i couldn’t sleep. i dunno, maybe too much laziness today. oh…what a marvelous quiet world in this almost morning hour.
i open my window, feel the cool breeze of the beginning of a new day. i’m listening to Jamie Cullum - What A Difference A Day Made. one of his lyric says: "what a difference a day made. twentyfour
LITTLE hours…" and yeah, the boy was damn rite! i just talk over the phone
with my ex gf on my way home from sunday mass and i was saying the same thing. 
for me, 24 hours is like not enough. she said what, adding another 6 hours?
that’s crazy enough to talked about, and we just laugh on it. i love working, i
even thought of going to my work place in saturday, crazy huh? when others
want everyday is holiday. its like i got so many things to do. we got so many
things to do. one of my preacher in a regular sermon says: "if one couldn’t sleep,
then one got no blessing. coz good nite sleep is a blessing." hmph, he got me
there…..but this is the waking hours of my brain, of my soul to stop for a
moment in my life and think. i lose myself after i got this job. not that i hate it.
but back in the days i’m free as a wild fox, i used to ride my bike in the middle
of the night listening to my CD player hitting the road of Jakarta, anywhere. or
just ringing over my friend’s phone, ask them to do blind-photography, hit the
gas, find a nice spot and snap! cool pictures of nite life in a big city. or just
walking by myself with a nice warm jacket, music in my pocket plugged to my
ear and passing every street corner or redlights. sometimes i passed a person
sleeping on the side walk with his son, or a grampa just alone curving himself
into warmth. everytime i saw them i could do nothing to make their life better.
just whisper to myself softly: "Lord, bless them." becoz i believe word is the
most powerful energy ever.
well, that’s just fun memories i could only talked now. i’m stuck in my moment
rite now. bored of nothingness. i guess i need few changes, again. i love to
re-decorate my room (i used to do it every two month or so) i guess i got some
difficulties finding the right time.
i like night time, it’s like u could do almost anything. not mention no sound at all,
peacefull and calm. i never lit my light in my room. only my desk lamp. i like
darkness, it felt comfortable. soothing soul & my eyes. my friends think i’m
weird. i don’t really care.
my room is such a pig stall. i don’t like maid to do my room, it’s not gonna be
called my room, but their room instead eh? i gotta do some crazy shit again, do
something challenging. i miss drawing again. my scetch book & ol’ reliable pencil
need to be woken up soon. i’m tired of parties, never stop turntable, i need a
gettaway. first i gotta take a look in the mirror, saying to the person reflected
there: c’mon, let’s make another changes!
i LOVE the way u write.
you are so good in expressing your thoughts and emotions…you’re good in writing and nice to read it..yah..that’s ryt..
everytime i saw them i could do nothing to make their life better.
just whisper to myself softly: “Lord, bless them.” becoz i believe word is the
most powerful energy ever.
hey… guess what… ure not alone =)
Lost souls in jakarta … tell me about it. it saddened me too. it hurts to look .. but it hurts more when you cant do nothing about it. just pray.
wat can i say?
just do wat u feel to do…
anyway its urlife…
lets celebrate freedom…lol!
Is rare to see how people can get this close to their soul, you’re blessed man.
hey there!
nice one again
and you reminded me that i also need to clean my room, hehe.. some things i failed to do regularly. NEXT TIME SHOW US A PIC OF YOUR NEWLY DECORATED ROOM!!!! hehe that would be a nice blog
yeah i always think that why are they still sleeping on the side walk?sumtime it’s bothering me too..kinda sad just to see them sleeping there without blanket, the comfortable bed and pillow.
i’m supporting you with your drawing hahahahah and yeah rite riding in the middle of sleeping city is just soo fun!! esp when you take the photos hahahaha it’s one of my hobbies!!ups i think i write over, sorry to waste your time to read my shit!!
I like your writings. I like the thought.You are very vocal with your feelings and emotions.Its nice that youre sharing it!
i adore your writing, it is very inspiring….
i like your writing, it is very inspiring….
ure great in ur writings.. i can just picture and feel emotons flowing as i read ur blog
everything’s just great! it’s nice to release all the thoughts…
wala lng
a nice ‘curahan-hati’
i love your blogs… once again you captivated the readers attention. you are very much in touch with nature. you are a rare kind. your friends are lucky to have you.
keep up the good work!
nice blogs..
just love the way u write em…
i can relate…
tnx..
Hemmmmm….
so touched wit ur writting…makes me realize how lucky i am….
-peace-
you got me with ur writtings…
so much about your words…
surely you inspires me and the others…
cant wait to read another of your written thoughts…
god bless…
evryone has their own life to live,we choose our own path to walk through,we cant blame our selves if some of our fellow human beings are tracking on the wrong way…
but of crs we need to act stl (as son of almighty)in order for them to fight still….
hmmmm….wt a wake up cul 2 anyone????
u got me! i felt boresome n my lyfstyle wen i got 2 hv my work…bt ur ryt,,,gt some changes! tnx
godbless…
ei…ever since i bumped into ur blog sometime last week, i couldn’t help to look for ur writings every now and then…ur so great…inspiring…
hi!…oh well, i don’t usually read other people’s blogs.. not even my friends’… i was just snooping around then i saw your writing…and i can’t stop reading it…it’s like reading someone else’s diary… and since they’re asking me to post a comment… i can say that you’re good. Just keep it up and God speed.
well what can i say….do wAT YOU what to do…be your self…and dont forget smile…
changes, yeah… everyone needs them.
Including a jobless like me.
http://catmuslimah.blogs.friendster.com/purry_the_cat_muslimah/
now that’s what i call NICE. dude, you write with extreme emotions… dude, you just inspired this crazy girl a lot! :-p
hey… i read your blog COMPLETELY. lately, i didnt read it, i just scanned it a bit, that’s why i said it was nice, or i thought it was nice. dude, you are so close to perfection in writing, but dude, you suck in grammars.gotta go.
+++kyo san+++
I am all at sea~~~~~
where no one can bother me~~
What a differences a day made~~~
24 little hours~~
I am all at sea~~~~~
where no one can bother me~~
What a differences a day made~~~
24 little hours~~
i was so nice…i like it
thx
Nice work. Something different, at least
yah..lets make changes in our sometimes-rather boring life.. nice story there..ur not alone in saying that life could get empty sometimes
i felt the same for years now..but hey,u can get away with u know..when you know that u have someone to lean on..whoever or whatever it is that might fill ur hungry soul..just the way i did..
it’s weird but..dat’s juz what i feel inside and I can’t spit it out. But you can express it in such marvelous words! “word is the
most powerful energy ever”
Well done..I’m ur fan now hahahaha
cool sun glasses…
i’m just impressed that u were actually listening to jamie cullum. he and his songs are quite different and i just like it.
Im just impressed with your writings and puzzled too.
Wow…you really got such a way with ur words…the way you express yourself through words are really awesome…Keep it up dude..
i dont like what you write …hmmmm it so boring…. sorry …
i do have problem sleeping too… i usually sleep at like 2 or 3 in the morning or even at 5… early morning has this weird effects on me, it makes me sad… kinda crazy but its true… i guess the silence and the darknest makes me feel alone… by the way your blogs rocks!!!
tol ayos ah!!! may pa blog blog kpa hahahahah!!!! muzt nman kah?? tawagi pod ko oi!!! (+6738914943)
ur life is unordinary. ur words inspired me to look more into myself and learn how to expressed my feeling that have been trapt somewhere deeply inside me which i really didn’t know how to expressed them..
ya. i need some changes in my life too.tks for reminding me tat.
nice blog…
you write very well.
i love jamie cullum.
i’ll probably start to read your blogs from now on.
nice..
damn its cute. inspiring huh.
cool.. damn it!
Hi!…You know sumthing, you could actually write / publish a book! It was like when i started reading, i had to go on! You sound really good btw :)… Its VERY rare to find guys like you…
Anyways keep it up!..:)
I don’t know u at all but I love your blogs. Hope we could talk someday, just to share thoughts because I admire the way you think and I salute your thoughts. Thanks a lot for sharing them publicly so that I have the chance to read them.
Anyway, I agree with you in many things here. I don’t like brightness as it doesn’t comfort me, dark is much much better. Some people call me weirdo cuz I tend to think a lot about everything, including useless things, even though nothing is useless to me. I also regret that we only have 24 hours in one day. Wish there were 100 hours a day, maybe I could get every single thing I always wanted to do done. But then again, we have limitation as human beings, such as our body obviously needs rest, we need to eat and drink, sleep, have fun, refresh our mind, and so on. So I guess, even though we have a hundred hours a day, it wouldn’t be enough.
Perhaps twenty four is the number God chose which is effective for us. Where we can do work but also relax optimally. Perhaps if we were given less time in a day, it wouldn’t be enough and if we were given more it would be too much for us to take it. But twenty four? Is that enough? Well, I guess it’s more than enough to make huge changes. Like when we woke up and decided to suicide that day. This would bring impact not only to ourselves, but also to the people around us. They might be sad, depressed, etc. Think about how big the change we made just by doing something which only took less than an hour of time. So imagine how huge and how many changes we could make in twenty four hours…
You’re different. ((:
KuDoz Men…
“Lord, bless them.” becoz i believe word is the
most powerful energy ever.”
i do that too…
keep on writing ^_^
best blog ive ever encountered…i’m impressed *muah*
juz keep it work. ur blog sound very good. juz like i read a novel. hanging up in the sky with blue mood n seems this is my own world share with others readers n nobody’s around.im in comma area reading ur blog. sure u have ur magic n power minded to create a gud writing. do share us continously.
Hi there, I like the way you put your thoughts into writing. And it’s amazing to know that I share something in common with someone at the other side of this world.
Like you, I enjoy the serenity of the early dawn. It is on this hour that I ponder on my life’s purpose and it is on this very hour that my brain works best.
I was moved when you share your experience about the man sleeping on the sidewalks and you could do nothing to make life better for them. I have encountered similar experience & I felt bad because on that very moment I could do nothing to make life better for them but I just say a little prayer for them instead & asked God to Bless them. And I believe that it’s one of the greatest things we can do for them in our own simple ways.
May God continously Bless You and Keep inspiring people with your bLogs.
even when u think ur already comfortable in your faith, some blog will come up and remind you that “hey! ur being TOO comfortable. get up and move on!”
guess what bro? i just closed my eyes and told God, “bless this man, Lord.he’s a blessing to others, he has been a blessing to me right now.”
Impressive, touching…. Ur blog caught my attention. Im moved by ur beautiful words and which reflected ur beautiful heart..
=)