Just enjoy the bumpy ride… the next corner will surely be much better. And more fun. Namaste!
Hey brow;) put a smile on your face and move on… God knows your heart… God is the Father to the fatherless… be happy:) God bless you…
well, bro, i was deeply moved..what can i say? well. still count your so blessed to have won a competition.. well, i never won.. let me tell you this.. i have a father that is still intact, yet, when he came home, we’re like a stranger…you’re not alone… i miss my father, too….
hey!read ur posts and i say u think quite deeply.
hey i just read your blog..well all i can say is that always remember..perfect pictures come out of NEGATIVES..god plans somethiong better for you..just trust god, ok… hope you felt better -jamie
hey!don’t lose hope….
many people are suffering in some major problems….ur lucky bcoz ur in good health & maybe u hve a nice job…..
Just read Jeremiah 33:3 and always pray…nothing is impossible to God…
God bless you!!!…agr_neth@yahoo.com
hi there…just want to share with you this…there’s no greater love than the love of our Heavenly Father…He’s watching you always…just start seeking Him…and He will fill the emptiness you feel…Godbless you. =)
hello!!!
Dear you,
It’s touching me, esspecially because I’m my daddy’s little girl. I can’t imagine living without him, nor loving someone whom we barely ever see. But I believe that every single thing, happens for a reason. It may seem unbearable now, but later you will find that reason. Sometimes life hides the very beautiful parts, because it’s more fun if we try to find it with our two hands (and prayers). Sorry if I sound so wise. Well, I’m not. I wish you all the best in the world.
God speed,
CHERINE.
YOU HAVE A CHANCE STILL…2 i gues…
1. FIND A LOST FATHER… who lost a son… or alone…and be a son.
2. WAIT FOR YOUR SON…
be a good father…
LIFE IS TOUGH…ONLY HE WHO OVERCOMES WILL be saved…that’s for sure…(Rev.22)
it’s very touching… we should realize that God really love us so much… He just want us to be tough and have a strong faith in HIm.
God Bless us all!!!!
just know one things..
God’s love is bigger than anykind of loves dat you need..
just open your heart to the real love.. which is God’s love…
you can feel it, it’s real..
GOD BLESS YOU…
First sentence really caught my attention! juz wanted you to knw tat there’s a reason behind every hardship, you just gotta hang on and one day..before you even realised it..better things will come around..God bless!
Hello. I thought I just drop by into your blog for curiousity. I didn’t know I would be touched so deeply.It makes me once again realize how thankful I am for having my Dad on my side. He is actually my bestfriend since my Mom passed away when I was still very young. He is the most wonderful person and the light of my life.
I don’t know really what to say about your situation, but I wish I could give you hugs personally. God bless you and I hope everything will be alright.
take care always =) life is full of hope… mayb u will find someone who care for u soon… =) u will never know… =)
No matter the sorrow, the sadness, and the emptiness, may you open your heart and let God fill it, because in Him,, you’ll find fullness, and the great Love of the Caring Father, who loves us more that He gave His Only Son for us. He loves you ssooo much. You are precious in His Eyes. ” But God has shown us how much he loves us- it was while we were sinners that Christ died for us!” -Romans 5:8. He has plans for you. “I alone know the plans I have for you, plans to bring you prosperity and not disaster, plans to bring about the future you hope for.
Then you will call to me, You will come and pray to me, and I will answer you. You will seek me with all your heart, Yes, I say, you will find me.” Jeremiah 29:11-14a
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full of adventure, full of knowledge.
The Lestrygonians and the Cyclops,
the angry Poseidon — do not fear them:
You will never find such as these on your path,
if your thoughts remain lofty, if a fine
emotion touches your spirit and your body.
The Lestrygonians and the Cyclops,
the fierce Poseidon you will never encounter,
if you do not carry them within your soul,
if your soul does not set them up before you.
Pray that the road is long.
That the summer mornings are many, when,
with such pleasure, with such joy
you will enter ports seen for the first time;
stop at Phoenician markets,
and purchase fine merchandise,
mother-of-pearl and coral, amber and ebony,
and sensual perfumes of all kinds,
as many sensual perfumes as you can;
visit many Egyptian cities,
to learn and learn from scholars.
Always keep Ithaca in your mind.
To arrive there is your ultimate goal.
But do not hurry the voyage at all.
It is better to let it last for many years;
and to anchor at the island when you are old,
rich with all you have gained on the way,
not expecting that Ithaca will offer you riches.
Ithaca has given you the beautiful voyage.
Without her you would have never set out on the road.
She has nothing more to give you.
And if you find her poor, Ithaca has not deceived you.
Wise as you have become, with so much experience,
you must already have understood what Ithacas mean.
love is always there by means of our godfather..when our
godfather lost,we can’t do nothing in this world and we thankful that he always give a change to evry one.
for me!!4 words can describe our godfather
(only god knows why)?…
godbless you all.
Answer: YES! People can hear you
SEE THE COMMENTS ABOVE? 
and you know who else can hear you? you said it yourself…our sweet LORD 
It’s so hard to find our identity with other people. They would just disappoint you and force you to prove to them that you are someone they want you to be. But the thing is, you know it…that your identity is with our sweet Lord 
People just fail you. But I’m not saying that you don’t trust them anymore…just don’t expect too much 
God bless bro!
you are not the only one and therfore you are not alone!
U are greattttt…….
U are lucky…………..
U will not be able to say all of these if you are not.
I admire you……
U really touch a lot of people…not because u are a good writer, but by expressing what’s deep inside U…
GOD BLESS
I could relate to you because though I have a father, he acts as if he doesn’t have kids. We could see him but he doesn’t care for us which I believe is more miserable but HEY it’s GREAT HA! We have this crossroad to lead us where we really choose to live-to be happy or sad. I believe if we never had an option to go, life would really be crazy. I could only tell you the best way I know to help you…JESUS…He knows what lies ahead…HE IS THE WAY, THE TRUTH(as you said) and the LIFE. ONLY THROUGH JESUS, could life be more wonderful and interesting. Take one step at a time…don’t rush but GODSPEED!
everythings gonna be alright..
cliché, but thats the truth.. 
Hey there,
I like the way you put it for your first line of your article…i’m never close to my father..i don’t know why but i don’t feel like i want to either..maybe there’s too many disappointment involved. Anyway, is really..erm…amazing how a guy can express his feeling, so real, that i can feel your hunger to be loved..i’m on a quest searching for love too…i hope yours can be fulfilled..all the best
hehehe … lucu banget deh …
don’t be too harsh on yourself man…..life’s like that….and no matter how careful we are…shit happens!and don’t bury yourself in anger nor in self-pity coz it eats you up and that can’t be good…..there’ll be better days man…..just hang in there and be good to yourself:D
God is there to be a father to you…He’s been always there beside you, waiting for you to realize that he has been wanting to be a father to you… have you ever tried that?… accepting God to be your father?…maybe you should try it…:) i hope you won’t start condemning yourself, coz God is hurt when you do that…God bless and try to smile..i promise you it helpe alot…:)
It is good that you tried saying exactly what’s on your mind… but pls check your grammar… it is disturbing at some point and annoying most of the times.. good day.
it seems you’re carrying a big burden in your life that is haunting you and will keep on blocking your promising future.
Sometimes we are caught in a situation that all we can do is just watch and go with the flow.
I sense a strong faith in you, Never ever be confused in His power… You might end up more miserable…
I can relate to your story. I also got the same dilemma. And currently fighting into that situation. Nearly lost my passion in life, but never allowed to relinquish my faith! I hope you will not gone astray.
“Blessed are those who trust in the Lord….
They are like trees planted along a riverbank, with roots that reach deep into the water. Such trees are not bothered by the heat or worried by long months of drought. Their leaves stay green, and they go right on producing delicous fruit.”
- Jeremiah 17:7 - 8(NLT)
“Do not conform yourselves to the standard of this world, but let God transform you inwardly by a complete chnage of your mind. Then you will be able to know the will of God.” - The Holy Bible.
hi bro! i just read your blog and and i understand your situation. i also lost my father when i was in high school. but still life must go on. i lost my dad but i still have my mom! love what you still have and let them feel that. God will never left you empty. if he get something from you he might return something more to you. God is good all the time. always remember that God is in control of your life. He knows whats best for you. just leave your life the best of it… life is short!!! so just enjoy it!!! chill and be happy!!! God bless!!!
k lng cute xa!@!!
how can i ad him pls giv or inform the right procedure pls
i don’t know who you are nor why i was lead to your blog but i can relate to how you feel. Things happen for different beautiful reasons.. In the dark, we see the LIGHT. There is nothing we can do to change the past but we can definitely influence the future, dude. Never call yourself a Loser.. We own ourself (next to God.) so lift your head up and find your way to Fulfillment w/ courage and strength.
c”,)
my life is incomplete without my father i really love him.i will accept him no matter wat he will do to me.
heyyy.. men.. lo tau gak?? masih banyak orang yang punya masalah yang lebih berat dari lo.. gw tau orang lain gak bisa ngrasain apa yang lo rasain.. orang lain gak bisa ngrasain sejauh mana,sedalam apa lo sakit hati.. coba lo liat lagi lebih jauh sebesar apa hikmahnya dari semua peristiwa yang dah lo alamin.. Klo gw bilang lo beruntung karena Tuhan dah milih lo untuk ngasih begitu banyak cobaan.. tandanya Dia percaya lo untuk menghadapinya.. ehmm klo lo seorang muslim.. lo pasti tau klo Dia gak akan kasih cobaan ke seseorang jika orang itu gak bisa hadapinnya.. Tuhan dah tentuin jalan yang terbaik bagi setiap umatNya, tinggal qt sebagai umatNya menjalani kehidupan yang telah dituliskanNya.. SEMANGAAAAT COOOOYYYY… it’s not the end of world….
no matter who u are. u are a great man, and i can see it in ur article. i like the way u express urself…
GOD is all the answers of the questions…it’s hard but can be tried.
god bless u….
hi!
life ain’t that bad im sure..you know what some people knew their dad and see them everyday but it doesn’t mean a thing..you know?it is the same as not having a father at all…
i’ve just read ur blog n feel like giving my opinion.. i hope it’ll help…i really dunno what to say bro… it’s just, in this life, we don’t always get what we want… we just have to survive with what we’ve got now, compared to those beggars, we have to consider ourselves lucky…btw if u really miss him i mean ur dad, take a while n pray, God will listen i’m sure n he has His glorious way to answer ur prayer… don’t 4get to always keep ur dad in prayer… we have our heavenly father above who always cares for us, with or without ur dad or my dad, life goes on wonderfully, just pay more attention to what we might think is nothing like friends (actually friends r more than just nothing huhu..), stick with those wholove u n u’ll feel better,i hope… if u loose someone, there will another someone who come accross n lightened ur burdens… God bless u yaaah…
For things to change,
YOU have to change,
For things to get better,
YOU have to get better!!!
i stumbled here. hope you don’t mind,
well i think in life we just don’t appreciate what we have, and when we lose it, we want it so badly. and for me, well i’m different from you, i grew up in a normal family, parents and a sister and a brother.
my dad and i were not on good terms. and i’m starting to think. if i were in your state, i’d want my dad back too. just like how you feel right now.
God probably has plans for you, maybe he wanted something to have happened that maybe you don’t need parents? i’m not sure but i’m sure that he will lead you through. he doesn’t forsake you. thru your times of troubles, he always plans it nicely. take example, a movie. it may seem like so many tragedies happen, but some movies turn out to be a happy ending. thanks to the director! and and, our life is like a movie too. God is our director and you can count on him for the whole movie plot.
Cheers,
hello there… life ain’t easy as we all know, but we are here.. d creation of our good Father God and we are created to love and forgive and to know our maximum potential and our purpose in life. Stop feelings such as these a place in your life. They belong to the enemy, and as a child of God you can place them in submission to Jesus Christ immediately. God has given us His Word as a sure hope..It is God’s will that you be set free from every fear… Just have faith in Him.. even just as small as the mustard seed will help you.. God Bless you always!!! : )
dont wori i know dad loves you so much…wel anyway dont lose hope… be strong… god loves you.. dont wori ill pray 4 your dad ok?! gud luck…. mwuah!
liz_capati@yahoo.con
wow, this is the longest comment blog i’ve ever seen.
hey, i might not know how exactly to help you but if you ever need someone to listen or talk to-just about anything, feel free to message me 
hope it will do the same to you.
I’d like to share Solomon’s words with you, it help me to stand again, to smile and love
“A time for everything”
by Solomon (ecclesiastes 3; 3:1-3:10)
Cheers,
Lyne
Hmm.. ur blog just pop up when i opened my friendster.. so i was thinking to chek it out 4 a while.. en.. geez… we have sumthin in common.. my parent got divorce when i was still 5 years old and i hate them because of that.. but, God’s plan is beautiful 4 us.. now i have all the motivation and love that i need because of that.. maybe if ur father still with u now.. u’ll wouldn’t be a better person than what u are now.. God knows u better than urself.. ayt.. Gbu bro…(sorry 4 my bad grammar ;p)
hey…
everything happens for a reason..God is a good guy..if you have problems and you have nowhere to run, lift it up to him and im very sure you will feel alright..:)all you need is to pray….remember god does not give us anything we can’t handle it….just have faith with yourself and be strong..god loves us!
pamee from the philippines
http://onefinegirl.blogspot.com
shit happens..
hi!
just finished reading your thank you post and the previous one -about your dad…God bless you, you may not have the physical dad most of us have, but there’s one great dad who will never ever leave you nor forget you…good thing the love of the LORD is alway in your heart( that I can say coz you still want to meet your dad-product of love..)..continue searching..best place to search is with the word of God…and with Him..
HEY. LIFE MUST MOVE ON..
I DO HAVE A FATHER, BUT WER NOT N GUD TERMS WID EACH OTHER..AND YEAH I DO MISS HIM WENEVER I REMMBER THOSE GUD OLD DAYS..BUT HE’S LEFT US ALL FOR GUD..AND NOW AM MILES AWAY FROM HIM N FROM D REST OF MY FAMILY COZ OF WORK.. THOUGH I STILL HOPE SOMEDAY UD GET D CHANCE TO MEET UR DAD.. AM JUST HAPPY WE BOTH HAV OUR HEAVENLY FATHER UP THERE TO GUIDE US.. CHEER UP! EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON..
I was so impress to see your blog..As same i don’t have a father but life still move on..
I understand how u feel ..i’m still remember the day that without hug and love by parents..
Are we got heavenly father to protect us..sometimes life is really tired but once i think my mom or the person i love …it’s will gave the power to overcome..
I hope you can made it tooo…God bless you
SO TOUCHING!i nearly cried..i’m glad u didn’t lus hope..always remember that “everything happens for a reason, we may not be able to understand why, but we simply have to trust HIM” XP ~she.
hey… just wanna say… GOD BLESS!!! :d
wow!!! very touching story… well anyway, juz be happy no matter what…coz i am sure that God has its own purpose… just always pray and thank him for whatever things that u have now…and for the upcoming things and situauti0ns that u will have…be happy alwayz…don’t ever forget to call upon the name of our Lord everytime you need him…his our real dad… ur dad… he’s just a prayer away from u…
god bless u… : )
Nothing like a nice blog that comes from the heart. Admirable indeed. Is it okay to link this article at my blog site (http://highwayse7en8.blogs.friendster.com)? Drop me a line.
Things that happen around us are never random. Be assured that God knows best. If He got you to it, He will get you through it. Hang on in there.
hey bro!
dont shut doors…………..someday somehow, hes next in line to your doorstep!
live a clean and healthy life……….
so much love out there……..so sprinkle lots of love too…………
get up, stand up, stand up for you right, life is your right dont give up the fight ( by: bob marley)
hi…
actually i can relate…
touching!!!
nice day!!! =(
remember, God will never leave you nor forsake you.. and i know from your blog, you loves Him just as much as He loves you…Here, dedicate this song to you: Through It All - Hillsongs. Take care and God Bless!
You are forever in my heart,
You see me through the seasons,
Cover me with Your hand,
And lead me in Your righteousness,
And I look to You,
And I wait on You.
I will sing to you, Lord,
A hymn of love,
For Your faithfulness to me,
I’m carried in everlasting arms,
You’ll never let me go,
Through It All,
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
hiya!
so touch wd “can u hear me” sigh***
we’r in same boat…
and i reli do understand ur sentiments…
although i grew up wd a father…(dy hid me the truth i was bastard)…still, the fact that my biological father dumped me made me miserable…and so many querries filled my mind til ds very moment…
but dn, am still thankful…
for i am alive…and still hav million reason to celebrate life…
GOD always has purpose…
cliche! but i knew it true…
ei, i know ur deep person,,,
we share passion of writing stuff of watever we felt… i hav long list of it in my blogs…hope we cud be friends…can we???
for sure we could get along…
and i hav so many things i want to share to u…specially sentiments bout fatherly love…and u gave me idea wat should i post nexT…
be strong…
and keep it up!
kai,”)
Lunatic_aik@yahoo.com
wow! i can totally relate to that except for the part about your dad. besides that, it is as if i could have written those things myself.
you’re not the only 1 feeling that way.
Heyz, read ur blog. =)
May u be strong alwayz, and trust in God… Be assured that He has everything planned out for your life…
When God takes something from your grasps he’s not punishing you…
but merely opening your hands to receive something better.
But we all go thru different situations in life.. and
Sometimes sun shines, and sometimes rain falls, but remember, it takes both sun and rain to make a rainbow…
So be strong and alwayz remember
If it doesn’t kill you… it will only make you stronger…
“Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.”
God Bless alwayz…
~AnjaLi*~
God bless you always.
COOL blog, i must sa!!!
say, rather! hehe
Stay strong fellas
You’re alright.
It’s touching, cheer up!
hi there..i think we got sometin’ in common..i lost my dad to..i really want 2 see him,i want him 2 be proud of me..may b he doesn’t recognize me anymore n may b he’s happy with his new family and his new daughters..i promised 2 myself dat i never ever did the same thing to my own kids..kids need to be loved by both parents.I hope u’ll be strong 2 face it..bye
I can say that I am really blessed, me and my sisters, for having both our parents with us as we grow up, although not literally, coz my dad needs to be away for us to live descently.
Know what, GOD has a bigger plan for you… just be patient dear in waiting, that is still a part of HIS plan for you. In time you’ll know..
GOD Bless us always!!
JeSUs gaVe uS diFfeRent mateRiaLz fOr oUr Lyf, bUt we stiL haVe the saMe goAL, it’z tO immitAte hIm…ayt?
GOD bLess you…
hei.. i may not know u at all and u dont know me neither.. but all i can say is GOODLUCK to you and God bless!! i was so touch in your blog.. i can totally relate but the only difference is my dad is still wid us but i do h8 him.. but wen i saw ur blog.. i learned a lesson!! tnx 4 inspiring so many of us!!
i loved reading your blogs.what a very interesting person you are ,with that witt and words of wisdom that come from your heart.i just want to share tis thought to you,a very simple thought that we often failed to look up to when things get blurred&COMPLICATED.IN LIFE,nothing is certain.’except for the thought that GOD EXIST.whatever is the situation,He’s there to make things easy in it’s own season.God bless you.dingrules28@yahoo.com
hehhe… i empathize with u… i may not know how difficult it is but honestly, if i were in your shoes, im dead… hehehe… anyway, i know that with what has happened to you, you have grown to becme a very strong person. ur personality and posts on your blogs, says everything… u are strong… i am one with you… in belief and in spirit… adios!
whew! i was moved with your story. woww.. God bless you.
di ko gets..tagalog pls..
In our lives, there are so many things that we always tend to question..episodes that we neither wished for nor dreamed of..they just happen.. call it faith, call it destiny.. its just is.. but always remember that God has all the reasons for everything thats been happening in our lives..hold on to Him for He would never let u fall..
i was just surfing around and saw ur blog and.. wow, it hits me! & i can say that u r a very interesting person with so much love to give… hope this simple phrase would inspire you..
“…Positive pictures came out from negatives developed in a dark room… so if u found urself lonely & in the dark, understand that God is working on a beautiful picture for u…”
dnt lose hope my dear..Godbless u always..
i dunno who u are bt reading ur story… uhmm…
here’s something 4 u…
*hugs*
hope tht’ll make u feel much more better
our heavenly Father knows everything…
God Bless You..i lost my dad just a few months ago..i feel for you…but you have to stay strong & keep ur faith..You know,you are still lucky because someday..somehow..there’s still this thought & chance that u will be able to get back together..i pray for that..in my case, i’d see my dad again afterlife..it’s really hard missing someone u actually didn’t meet..it’s like living in a world of make believe. But it’s indeed much harder missing someone you’ve been with & shared so much memories together and lost..Oh well,keep on believing..i know u have GOD in your heart..for as long as we live life to God’s glory..everything is POSSIBLE
Hey it sounds sad. I have two boys without farther and i make them to be very happy without knowing how is it to miss the love of a farther.Certain things happen in away we don’t expect but how we gonna come out of it is the most important thing in this world. I still have my dad, i don’t talk to him. It doesn’t mean that i don’t love him but something happen in my life that made me to keep a way from my dad. I don,t regret for this action of mine when i believe what i did was the right things. Do you know that farther’s can make us to be like them. Sometimes i feel I’m too like my farther when comes to certain thing. No matter you hate them or you love them, they are always apart of us. We cannot run away from it.So my brother, you take care only you know the pain. Whatever happen they say its for your own good.I don’t know how true is this but i just take whatever comes in my life. I think that’s what life is here for us.Take care.I will try to read your blog whenever i can. Cheers to you.
wow… *speechless*
reading your blog reminds me to thank GOD for what i have right now. i have nice family, a very great dad also. i love him so much but i never really express my feeling. maybe sometimes i make him sad also.
it’s really true that sometimes we dont appreaciate what we have until it’s gone. thanks so much for this blog.
btw, keep strong ya. GOD wont tempt you more than what u can handle. remember that our GOD is our Father who always be there for u n me.. HE LOVES U MORE THAN OTHERS DO..
every single thing is FAITHED…N’ can c dat ur strong..so don’t think abt it alot N’ carry on..ermmm if u understand wad i’m talkin..XD
I miss my daddy too…
what really caught my attention was the “graphics”..but in contrast, its my TATAY (father) who always do that to us, telling us how much he loves us with a great big hug..im just glad and thankful to have such wonderful parents..thanks for making most of us realize how lucky we are..keep on sharing your views and experiences! here’s what i wanted to share in return : “With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.” -the desiderata
WELL WISHES AND PRAYERS FOR YOU…..
when i was still in the primary school,i was hiding my envious eyes for my schoolmates whenever i see them with their fathers..i felt a shaded part of my life since then and tried to look for things to fill it up but then i realized acceptance is the only thing i lack..Thank God He gave me a good husband who is a good father to my son..u might not be a good father sumday at least u can be one of those good ones right?
Which do you think is worse - not having your father’s love for you haven’t known him, or have known your father well but tends to ignore you and pretends not seeing you? I can’t make a full detail why I asked this question, but all I can say is, “I can relate fully to what you feel.” I was trying my best to forgive, but I admit part of me still hurts, in extreme pain. This makes me realize how a broken family, or an irresponsible parent rather I must say, can affect a human being so badly. It’s hard to contain it all in words, I might explode! But to neutralize what I feel, I always remind myself, “What I am now, are all broken pieces of my past.” (Smile!)
hundreds of comments had been posted in reaction to your blog, so u might not notice mine. however, i still would like to say that i truly appreciate the way you speak your mind out, u have the gift of words not all people possess. you’re one lucky guy.
i was never interested in blogs or friendsters or commentaries on write ups such as yours, i just got accidentally entwined in this stuff when by a freak of nature–i bumped into your —evolved into humanism blog—it moved me and compelled me to write something in response…and then, in the midst of exhaustion and dilemma i continued reading all of your articles…
i would never have done that, never…through your readings, i’ve seen an image of myself—a beast inside who wanst to be unleashed…i’ve always been so angry,,my anger was kept and honned though,,,i never could express what i feel because of the belittling and discouraging atmosphere of that doom i was stuck into—the rathole wherein my venomous-mouthed aunts and other family members live–my home—i couldn’t call it home when i realize that it pukes me out and was never willing to accept me into its folds..i am my mother’s life i’m aware of that but she already has her own life to live and i couldn’t reach out to her too, she’s sufferred much more than me and i don’t wanna add to her misery by babbling about my own…
everyday i exist as if i don’t, i’m invisible—a cellophane…i never had been bad or nasty but i just couldn’t please them no matter what i do… i feel so lonesome,,wickedly melancholic…i wish i’ve seen my father too…just like you, i longed to feel my father’s presence…sometimes i think that if maybe he didn’t bid goodbye to this life so early, my world would have been better…
now i have a problem relating with people, my peers call me cool, i might look normal in the eyes of other humans but deep down inside, i’m a very sick person, a tarred and marred one..reality and fantasy are two concepts i find hard to distinguish…i live best in my world of dreams,,oblivion had been my planet.
i struggled to free myself from that stinking place i dwelt into, now i’m in another place much more that i couldn’t call my own…again, one person’s trying to tie me and doll me like a puppet, i might burst, i might tick,, but God help me… and i hope so would He with you…
ur blog really touched my heart.. i got into a big fight with my parents a few days ago and we still haven’t talk up till now…. it really kills me, but yah my ego is something too…. i’ll apologise later. we never know whether there is still tomorrow or not..ya
stay focus n don’t let ur self sink into it. for me, there is no use to sulk into tears throughout my lifetime while i can do some other productive things..
not being tested by God is actually a test too.to see whether dat person is actually saying his blessed or not.
but seems u hv ur own way to express ur emotions..it’s good actually
helo there! i dont know what to say really. but someday, everything will be alright, sori if it may sound preachy, but know that there is GOD, he know all your fears. with all your troubles now, it may seem so impossible to finally have the tranquility that you want but believe me, GOD’S GRACE do happen. ill help you pray, yes it is very empty now, but i also knew GOD will not ask you to put down so much, if he didnt have MUCH to offer. have faith and be strong, HE is the father that you want. GOD BLESS!
hi der,,, Go! Go! Go! don’t feel sad about what’s happening about you coz you are not the only person experiencing that kind of situation… everything happens for a reason.Godbless!
you BETTER luck next time