Bra1n-w@shed

forgiveness is what every human cannot cope with. limited with hatred, anger or sadness. hidding behind the walls of pride and ego. for me, i can’t seperate myself with the line of stupidity. when people get hurt or double crossed by someone else, they should’ve learn right? forgiven not forgotten is what people always say. is an option when you see it from your side. i couldn’t do that, not tonite. i listen to the sweet night calmness God has given me in this blessed Sunday. open the box full of our pictures we took, presents we trade and words we wrote stating our emotional values. i cannot feel them anymore. not to you. the fact is i’m listening to Andien - Detik Tak Bertepi right now in my room, the words is quite awakening. what is feeling? i have developed myself with so much pain i’m going through from various relationship i had over the years. sometimes i forgot what’s the purpose of my journey. you are the last piece of hope i have in the bright sunshine. but what you did was really a wake up call. that we are not in a dream world. where love meets emotion and everything is paradise. no. life is facts and multiple choices. those choices aren’t easy and simple.i learn something from my last relationship. i’m not a psychotic seeking for revenge, i don’t keep hate, i’m sad but back in action again, i’m happy in my state of numbness. reason after reason and friends along the way give me so many answers, encouregement and spirit to move on. one by one my leaves fall, one by one my tales are told. what i need is a real goodbye. i hope you’re happy with you’re life. I release all these disappointment From my mental physical spiritual and emotional body Cause I know that spirit guides me And love lives inside me That’s why I today I take life as it comes…