12
Sep
06

Swirling Black Lilies

it’s me again. i’m grateful for another chance, to bring to you. to you again. nice stories of
life another phase.
reasons why i live. many things occured when i neglect myself. work is
the sea i’m swimming in these couple of weeks.
so many things, so little time.
susan, my boss is leaving to malaysia for her holiday. i really know that she misses her
hometown. it’s been sometimes since she hadn’t come home. the office is quiet these couple
o’days. as my friends got their day off, mine is just a day coming. reports and duties i have
to finish are settled.
so does my heart.

i found another timing where i could actually see myself with somebody new. a new chapter,
a beautiful beginning with risks i have to face.
but this time is different. in my past
relationship i used to think about me, my joy, my time of happiness. but no. not this one. we
found each other in a way where we don’t even know where we put ourselves in. but fate
brought us into moments where we could appreciate each other.
that’s where affection takes part. 

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i know that my heart was broken to pieces many times. where i had to pick up what’s left in disapointment. but i learned from every chapter i’m in. thanks to you guys, where in advises of yours i could get my strength and wisdom. this time is not about me anymore. it’s about healing another heart’s that’s been broken too. i know why i’m here, why i’m brought
in another person’s life.
i might be burning and melt down, but at least my light could shine so other people could see their way in the dark.

the funny thing was we had the same spot of childhood scar on our body. some of our experience were almost the same and the scary part was we even had the same song in our heads without we don’t even tell each other. finally found someone. it’s a sin when i’m falling, a tragedy when i’m in love. but i swallow both. it’s nice and easy when i have this experience. directions we’re heading in are the same and i hope this is it. the last chapter in my book as i’m tired of another search, another part of my mirror.

things have been change as i didn’t notice. my neighbor renovating his house, steve irwin’s
died in a stingray’s tail attack, it’s been years since 9/11 tragedy occured. i notice in the
bus as i go to work this morning, people have their own world to be happy in. an old man
with different ear size wearing a black cap.
a lady starring out of the bus window thinking
what today’s going to be for her.
a kid sleeping in her mother’s lap and a man singing for
quarters
but he’s happy i can tell by his face. a fly on the window and a plastic swung by the air flown inside this vehicle.

life brought me into this stage of settlement and releasing. i still have fights to win
between myself, but not as hard as it was.
i learn so many i could share to every man in
China.
this new relationship doesn’t make me a different person from yesterday. just an
added value in my strings of believeness of attachments. i still looking outside the view of
my bus and thought of myself. where life taking me to? how dare am i to face the next
station? with whom i’m going to walk with?
those questions doesn’t scare me no more. i have
God, lotsa friends and effort to put me through another stage in this post-mo lifestyle.

morsecoding signals they pulsate and wake me up from my hibernate.

i love him, yes i love him and this time i’m gonna keep me all to myself…




214 Responses to “Swirling Black Lilies”


  1. 1    redzuan September 12, 2006 at 10:24 pm

    eew….!

  2. 2    redzuan September 12, 2006 at 10:24 pm

    eww….1

  3. 3    Roni September 12, 2006 at 10:25 pm

    :) “….and I think to my self, wat a wonderfull man ”

    have a good time bro!

  4. 4    ernest norman September 12, 2006 at 10:53 pm

    JUST BE BRAVE BRO.I KNOW WE’LL MAKE IT.be strong and never quit life is full of trials all we have to do is to face it and everything will be in place….ur strong…i know…

  5. 5    gener September 13, 2006 at 12:00 am

    well i know your fine because you have your computer as the ultimate channel of whatever emotion you have deep inside your heart and i know that writing your blogs is a sure way of release,so keep it up and hold on to what you believe is rational and important to you.God bless….

  6. 6    lovely September 13, 2006 at 12:30 am

    oh my gosh!!!!hehehehe,,la lng

  7. 7    maria jesica September 13, 2006 at 2:05 am

    hmmm…. not a big deal… with a common sense, not so interesting guys….hehehe i hev my own chachachachacha…

  8. 8    maria jesica September 13, 2006 at 2:13 am

    hehehe…joke lang, wat i want to share is just enjoy life. always think positive and disregard negative.. dats enjoy ur lyf….

  9. 9    kim September 13, 2006 at 5:51 am

    i think your scary can i see your smiling face ok

  10. 10    Johannah September 13, 2006 at 10:15 am

    you’re a good writer.. i enjoyed reading your blogs. :) keep your thoughts flowing, and hit those keys. ;)

  11. 11    Abby September 13, 2006 at 11:01 pm

    how nice…^_^
    b’ strong..
    dat’s life..
    don’t lose hope okey?

  12. 12    Assi September 13, 2006 at 11:40 pm

    now, ur blog is overpowered with hope. nice :) i like it. just keep going, just keep living. in life we’re meant to be hurt to keep us reminded of one thing - we are humans…

  13. 13    Lilibeth September 14, 2006 at 12:18 am

    hi,idon’t like your face
    very scary. can you change it.

  14. 14    zelly September 14, 2006 at 12:19 am

    well what can i say thats life all you have to do is try to be strong and be brave enough to face reality thats how life goes on..be well

  15. 15    Baity September 14, 2006 at 12:35 am

    no matter you are not satisfied with your life( your self) REMEMBER life is not fair! Why you have to think deeply? crazy!

  16. 16    Baity September 14, 2006 at 12:36 am

    i dont know why you all have to think like that. We are not god to think some thionk

  17. 17    Angelie September 14, 2006 at 12:44 am

    hi….again…God dont give us a problemthat weourselves cannot solve…its just a test to us…to know how big our faith to him….just be strong because sometimes life is unfair….

  18. 18    geminice September 14, 2006 at 5:12 am

    uhmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!kadiri eh by:(geminice)zorryyyyyy ang pangit mo!!!!!!!

  19. 19    mIkHa September 14, 2006 at 9:09 am

    aaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaarghhhh!!!!!!!

  20. 20    Riza September 14, 2006 at 9:19 am

    hehehe. . juz funny

  21. 21    maricel September 14, 2006 at 6:41 pm

    soooooooo…..scary but u need to be strong coz its only a trial to ur life….god is alwys
    w/us…….

  22. 22    LaDy RaKisTa September 14, 2006 at 11:42 pm

    why is your picture like that?? its a little bit weird…..

  23. 23    Ray September 15, 2006 at 2:07 am

    Hmmmmmmmmmmm,I like tour picture.
    Make more picture like that.

  24. 24    Ray September 15, 2006 at 2:10 am

    I mean, I like your picture.
    Make it morrrrrrrrrre.
    But the ‘new’ genre.

  25. 25    rovie September 15, 2006 at 2:10 am

    life must go on…be strong…thats life anyway full of struggles…just hold on…God is always there!!!

  26. 26    camille September 15, 2006 at 2:16 am

    wwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnkkkkkkkzzzzzzzzz………..hhhhhhhhaaaaahhhhhhaaaaaaa

  27. 27    DeadSoul September 15, 2006 at 4:26 am

    Yo well 1st of all the pic is disgustin

    keep on writing

    can’t wait 4 ur next 1

    -Just a KiD

  28. 28    marian grace September 15, 2006 at 8:36 am

    hi its nice want to be youre friend if you dont mind. :)

  29. 29    Dessy September 15, 2006 at 12:25 pm

    You made me believe life isnt’ that bad… Thanx

  30. 30    Rv September 15, 2006 at 12:32 pm

    you know life is full of mystery we didnt really know where it goes but the fact that you find your self like an empty bottle why not try to go out in that situatuion and find what makes you happy! and thats good coz you did it already but try to ask your self maybe your just excaping the real happyness that will brought to you but if you find your self have a litte glimps on your eyes its means you overcome it alreary so continue to explore coz there someone whos waiting you along the way so Good Luck hope you find the real meaning of your exsistence!

    RV

  31. 31    teddy September 15, 2006 at 1:21 pm

    hi there nice pic.. r u mix??

  32. 32    Lusty September 15, 2006 at 3:15 pm

    Very interesting.. Whats the meaning of the red texts below in italic?

  33. 33    Mhey September 15, 2006 at 3:29 pm

    HI, ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT KEEP ON BELIEVING TO THE LORD. HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU. GUDLUCK!

  34. 34    aVeRyLL September 15, 2006 at 4:21 pm

    hi its me averyll,,,, or you can call me “AVHZ”;;;;; hope we could be good friends……………………..

  35. 35    fharis September 15, 2006 at 7:58 pm

    i like it

  36. 36    eva September 15, 2006 at 8:25 pm

    hi there, first, i really like to read ur blog. its make me think about life that we hv been throught. to me, whatever that u hv faced in ur life, its just something that every person hv to face it. scared, tired , its just an ingredients to what we do in our life.u are strong then u thought. be more selfconfident and relax…

  37. 37    Lani September 15, 2006 at 8:55 pm

    Well, whatever you said in your blog is just an expression of what you really have in your heart!…so, there’s nothing to worry about expressing someone’s emotion…and whatever people say negatively, they really have no right to judge…As an artist, i would say, be happy always…

  38. 38    jayson September 15, 2006 at 9:27 pm

    Hi br1aN!,First i want to gret you PRESENT DAY!!, anyway, im hoping that you are fine while reading my comment to you, ahmm actually i dnt have a comments, only thanking to god and to you bcoz i saw so many friends in my friendster and one of them is you, ahmm anyway just always believe in God, keep on touch! stay healthy! thats all. God bless to all specially who reading this letter of mine! bye.. take care! have a wonderful day and night!

    It’s me
    Your friend,
    Jayson

  39. 39    Miriam September 15, 2006 at 9:28 pm

    wow! you really can write your emotions…a rare thing for guys,am impressed. writing from the heart is really an emotional release from the everyday things we do. It is like having a shot of tranquilizer, it calms you down and you fee it flowing…

  40. 40    shera mae September 15, 2006 at 9:29 pm

    in times of struggle always rememberthat the Lord your God goes with you and he will never leave you nor forsake you.And every individual in this earth encounters break up,and why? because for us to appreciate the next person that God send to us.

  41. 41    ERLINDA September 15, 2006 at 11:24 pm

    My comment is that u can do
    anything u want so long its
    ur husband and wife and legal-
    ly married in the church or
    in the temple but its in
    line with the objectives
    of God’s Plan of Salvation.

  42. 42    cindy September 16, 2006 at 2:12 am

    wow………..vry nice ur pic……..hehehehehehehehe……………………..

  43. 43    shereen September 16, 2006 at 4:15 am

    your cute………………….
    goodluck!!!!!!

  44. 44    maylyn September 16, 2006 at 4:23 am

    kaya mo yan brod

  45. 45    Lorifel September 16, 2006 at 6:42 am

    i love you all

  46. 46    Lorifel September 16, 2006 at 6:43 am

    i love you all

  47. 47    TOH September 16, 2006 at 6:50 am

    hope to see you..

  48. 48    Christine September 16, 2006 at 6:52 am

    i haven’t clearly read your story but i wish to have time reading it.its kinda interesting and somehow the pictures,i found it weird..hope to keep in touch with you..you can visit my account..thank you,God Bless

  49. 49    jaime September 16, 2006 at 6:58 am

    hi

  50. 50    Gielyn September 16, 2006 at 7:15 am

    great……………

  51. 51    benzjake September 16, 2006 at 8:28 am

    hello.nice pix….1000%cool

  52. 52    Novena September 16, 2006 at 12:00 pm

    Nice to meet you…See yaa ..

  53. 53    Ma Pilar September 16, 2006 at 11:44 pm

    they’re right life’s sometimes not fair, be strong, have faith to the Big Guy upstairs, He will not give us obstacles if we cant do it…

  54. 54    Ma Pilar September 16, 2006 at 11:49 pm

    Man! be brave life is full of surprises remember Forest Gump? God will not give us problem we cannot solve…cheer up!

  55. 55    jackelyn September 16, 2006 at 11:53 pm

    hi, muzta ka na? san ka ngayon?

  56. 56    janice September 17, 2006 at 4:54 am

    Just have fate in God as u go through…think always positive things…ang through experiance we learn something that can share to others and give some advises……

  57. 57    gerry September 17, 2006 at 7:33 am

    waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. w
    wow sarap inter ko behhahahahahha

  58. 58    nhovie September 17, 2006 at 5:49 pm

    just believe in your self!

    it so interesting story?
    i like it?

  59. 59    saiel September 17, 2006 at 5:51 pm

    have a nice job….guys…

  60. 60    FLORDELIZA September 17, 2006 at 6:43 pm

    ano ang ibig sabihin ng masarap

  61. 61    keneth September 17, 2006 at 7:01 pm

    dont be scared of being in love again there is no other way heala broken heart the only remedy is to love again just keep on believing that there is no such a great things in life than to be inlove and be loved….you can make it….

  62. 62    Ferdinand September 17, 2006 at 7:40 pm

    paki txt me 09168380710

  63. 63    balqis September 17, 2006 at 7:51 pm

    hmmm….
    what eveeeeeeeer………..

  64. 64    joc joc September 17, 2006 at 8:16 pm

    nice and beautiful

  65. 65    Garcia September 17, 2006 at 10:45 pm

    Trials and Challenges is the way to make your relationship become strong

  66. 66    paul thaddeus September 17, 2006 at 10:54 pm

    be a good man

  67. 67    carLa September 17, 2006 at 11:41 pm

    hi

  68. 68    Sistine September 18, 2006 at 12:13 am

    I love your pictures!It reminded me of my good ol’days at the College of Fine Arts,University of the Philippines!Well,life is like a jungle out there.Learn and accept the universe!And if you want to be contented & happy with your life,practice compassion.And if you want others to be happy with you,practice compassion.And i think,its a matter of diplomacy how you learn to deal with these things!Sometimes,circumstances and situations do color life but you have been given the mind to choose what the color shall be.

  69. 69    Jet September 18, 2006 at 1:37 am

    hi, i saw u on my whos viewed me list..im kind of happy and excited to see ur name there..see, ive always been looking forward to add u as a friend but i always end up running out of time…like u, my work has been the endless sea ive been swimming these couple of months…
    its always been very great to read ur posts over and over again. not only did it appear to me as very informative, it also able to give me a glimpse of not so ordinary guy such as u…. a deeper side of u…
    overflowing of emotions released with pressing keys….how i wish i could write down my emotions too as vivid as u do….

  70. 70    daswiar September 18, 2006 at 6:58 am

    Good nice u pic

    Abang Loe Daswiar Ch

  71. 71    YOYO September 18, 2006 at 10:55 am

    nice confersation….i like this talking….may i know much more?

  72. 72    Carmelle September 18, 2006 at 12:23 pm

    Hi, ur right when u said that everyone of us carries scar from our past, only on different proportions, for each and everyone. I have mine too, it made us who we are and how to face the game we called life. As we move on, we’re going to acquire more, but what important is our ability to bear the pain.. be brave and remember that u are not alone… god bless!!!!

  73. 73    Damian September 18, 2006 at 12:56 pm

    Yeaaaah….., don’t so upset, we can learn by making mistakes. The problem is how can you cover the big hole? Be brave and you’ll be a really man. Be success!

  74. 74    pithaboy September 18, 2006 at 5:03 pm

    i like it hehehehehehehehe!!!!!^^

  75. 75    flordeline September 19, 2006 at 12:59 am

    hi i can about that situation keep on beleived god and trust…as of now

  76. 76    helen September 19, 2006 at 1:10 am

    life’s really like that…win some, lose some….just hang on!

  77. 77    noel September 19, 2006 at 5:21 am

    no comment,wala akong masabi sa galing.

  78. 78    syahru September 19, 2006 at 6:31 am
  79. 79    Carlos September 19, 2006 at 6:42 am

    just like real…

  80. 80    bert September 19, 2006 at 6:43 am

    nice pics,nice sharing of feeling and thoughts, I!ll rate it as A+(1.00) continue sharing your pics and ideas young man.were expecting more stories that are true to life.

  81. 81    ROSALINA September 19, 2006 at 7:49 am

    Life is full of trickery just learn how to go about it and presto your enjoing life to the fullest.

  82. 82    ameliza September 19, 2006 at 8:37 am

    goodluck and god bless!

  83. 83    norman September 19, 2006 at 9:25 am

    no comments at all!

  84. 84    Sheila Dhimple September 19, 2006 at 12:35 pm

    grabbe!ang cute moh!
    plz…add me!shekhina_mae@yahoo.com.ph

  85. 85    vhowen September 19, 2006 at 2:52 pm

    i dont care about your bla bla bla.. but i do love those pictures. you should better be an artist instead of a writer. your story is too common, and when all is getting common>> its getting boring.

  86. 86    marc September 19, 2006 at 9:46 pm

    GOD always there for us to GUIDE…HE will not make our life so difficult only we are the one who manipulate…be strong not to look back all the difficulties in life that makes us strong in to fight all the weaknesses in life…SMILE! be matured enough to learn your LIFE CYCLE…GOG be w/ you always…add me marc_libres@yahoo.com same w/ my sis pisces03_13_78@yahoo.com

  87. 87    JOHN PAUL September 19, 2006 at 9:52 pm

    wala lang!!!!!!!!!!

  88. 88    RICHARD September 19, 2006 at 9:58 pm

    nice one…God is always with you pare….dont be upset..

  89. 89    gerry September 19, 2006 at 10:16 pm

    wew532ww

  90. 90    must September 19, 2006 at 10:53 pm

    You are very fascinating…
    I Wish I could to be your friends

  91. 91    katrina September 19, 2006 at 11:04 pm

    eEewWW.,.,.,!!!!
    well, your story in the blog was just a trials to you and letting your self watzthe real purpose og having that kind of tragedy that you encountered but datz just a part of life,.,.,., GOD IS ALWAYS AROUND,.,. FIND YOUR SELF WITH HIM!!!

  92. 92    EDCEL September 19, 2006 at 11:12 pm

    IWWWWWWW!!!!
    wALA AQNG MASABI

  93. 93    ANNE LIZA September 19, 2006 at 11:13 pm

    i think you should be more rely in your in your own ability ….FOCUS YOUR SELF OF WHAT YOU REALLY WANT TO DO always trust with HIM his there to guide you..

  94. 94    Jimmy September 20, 2006 at 12:05 am

    I like this picture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  95. 95    elizabeth September 20, 2006 at 12:07 am

    nice and beautifull, i think you have to be hold self in what you are doing ,but ofcourse , it is your life, just to say be good and take care.

  96. 96    Robie Alkasogie September 20, 2006 at 2:19 am

    Nice artistic pic

  97. 97    eow September 20, 2006 at 2:34 am

    facion

  98. 98    shanti September 20, 2006 at 3:09 am

    thanx….nice to meet u toooooo

  99. 99    angeljoss September 20, 2006 at 7:24 am

    hello nice to meet you……. im angeljoss

  100. 100    angeljoss September 20, 2006 at 7:27 am

    elowwwww everybody i want frend who’s willing to be my freinds

  101. 101    NOOR September 20, 2006 at 7:46 am

    ermm
    no comment

  102. 102    jacky September 20, 2006 at 7:55 am

    hi

  103. 103    siti September 20, 2006 at 9:26 am

    masYaLLahh……….
    Innallilah hiwailahirojiunn

  104. 104    Rhizza September 20, 2006 at 9:38 am

    COMMENTS????….nothing,,,heeheeheeheheheheh…….

  105. 105    marlon September 20, 2006 at 6:12 pm

    hehe

  106. 106    alex September 20, 2006 at 7:18 pm

    ayoooooooooooooos man

  107. 107    Almira September 20, 2006 at 7:37 pm

    Just remember this,,, LIFE is GOOD! Cheer up!

  108. 108    seria September 20, 2006 at 11:08 pm

    nothing

  109. 109    reza September 20, 2006 at 11:13 pm

    INTERFET 70

  110. 110    reza September 20, 2006 at 11:14 pm

    INTERFET 70

  111. 111    Verme September 20, 2006 at 11:26 pm

    hi!!! kaya mo yan. . . . bear in mind that GooD THINGS COmes for those who wait . . . always ask GOD to be with you always.

  112. 112    kennth September 20, 2006 at 11:49 pm

    wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  113. 113    Francis Lloyd September 20, 2006 at 11:56 pm

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  114. 114    Francis Lloyd September 20, 2006 at 11:58 pm

    i will all ways love you sweets

  115. 115    Francis Lloyd September 20, 2006 at 11:58 pm

    im Francis Lloyd im 20 yrs of age i live in talamban cebu city im searching for runiela viturillo i stil love her with all my life if youread this message sweet pls contact me cel.09169406506

  116. 116    Rowel September 21, 2006 at 12:03 am

    i think you r gay!!!!!!!!hahahaha

  117. 117    Jhun September 21, 2006 at 12:07 am

    good..

  118. 118    jong-jong September 21, 2006 at 12:13 am

    asa ka tol !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  119. 119    Indra September 21, 2006 at 7:12 am

    hope to be friend

  120. 120    inez September 21, 2006 at 2:09 pm

    youre such a nice one

  121. 121    carmen September 21, 2006 at 2:26 pm

    wow..thats alot of emotion there..im feeling you..but you never know GOd works in mysterios way!!!

  122. 122    Lani September 21, 2006 at 5:26 pm

    ouchhhhh.. life is so unpredictable you didnt know what happen next. Just be prepared, strong and have faith.. man, i like reading your blog..

  123. 123    jewellyn September 21, 2006 at 5:30 pm

    wheeeww!!!!!
    what you wrote is true I’m experiencing it ryt now…. i never expctd it wud hapen to me to

  124. 124    rommel September 22, 2006 at 4:56 am

    mga kupal!!!!!!

  125. 125    jeremy September 22, 2006 at 5:38 am

    it was good and nice

  126. 126    sam September 22, 2006 at 5:46 am

    hi about me i have no comment.be still young ok.my no.0507276874 my location K.S.A

  127. 127    bEssiE September 22, 2006 at 6:06 am

    hi tnx 4 loving me… i love you too…

  128. 128    Ryan September 22, 2006 at 6:58 pm

    Nice!!!

  129. 129    Ronald September 23, 2006 at 1:19 am

    just be strong,i knew that u can make it, god lves u.

  130. 130    rastlee September 23, 2006 at 1:21 am

    hillo……………

  131. 131    joVann September 23, 2006 at 1:27 am

    wat’s going on here? i don’t have any idea about all these mess!

  132. 132    jay September 23, 2006 at 1:31 am

    inlove n aq sau…

  133. 133    jay September 23, 2006 at 1:33 am

    i love u

  134. 134    Mae Anne September 23, 2006 at 4:39 am

    miz yah

  135. 135    Mae Anne September 23, 2006 at 4:40 am

    hi

  136. 136    TESSIE September 23, 2006 at 5:01 am

    touch ako…

  137. 137    ray daryl September 23, 2006 at 8:01 am

    hi….

  138. 138    girlie September 23, 2006 at 8:34 am

    hello there!!

  139. 139    girlie September 23, 2006 at 8:34 am

    luv u bhaby!!

  140. 140    syarief September 23, 2006 at 10:11 am

    do i know u? or we’ve’ met b4?

  141. 141    aVeRyLL September 23, 2006 at 6:10 pm

    ELOW YOURE STORY WAS NICE……… I RILI LIKE 8…. HOPE I CAN KNOW YOU BETTER…………!

  142. 142    Sesa September 24, 2006 at 3:36 am

    Yo,it’s yo boi again.

    Judging from your story this time, you’re already in love again.
    This time, don’t fall for the girl too soon. I’m not sayin’ not to commit 100% to her, but remember your past experiences. Please use it as a guide. Just don’t fall into the same hole again, a’ight?

    Drop by to my blog sometimes.
    Peace Out…

  143. 143    sophia September 24, 2006 at 7:20 am

    lam mo ganyan tlaga ang buhay…pag-ibig nga naman nakakabaliw kaya sa susunod hanap ka naman ng mababaliw sa u//

  144. 144    annaliza September 24, 2006 at 7:42 am

    LIFE MUST GO ON…ALWAYS LOVE UR SELF FIRST…BE BRAVE AND STRONG…GOD IS ALWAYS DER. FOR US…TKE CRE!!!

  145. 145    Sistine September 24, 2006 at 9:15 am

    What else can i say..I’ll just have to say thesamething.Nothing new to talk about.

  146. 146    DAVIDSEN September 24, 2006 at 9:48 am

    friend and love…… need to truth and brave, you agree. –don’t say here. send to friend,…….. you very like, need, want and love

  147. 147    DAVIDSEN September 24, 2006 at 10:00 am

    love and friend. nice, but to love, not just say, face, but heart. to feel a love is truth and have excite in heart. if you will to say that, find to friend and love. in your heart. like, need, want and love.

  148. 148    gilbert September 24, 2006 at 8:15 pm

    no

  149. 149    mdee September 24, 2006 at 8:20 pm

    hAaAay…. di ko masikmura ang picture.. aNo ito???

  150. 150    ISA September 25, 2006 at 5:48 am

    good!!!

  151. 151    kris September 25, 2006 at 6:16 am

    stupit

  152. 152    ranti anumerta September 25, 2006 at 6:21 am

    syuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrr…………….bikin ga enak badannnn heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

  153. 153    Tua September 25, 2006 at 9:52 am

    Mmmm…a pretty nice article…
    Just a little advise (if you don’t mind of course)….
    “Stand strong…stand proud”

    I’ll see u in another life…

  154. 154    fatma alana September 25, 2006 at 10:42 am

    pwede vaa………………..
    ang laswa ng picture……….

  155. 155    OniD September 25, 2006 at 5:37 pm

    Okey lang pare… di ka nag iisa. God is always at your side. Be good.

  156. 156    belgira September 25, 2006 at 5:45 pm

    i like it baby

  157. 157    dOnGsKey September 25, 2006 at 6:57 pm

    i like ur pics.!!dats all.,hehe

  158. 158    edz September 25, 2006 at 7:06 pm

    hi wala lang……………

  159. 159    LiIiEeEnNnAaA September 25, 2006 at 8:10 pm

    no comments

  160. 160    JEFF September 25, 2006 at 9:28 pm

    gusto ko yan isa pa??????????????????

  161. 161    JOHN JAY September 25, 2006 at 9:33 pm

    I like youre basta

  162. 162    dennis September 25, 2006 at 11:16 pm

    no comment

  163. 163    triZhA September 25, 2006 at 11:29 pm

    jAz gO aztrAy…..

  164. 164    jonathan September 25, 2006 at 11:41 pm

    there is no such thing as hopeless if you believe so keep the faith. . . . . determination, bro!!!

  165. 165    Icha September 26, 2006 at 12:05 am

    I loke your blog very much. Actually, we have the same story but the diff I still can not forget his memory from my mind. How ?

  166. 166    RHoNic September 26, 2006 at 12:22 am

    don’t do that again akh….

  167. 167    lisa September 26, 2006 at 1:35 am

    Interestin blog

  168. 168    AGNES September 26, 2006 at 2:47 am

    hmmm….try to be more creative nxt time…i like it.

  169. 169    -mA mEriAm- September 26, 2006 at 2:58 am

    be strong and brave to face the rality….

  170. 170    theo September 26, 2006 at 3:13 am

    mybe that story can change u to be a good man in the wolrd

  171. 171    liza September 26, 2006 at 3:23 am

    its a nice story atleast in one part of your life you know its worthy.GOD have always plans for us just trust him. okey

  172. 172    ernesto September 26, 2006 at 4:13 am

    more faith in God……God have purpose in our life………….

  173. 173    merlz September 26, 2006 at 6:42 am

    Life is like a never ending journey,but no matter what…it will always lead us to the cross roads! Somehow,what you are going through can be likened to this journey…after a long,long travel, you STOPPED at the cross roads and make some realization whether to continue your trip or proceed to another path or simply stare at the beauty of that place…Friend, just keep on holding on and be strong for another journey through life..Remember that life ends when you stop dreaming,hope ends when you stop believing,love ends when u stop caring, friendship ends when you stop caring…But to LOVE without condition, to talk without intention, to give without reason and to care without expectation…is the heart of a TRUE PERSON!

  174. 174    John Matthew September 26, 2006 at 6:42 am

    hi im jm

  175. 175    kong September 26, 2006 at 7:42 am

    NICE PICTURE, GUDLUCK. MORE PICS LIKE THAT………….HA HA HA HA HA….

  176. 176    romnick September 26, 2006 at 7:47 am

    si tony ug colasa

  177. 177    Julia September 26, 2006 at 9:57 am

    .ttttttttttttyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy…………4uuuuuuuuuuuuuu

  178. 178    joan September 26, 2006 at 6:29 pm

    hmmm…. no comment hehehe

  179. 179    rapc September 26, 2006 at 6:36 pm

    wow,so nice avery inspiring story that every1 can relate. i advice you to read this msg. a very touching,relating, and powerfull fighting spirit

  180. 180    marjun September 26, 2006 at 6:38 pm

    can we be friends…………

  181. 181    joselyn September 26, 2006 at 6:43 pm

    wow…heehehhehehe….la lng…nice ayu pic…heheehehhehe..well love well never lie..just be a great man and be honest all the time how stay GOD keep ur self on him and all will be answered………………..loveu.

  182. 182    Sumingto September 26, 2006 at 8:45 pm

    No comment but I like your pics! Artistic bro!

  183. 183    ritchel September 26, 2006 at 9:26 pm

    i am a big show that u want.

  184. 184    Maricon September 26, 2006 at 9:39 pm

    hi?nice u pic ha i like it?joke just kidding well ganyan talaga buhay?dont panic ok?

  185. 185    gisela September 27, 2006 at 12:52 am

    ganda ng pic!!!kakaiba….

  186. 186    Robert September 27, 2006 at 12:58 am

    wala lang akung masabi kc wala eh…………..

  187. 187    smiley September 27, 2006 at 6:04 pm

    wow!!! ang galing mo nakakaawa ka!!! whahahahaha…………by the way u mke a dcction!!!keep it up………mwaaaaah!!!

  188. 188    smiley September 27, 2006 at 6:12 pm

    yuks!!!!!!!are u ok?u know what u r like a animal!(joke)hnestly im proud of u,4 me ng iisa ka lng d2 sa mundo!!!!!1

  189. 189    Lovelie September 27, 2006 at 6:33 pm

    hindi maganda

  190. 190    herbert September 27, 2006 at 8:05 pm

    i’cn’t !but 8s so good!!!!!!he he he he he…….just kidding’,

  191. 191    Cyndi September 27, 2006 at 8:20 pm

    hi ho u

  192. 192    carla jean September 27, 2006 at 9:36 pm

    its so nice 2 see f u wont apply it n real…… toink!!!!!!!!! haaaaaaahaaaaa!!!!!! ggrabbeeeee

  193. 193    Jennyfer September 27, 2006 at 9:50 pm

    I am comming and receive the reality.

  194. 194    magnolia September 27, 2006 at 10:28 pm

    PANGITTTTTTTTTTTTTT

    PANGITTTTTTTTTTTT

  195. 195    Hery September 28, 2006 at 1:07 am

    BE A GOOD MAN!!What means by that??

  196. 196    cecill jan September 28, 2006 at 1:32 am

    shockz!

  197. 197    edward September 28, 2006 at 1:44 am

    very nays , god is dere 4 u always

  198. 198    INCI September 28, 2006 at 1:50 am

    GUY, YOU’RE GETTING MORE GAY EVERYDAY (not that anything’s wrong with it… hahaha)

  199. 199    Listya September 28, 2006 at 3:04 am

    woww what a sexy you are ?

  200. 200    Baby Racel September 28, 2006 at 3:35 am

    hi

  201. 201    frey September 28, 2006 at 3:38 am

    hi hello i just qant you to know that life could be more complicated and life must have to to be understood cos only god knows why we are here and what purpose should we make……pray as always to god……

  202. 202    Lilibeth September 28, 2006 at 3:41 am

    ok lang yan bro!!!!!!!! laksan mo loob mo,have faith in God evrythings gonna b olryt…….mwaaaah

  203. 203    Lilibeth September 28, 2006 at 3:46 am

    ewan,,,,,

  204. 204    jake September 28, 2006 at 6:34 am

    maybe you need someone to hang on call me…

  205. 205    LimaKosongSatu September 28, 2006 at 6:43 am

    join us

  206. 206    jocymy September 28, 2006 at 6:58 am

    my advice to you as a friend is you should think 7 times before you do something, always have faith in God and asked his guidance for he is always beside us everytime we need him.trials are made for us to solve and t o help us realize whats wrong and whats right. just believe in God. do your best and God will do the rest………ok.

  207. 207    harv September 28, 2006 at 7:00 am

    its nice

  208. 208    XXDaNy BoiiXX September 28, 2006 at 7:07 am

    eeeeeeeeewwwwwwwww u neked meh?

  209. 209    Jei October 14, 2006 at 11:03 am

    hey.. enjoyed ur blog.. somtthing i culd relate to..cos im healin from d hurt of a broken relationship now n cant seem to know how to move on.. ur blog has given me a sense of hope.. thx

  210. 210    Hisham October 18, 2006 at 5:32 am

    Wonderful blog bro, simple yet full of emotions and facts. Hope u make it this time. But then, a lesson learn is a lesson earned. Failures makes people stronger, success makes people all the more determine to succeed. =)

  211. 211    Ignoramus October 22, 2006 at 2:48 am

    again.. nice photo!

  212. 212    NeTpOiNT November 11, 2006 at 6:27 pm

    wow! well, Be Strong & have faith in God.. More Power!!!

  213. 213    'TiTis' November 30, 2006 at 10:49 pm

    that’s good….slowly but sure you begin to heal….nice….but don’t do that only in that moment aka one time only….if you have trouble…face it…you’ll fall but it’s a nice fall knowing you have tried ur best…”Merlz has nice words,read them”

  214. 214    jAsMiN December 1, 2006 at 8:03 pm

    you’re very artistic.. i appreciate it.

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