Archive for August 5th, 2006

05
Aug

The Devil Wear Halo Too

Bleed_1It’s like you finally found your god, but he just walk away from you.

after one solid month, everything ruined because of one single sms i found in the "sent items" in your mobile phone

folder. the same line, the same i love you’s, but this one for somebody

else. i don’t ask how? but why.

why did u risk our love, my love, for someone’s not worthed??? 

Je suis désolé - Lo siento - Ik ben droevig - het spijt me - Sono

spiacente - Perdóname - i am sorry….they’re all the same. suddenly all

repeating inside my head.

how would u feel when u finally found that love in ur

2nd chance and u get tricked twice!!! WHAT A STUPID DUDE I AM!!!!

last nite was wonderful as it could be. those sweet words you said

to me was all bullshit afterall. but how dare u swear in the name of

Christ u never play me and deceive me but lok what u did! i stop seeing

someone else, i stop my old habbit u doesn’t like, i adjust my life for

you, but what i get in return? nothing but pain.

so much for the sweet words and affection in ur phone calls. i shouldn’t

believe if it’s bitter at the start then it’s sweeter in the end. no,

it’s GETTING BITTER in the end.

I’m packing my stuff from our place and move back with my folks. that’s

it. i’m not angry or sad. i’m too numb for this kind of situation. my

heart still adjust for the misery i’ve been trough before. but the wound

bleed again in ur hand.

i’m just too in love with you to hate you.

all i need is mind erasing program, like jhony mnemonic had. i just want to

restart myself. to the time where there was before you.

We have things between us
So many walls, a crash of silence
And these ropes, once they were untied
Would be worth
The pieces of a broken love
If I could
I would turn back time

To become again
The one who has wings
Right before you…Juste avant toi.