what a shiny morning. i turned my head and it’s 10 o’clock on my desk digital. i thought, hmmph… saturday. i got a date with my ex gf. we have planned this a week ago to go to the cineplex. it was a rough yet a boring day yesterday at the office. sales was high but it’s boring. something’s felt wrong. i dunno, sometimes i got a feeling about that stuff. a few of my friends is sick, my boss went to Itally, office was a big graveyard..hehe. after work, i went to see modja, my best friend from my confirmation class in 2001. that’s the only generation in my church that still exist even though we’ve gone seperate ways. modja got a small lump on her right hand, it has to be surgically removed. everything went fine, me and ucha visited her at the hospital room 205 Xaverius. i hate hospital. the stench is like u dead already. as we walk the alley, i’m thinking most of my 
family members died in hospital. well, not the same place we’re walking in but i’ve seen people dying in this places. modja looks happy to see us. there’s her mom, her dad, her aunty, her cousin, well let’s just say her big family was there. they were nice and always were, since that spagetti insident on x’mas 2002, haha always laugh on that one. the security remind us the visiting hour is over so we went home. as i got home it was 9pm. play this Pharaoh game on my pc until my ex gf called. we talked for straight two hours. we talked about everything. about her and her far away bf in Australia, about her friend who had 3 bf, and suddenly my Libran scale was balance itself. i said to her i was feeling quite bad when i heard she was with this new guy. how i want to get her back. she went quiet for a moment. but then i told her it’s just my ego back then. i’ve talked with his bf and it looks like they are going fine, and he really are serious in with her. it’s just that…i want her to be good taken care of. i did spoiled my milk once. now i don’t have it anymore. as i heard her voice talking, i know she had changed. more mature, know herself better, and i’m glad. i smiled over the line even though she don’t know it. then we talked and laughed, and decide what time we will met tomorrow. i learn more and more as i met new people. three years ago i had this feeling that the years forth will really hit me with changes. and i was right. i got my first job, then i moved out. got another new job. events has happen, shit happens, fortunes, unlucky moment, people walk away from me but more individuals kept coming. i still remember what i wrote long ago somewhere on this blog, "everything don’t just happen, life got its own reason for me. people i met is another piece of puzzle that will complete them all."
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it’s nice to read your blog… i just found the word from bible for you
please read from Rome 8:28
Gbu
I’m So Happy for modja
So happy about your life, so happy for yours and hers relation going on after all.
I do regreting something but I believe the goods is taken to be replaced by the best.
cheers,
Jesus is love
got a nice blog… i love d way u narrate your story…. i think ur smart!keep it up! rock on!
since yesterday when I have 1st read ur writings u amazed me, I like the way u express ur ideas & experiences, we may have something in common & I am learning things from you, pls continue that talent to touch peoples life. I am a christian too.
just read your blog…
really nice…
got a big heart right there….
do you really go through all this self-realization?….
anywayzz,your blogs are really ineresting…
ei… ur doin’ great! keep it up… people do go away in our lives but still we can meet somone better than we thought…
some people do change but if we know that it;s for the better then, we should be happy for them!!!
you can be a good writer!!! you really rock!!!
Hi there…
Have been reading your blog for the past few days…
I hope you will be strong facing through your journey of life.. Just remember ‘Bad Things Happen for Good Things to Come’
Nur Idayu
nice piece=)
hope things work out..
hi, just read ur blog
it was so nice
i can really feel what’s within…
don’t worry everythin’ happens for a reason..
Interesting.
Ur words got into my mind.nice piece.
Yet sometimes life is kinda screwed up,blessing in diguise?hope so.
Live ur own way.
I love ur blog.
You are rock buddy…cool blog I ever read!
ciaou…
-ruth-
u rawk dude!
first, it was out of curiousity that i decided to read ur blog…it was featured as one of the fave blogs here in friendster..so i got curious…after i finished reading ur blog…now i know why its among the favorites…u have sure have this gift in writing..
I had spoiled my milk once too. I still dun have the courage to talk to my ex cause i want him back so badly. I hope the feeling will fade soon cause i know he’ll be better off without me.
oh man you got the same situation as me. I spilled the milk once and its gone. Somehow its kinda regreted when you ‘drained’ the ‘milk’ away and she ll never come back..
hi there!!!
just learn to let go—
if you think shes happy — let her be–
you will find your own happiness soon—
who knows–
somewhere down the aile you’ll bump someone who could make your day complete—- complete—-
life is an endless journey— center yourself to HIM and he will do his miracles—-
i was hurt so many times but i know how to stand accept my defeat and continue life—
i know its really harsh and easy to say–
but time will heal its wound—
well— i love your blog– sometimes i wonder—
why do we need to cry and get hurt–
might as well HE wants us to learn from our own mistakes huh!!!–
be a better person—
nothing more to add—
you take care!!
i dunno u personaly and i dont even kno your real name– but in evry letter and words that you inscribe here– trying to share your own thoughts—
give me an idea–an impression of how—
nice and sincere person you are!!
bye!!!! see you around—
fionna
i just really adore guys who really have that guts to express themselves in writing…i know that its hard to take back what you had lost…
hope to read more blogs from you…take care!
nice blog.. interesting… and fascinating.. its like am reading a pocketbook.. a novel.. more to come.. please…
u noe…u luxx kinda cute dude
Hi, Wnated to congratulate you for a nice blog you got there. I was impressed with your courage….Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there…to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but then you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. and sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart to.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and to open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count.
Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life and then go out and live it. I wish you all the happiness in this world….keep it up!!!
isn’t it fascinating how we long for something or someone that has been with us in the past, and we never really think how great it is until we lost it? i guess it’s human nature. it sucks doesn’t it? don’t worry you are not alone. we all have been in the same situation once in our lives. so cheer up dude!
loved your blog!!!
hey ther…i was kinda bored on a Sunday morning..wen suddenly saw ur blog being posted at ma friendster home page…Veri nice entry u posted…i enjoyed reading it…to tell u the truth..U ‘re a romantic n sensitive guy i guess…Gd Day Ahead….take care;)
hi! i just want to say that i like u blog.it really catch my attention. how i wish i could write like u do. hope to read more of ur blogs. Godbless and more power!!
hi!
keep up the optimism! its good that you always see the good side of everything thats happening in your life. continue your journey with God at your side… you will never walk astray. God bless!
hi i kept on reading ur blog.. u have the talent to be a writer..hehehe. actually, i like the the way how wrote ur blogs..
keep it up!
ur blog is very touching hope u continue ur talent…
God Bless!
hey there!!!
luv ur blog….its really good…keep up the good work!
hope everythg works out to be awesome in ur life…just remember everythg happens for a reason and god has his own ways of makin things work out for us…
take care!!
Hi
i dunno, i just feel writing…
you touched me with your words. thanks
God Bless
Tke care!!!
=) Relationships… complicated… Headache! Heartache! Everything aches…
cheer up…your not alone.
wow, nice blog got there. i can sense that you’re a nice and sincere person and keep it up. life must go on and let God’s will for your life.:-) my ofe been screwed too but i’m not giving up. it only made me stronger.
Am going thru similar emotions with relation to similar scenarios… Juz feels good to know that I am not alone… God BLess..
i really do like your blog..
it is so different..
i get new insights..
hop you can find someone whom you can be you and just be you..
just dont mind about your ego, and just keep it to lowest level as possible..
just asked GOD for it (your gf), i know he will give to you.. just asked and it will be unto you..
hop to read more about your blog..
just read your blog…it made me say wow!you got lots of things to say…..
hai
i am friska
i like your blog
Gbu
hi nice blog! it really caught my attention. u have a nice way of narrating ur story…. keep it up bro!!
hi there…
you hav a nice blog and i love it!!
gd bless and take care~*
“everything don’t just happen, life got its own reason for me. people i met is another piece of puzzle that will complete them all.”
== you got me there, i like your blog… simple and sincere. and the way you deal with your ex,, not bitter at all and thats nice. youre really an inspiring person, hope that i could be part of that puzzle.
God bless and keep the updates!
heyyy..
cooL bLog u know!!
thx for open my mind..
yupzz..
Jbu
wow i like ur blog….nice and simple the way u deal with ur ex.gf it only made me stronger… gudluck andhave a nice days… be cool and open my mind….godbless
“it is in changing that we know our purpose”
we fail to accept change, to open new doors and shut down the past… because we hate to leave the path where we used to stay.
I love your blog.
what a talent!!! i mean in writing.. its cool, i thought that guys can’t write but you prove me wrong, keep up the good work!!! remember “there is no such thing as too late in life”
and life does go on my friend…life does go on…
hi ther!! nice word you have there ha men….
niways nothing to say!!!!!!!!!!!
nice to read your blog..
jeeezz..u know what? i never read a very good blog since i read yours..
you’re really a good narrator (for me yeah) well your relation ship with your ex gf quiet interesting..coz i never had a good relation ship with my ex bf hahhah i knw..it sucks!!
u shud write a book!
supreme!
OMG U AR A LEGEND !
nice blog. i wish i could write juz like u.
……..no milk will ever last bro………..
……..some people spill it………..
……..some people take care not too spill it but it just turns sour with time…
……..nothing good last forever man..
……..take it from someone who’s been there…
……..life is no fairytale…
……..happy endings are just stories that haven’t ended yet…
……..least we cud du is 2 enjoy and make d most out of evry
wow
I was Impressed with your blog. I was touched by your words. Take care. gbu.
Wow, quite amazing how many poeple read this blog. Keep updating! ( Like the comment of someone there, quite interesting )
Wow~~ Everybody did comments abour ur blog.. But it really touch ppl heart by the way u saying it out. I cannot even express myself like tat way..
Can v be frens? ^^
your blog was nice…i’ve ever got the same experience like you…pray to God to find the good result.. everything happen for a reason…God Bless you always…
nice blog you’ve got here.. enjoy reading your thoughts. keep it up! ang galing mag express…
Wow.. Great comments from lotza people. I could only dream of getting the same amount of response as you. Perhaps I’m not as good… or not as lucky? Either way, u have my respect along with everyone else who comments =)
I hope my comment sticks out.. but I’d understand if you don’t read these one by one. Have a nice day, yea? do check out my blog.. it’s long and I don’t expect you to read everything unless you’re into the things I babble about.
your bl0g just capture my eyes and made me t0 read it .
it is s0 meaningful and interesting .keep it up .
Your blog is… PURRFECT.
You have the talent to be a good writer.
Why dont you write a novel or something like that… I’ll be the 1st one to queue the line in the launching of ur book! hehe
But somehow, I feel a very deep sadness in your writings…
accidentally drop by to read your blog..then i just can’t stop myself for keep looking out for your new post…your blogs are all so nice and you somehow have this phylosophy in life..your blogs make me keep one thinking what life is…anyway..looking forward your new post ;p
i dont do blogs in friendster and when i got curious to read urs, i must say that it reminds us to move on..coz sumtimes you feel people around u are moving and nvr stop, while u stand still and wishing for sumtimes..that we can stop the time for awhile. just for awhile.
lot of things happen, goodthings, and shit happens, people come and go..and they all happen for a reason. let’s be open up for everything that will come our way
w/ love and w/ a smile.
feels like reading a storybook…but it is real~ keep ur work…totally rawkss!!
I like your blog. =)
i don’t go for blogs at all..
but yours.. it’s well pretty awesome and it jus catches my heart.. good work! very touching, and useable..
keep it up!!
xoxo
Hey!
Nice story
hayo,
nice blog, and gud work tough..
quite a number of followers u got here…
nice blog!
hello!
you really made your blog worth readin… i just hope that whatever happens, you have learned from the experience you shared. i’ve been through the same experience and i’m happy that i’ve finally moved on. you also will… only, it takes time.
Godbless!
ei, im wishing for your friend modja to be well soon..and may u’l hav a fun reunion with ur ex.. =)
ei, im wishing for your friend modja to be well soon..and may u’l hav a fun reunion with ur ex.. =)
Yaaaayyy
Hii. . .
NiCe BloG!!
I LIke iT. . .
HoW couLd U WrIte LIke THaT NIce??
Mm,,,i lIke iT moST. . .hmm,,yuMmy!!
its great and thats all.god bless you
dude.. you should really be a writer.. the way u talked bout things made me peaceful inside.. God speeds.
Hi there!
since friendster changed it’s outlook, all i saw waz your name again and again in blogs and reviews section…
diz iz da first time i open it, and God… U really r love to write…..gud for ya, though!! ;P
i’ll stop by again sometimez…. hope to find another inspiring words….
i thought u were some strange “old” man… but turned to find out dat u r only 22! GBU….
may God always speeds ur mind, ur hand and ur heart… to keep u writing those nice things, i wiz i culd do da same, but ma life iz soooo borring, so i have nothing to write about….
ur right, everything happens for a reason. God has planned everything for u and when times get rough there’s something way better waiting fo u in d end. The bad things in life opens ur eyes to the good things u werent paying attention before. i know theres something better waiting for you.
Nice…trutfully said..
whew… u got me there!! very interesting.. i can relate to that so much.. and everything happens for a reason… Just dont give up’ GOD will always be there… we should not forgot that… GOD BLESS… carry on…
nice blog!…i was captured by the way u express your thoughts…
GOD Bless!…
nice…
Awesome blogs you have here dude … and hehe Followers too …
I tink i+ captures mY attention as so as theirs
The Flow of the stories … were incredible…
Reading it was like experiencing it in reality … The feeling you going through, the situation and how the enviroment changes …
Keep it up …
Express your Feeling like no others …
Let it open wide and let the whole world Feel it
If you publish a book or even a notes, i think those who have seen your blogs will be supporting you …
Honest dude … you are born to be an expressionist. In your own way and caracter.
tilL den adioS dude …
Bro im avin here..i just need some advise bout exgf..hehe..last saturday i went n meet ma exgf..bring her 4 a date..actually i wana her back..keep thinking of her everyday..so i told her that i wana b ur bf bck..she just say no no n no…u hv anyway on how 2 4get her..i try a lot of ting 2 4get her bt i cant,just wana she 2 b happy..plz bro
ur blog rocks!! seeing this makes me unafraid of changes now!…
wala ko labot
i heart u!!!
no comment every person could feel the same thing . just like me. maybe I still could be young at 16 but I do beleive in everything you said cause I’ve been through for all of that
got some lessons on ur blog bro…keep it up….
just drop by to say hi..i enjoy reading ur blog very much..keep it up ..ciao
blogs are truly great for culture sharing…
you are a good blogger…
…a great storyteller.
open and honest.
chill on!
check out my blogs as well…
hey…!!a great storyteller..i hope things work out..i cnt add u up cuz i dnt knw ur email..
–jEfF–
hai, i ws curious of wt s rily blog ul abt…coz im a new user…dr such a stupid knickknack n my brain… n s its so happen,i saw ur blog..
congrats! ur great n writing..
u nspired me n i ws rily touch by ur piece.
wel,ive gone tru it,bt tnx god,evrytin went gud aftr ul…n i blieve d same ting wil hapen 2u…
godbless..hop 2 read mor fr ur blog.
by d way,cn u help me? wel, some advices or stuff on hw 2 do a great blog..
tnx,hop 2b ur fren!!!
hai, i ws curious of wt s rily blog ul abt…coz im a new user…dr such a stupid knickknack n my brain… n its so happen,i saw ur blog..
congrats! ur great n writing..
u nspired me n i ws rily touch by ur piece.
wel,ive gone tru it,bt tnx god,evrytin went gud aftr ul…n i blieve ,d same ting wil hapen 2u…
godbless..hop 2 read mor fr ur blog.
by d way,cn u help me? wel, some advices or stuff on hw 2 do a great blog..
tnx,hop 2b ur fren!!!
hello there..nice blog!! how i wish i can express my feelings just lyk you do!! we hav the same situation..haha..but its fyn coz i learned my lesson now..dont feel lyk ur a lonear coz..time can ease the pain..just lyk me..i’m okei now..i just go with the flow..good luck..ur blog touch my heart…thanx..coz it inspire me..
yes.mamayayanghapon segebay
nice… ive read it and its nice… its so weird how u read others blog and u just find yourself commenting on it… just like what i did.. keep on writing.. good work right there.. i can feel the soul…. really.. its nice.. good day.
I jUsT lUv YoUr BloG!!iT InSpIrEs Me…KeEp It uP..mWaHh
hi, this is my first time to read you’re blog but i already like it. take care
mahal ko na siya heheheh pero lahat naman love ko just text me if you want to be my friend 09275090243 and add harrelpres@yahoo.com
oH my God.. lo oRg inDo?? sO cOoL!! keRen bGt lhO bs bHs iNGgrIs gt.. beRbakat dhe jd peNuLis.. like uR sTories der.. keep da gOod woRk!!
……..no milk will ever last bro………..
……..some people spill it………..
……..some people take care not too spill it but it just turns sour with time…
……..nothing good last forever man..
……..take it from someone who’s been there…
……..life is no fairytale…
……..happy endings are just stories that haven’t ended yet…
……..least we cud du is 2 enjoy and make d most out of evry
ei!
got nothing to do, so i read your blog and whheeeeeeeeeeew! u’ve got a nice piece here!
keep it up!
hope we can be friends…
i’m glad you posted your blog..i know people will really admire your blog..can i ask what is the name of your church and where is it located??dont worry i’m a christian too…hope u’ll send me a reply..tnx..God bless you!!
really loved ure blogg!
not like sum othrs i read..:)
–applause–
whew. what a blog.
Yoz, Stay Happy
i read ur blog.. be strong bout ur ex gf… you should be happy that she is fine..but remember..if u r still sincere about her..she will come back to you.. Take Care den..
ok thanks for all
really like your blog.
for sure you could be a great writer.
let it b if it’s meant to be.. if she’s happier, let her be then you’l be happy as well..
hi po sa lht..
mzta na po kau….
e2 ako…nghhntay sa right person to love… sna dmting na…
Hi, there! Nice blog you got.. just wanna say, Everything has its reason and purpose for coming in and going out of your life so just treasure what you “had” and cherish what you “have”. Continue to be yourself, leave the past behind, learn from your mistakes, and move on.. God bless!!!
Cool post you have here. Very interesting too how you put all a days work into words.
*applauses*
hi! there how are you hope your okey and alway’s fine godbless!… have a nice day……
‘ havnt read ur blog, honest but i plan to sometym soon, promis…im more interested in reading these comments as a result of u posting ur blog. as usual nahutdan og oras so next tym nasad…pero unahun sa nakog read ang comments ha? malingaw man gud ko! hihi!pwede raman kaha? by the way, im asuming u understand bisaya but f u dont then i wont wonder y u wont reply.
It takes both rain ang sunshine to create a rainbow.
cool blog bro…hope everything turns out good for ya. Sometimes we only realize the importance of someone when they’ve actually faded away…I had the same situation once…life can be mean at times…things screw up…like quicksand man…the more you struggle to make things right, the more you sink…that’s when you realize that you’re not alone…you’ll have friends reaching out to ya…reaching out their hands…..
it touched me enough..hope u find ur true love dude..
hey,
“the deeper that sorrow carves in your heart, the more joy you can contain.”
enjoy the ride…
nice post mitCHy…
Whew
LORD HELP ME TO REMEMBER THAT NOTHING GOING TO BE HAPPEND TODAY THAT U AND I CANT HANDLE IT
again, u moved me…nice masterpiece you have here…
continue to write inspirational stories…
well let me ask u sumthing is there any good point 4 u to be her friend.well she hurt u.plz wake up.