16
Jul
06

Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie (And Still Am)

i was crossing the street. and between two way traffic, i feel the cool wind on

my face and skin. sweet day, i thought. He made another day just for me.
that day is ended since saturday night i stay over at one of myfriend’s crib. he

didn’t came to work and i wondered. becoz no news or sms, and that was his 3rd

day working in the same office as mine. he said he was sick, but i know him so

well, i smell a twisted truth there.

so i pay him a visit that night and he is really sick, but not that sick he couldn’t go to work and leave no message to anyone.

anyway, from his house the following day i left to make a mututal visit for my

new relationship. it was sunday morning and easy as it could be. we taklked,

laugh and i was an open book today i thought. i like when i receive positive vibe

from my talking partner, especially one who could really open my third eye.

adding a wider horizon into my viewing point. i knew this relationship is gonna

be my last and the most precious one.

ya know, when u met someone totally new, a stranger, but it’s like u know them

from somewhere. a barcode of my heart, a key for my rusted icy gate. it’s been

a week, but felt like years, every second counted for every conversation are

really precious.

i have learned that changes not always a rare thing to be. our principal is not a

static arrow that we always could lead into a particular target. it changed as

we met new people. a better target for a better process and reflected in the

result itself. i also learn not everything is good to be in a wide open space.

sometimes a hidden stone is the most valuable ones.

Junkie_1 I was like deep in a cool
Won’t gone be nobody’s fool
Could not care less who was there
Could’ve been like anywhere
I was chillin’ with my Kool-Aid
Did not want to par-ti-ci-pate in no silly conversations
Had no time for new relation-ships.
I must admit to you, when I heard the lines you threw
Although it usually turns me off, but this time you have turned me on
Lights off, lights on.

I guess the groove is on and I am
Diggin’ the scene, diggin’ on you, diggin’ on me
Baby bay-ooo-baby baby
It’s on like that, it’s on like that
I gotta be in love or somethin’ like that.

TLC




6 Responses to “Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie (And Still Am)”


  1. 1    NaDiA July 16, 2006 at 6:40 am

    i learn lots of lesson too!!love isnt everything its just apart of our journey!!

  2. 2    Amron Paul July 18, 2006 at 11:29 am

    And it is the greatest thing to be loved. I wish mine was being returned (hint… hint).

  3. 3    ferlie July 31, 2006 at 6:21 pm

    well…everyday is always the beginning of our journey.so goodluck dude!!!

  4. 4    RUTH August 13, 2006 at 7:06 am

    yah! your right! love is like a journey that we travelled everyday!

  5. 5    Joyce October 7, 2006 at 4:42 am

    DreamS AnD DreaminG ArE StilL Of AgE.

  6. 6    Alexie October 23, 2006 at 5:50 pm

    Hi!! You probably don’t know me at all. I just happened to saw your blog that was featured. Honestly, i was pretty interested on the pic rather than the blog itself. So,i clicked on it. At first, i thought you’re on to photography, I mean… that photo is captivating, I think it has something to be told. But i was more amazed when I read the whole content of the blog.. Men!!! You’re exceptional!!!Your pieces are vivid & deep. I like that. Probably i was awe with the way you express things because, I can’t do it myself… ( im a frustrated writer myself ) Actually, I write, but for the sake of keeping memories..or just merely expressing the thorns of my heart & twisted mind. I was so fervent to read more of your stories, even comment, which everyone loved to do for you… There are full of them..so I looked for a blog, where I did saw only a few… Then, I found this.. :-)
    Anyway, what can I say… Let’s differentiate INFATUATION from LOVE…. Hahahaha… I thought I had fallen in love once or twice, but it turned out to be infatuation or probably just FLU… In real life love has to be possible. Love and rejection gets in the same way, even if it is not returned right away, love can only survive when the hope exists that you will be able to win over the person you desire. Anything else, other than that, is fantasy.
    The song was right. It must have been the lunatics who invented love. They say that TO LOVE is TO LOSE CONTROL. Do you agree? Probably right for some, because when love takes over, it no longer matters what is possible or impossible.

    There were many times in my life that I had said that “LOVE STINKS”, “IT’S AN INFECTIOUS DISEASE THAT WILL EAT YOUR BODY, HEART & MIND, AND YOU WILL BE DEAD SOON.” Sarcasm? Yes!!! Because many times in my life I have tried to love with all my heart, and my love has wound up being trampled or betrayed.

    Hey, So if you found love that truly makes you happy, understand how incredibly lucky you are. That sort of thing only happens once if the gods smile upon you and rarely do they give poor smooch like us a second chance at it.

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