Archive for July 11th, 2006

11
Jul

It’s Pagan Poetry

after all the pain i’ve been through. a ray of sunshine finally burst into my window. thanks guys. i believe it now.
"If it’s bitter at the start, then it’s sweeter in the end."
i had my 2nd chance and i won’t let it go this time. no more playing around, no more joking around, especially with love. a perfect individual that match my barcode.
i cannot live what i am yesterday for the life of tommorrow.
i’m going absolutely insane. i put myself in a jeopardy, a situation where i cannot control the "me" inside and loss in a power that were overpowered me and turned into us.

only this time. let me have it. that moment that is mine. this time i’m gonna keep it to myself. it makes me want to hurt myself again. just left me alone together. i know this is no coincidence. this happen for a reason. i find an accurate copy, a blue print of the pleasure in me. a state of emergency, how beautiful to be. my state of emergency: this is where i want to be….

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