09
Oct
06

Rescue Me From My Physically Love

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i have made the biggest mistake in my life. that’s why i should be punished with the pain in

my right
hand and sin in every slice of my skin. the blood won’t stop flowing it’s beautiful,

you should see it. i have made myself to the lowest. someone who can never be forgiven. i’m

not worthed for you, love. it’s all my fault and i must take the blame. let the scars forever

remind me of my guilt and sin. i love you and i do this because i really love you. i have spoil

the moments we actually had. i thought you were someone else, when it was me all along. the

thing inside me has chosen me to switch between moral and reality. let this promise never

be broken again. please forgive me.
Yearning for more than a blue day
I enter your new life for me

Burning for the true day


I welcome your new life for me


Forgive me, Let live me


Set my spirit free


Losing, it comes in a cold wave


Of guilt and shame all over me


Child has arrived in the darkness


The hollow triumph of a tree

Forgive me, Let live me


Kiss my falling knee


Forgive me, Let live me


Bless my destiny


Forgive me, Let live me


Set my spirit free


Weakness sown, Overgrown


Man is the baby

antony & the johnsons




32 Responses to “Rescue Me From My Physically Love”


  1. 1    Messay October 9, 2006 at 10:19 am

    oh my god! brainwashed!! iz dat your hands???! what happenned? i hope you’re okay….let me take care your wounded arms….

  2. 2    ed October 9, 2006 at 10:36 am

    what’s wrong with your life??? is it really that hard.. yes!! it sounds like that… i’m sorry for that.. but everyone deserve LOVE.. just don’t give up…

  3. 3    -'ReVenGe October 10, 2006 at 9:23 am

    don’t give up,i’m still here..smile :)

  4. 4    lely October 12, 2006 at 6:02 pm

    you’re a heartbreaking writer ! i’ll read more your posting

  5. 5    Loner October 13, 2006 at 2:30 am

    Dude…you should not Slit ur wrists… or hands.. or arms..

    u deserve love..

    you should be forgiven

    u have already paid the price..

    -jus a kid

  6. 6    TheCongregation October 14, 2006 at 10:13 pm

    but only people with attitude of willing obedience to Yahweh’s word will continue to grow righteousness and maturity throughtout their lives

  7. 7    dEbOrAh October 19, 2006 at 10:56 am

    but hurting ur own body part is a sins too..
    wut make different then…lol..

  8. 8    delightin' October 19, 2006 at 10:22 pm

    hi, whoever you are.. I dunno if you still feelin dat rite now. I juz want to tell u, i know that feelin’, trust me i know. but forgiving others is so much easier than forgiving urself. So take that effort. Bigger.

  9. 9    Marzh October 19, 2006 at 11:59 pm

    hei man, you made me cry…
    i can relate to your writing…i can’t blame you for hurting yourself, coz i have done such thing also…when i’m hurt inside, that’s my way of diverting the pain…physically hurting my own damn self…(but then, no matter how i hurt myself, the pain still can’t come out of my system…) the wounds have healed..but my heart never recovered.

    the scars i have on my wrist reminds me of the man i loved the most…the same person who turned me into million shattered pieces.

  10. 10    Shanjit October 20, 2006 at 6:08 am

    what u sow ,so u shall reap!
    what goes around comes around!! u have nothing to worry about!!

  11. 11    harry October 20, 2006 at 7:22 pm

    very dark. i can feel the pain in all of the writings…
    try to let go..and life will surely bring you some colors…

  12. 12    'AaaLadyousaaA' October 22, 2006 at 3:51 am

    never will i do that to you..! IF…. i was ur girl…! peace..!

  13. 13    PHK October 22, 2006 at 9:27 pm

    No one love u more then urself.
    The one who love u wouldn’t let u hurt urself.
    Love urself by letting every unhappy thots in urself go.
    Its not easy but eventually later in life, when u turn back and look, u will know that you should have let it go earlier..Thats life..Don’t be too hard on urself. :) From someone whom ur words had touches his heart. Life is a lesson, be passionate and learn to live with it.

  14. 14    Jas October 24, 2006 at 2:31 am

    what ever it is that made you so lonesome, you’ll get over it. life has much to offer, life lies brightly ahead. don’t look back at those times, your guilt will kill you…just as it nearly did to me so hang on and stop inflicting pain to yourself.
    by the way? how grave is that sin of yours?….

  15. 15    Rizza October 25, 2006 at 5:25 am

    your article made me move..

  16. 16    Prince October 27, 2006 at 4:40 pm

    hey, how liberated you are!
    but anyway, you know what that’s a great challenge… all you have to do is to have a new goal in life-direction I mean- then, drive your life to the fullest…

  17. 17    Meitha November 2, 2006 at 6:49 pm

    Thanks for sharing your sin in your blog..it make me not alone. Let’s forget the past..with no regrets. I hope, it won’t be hard for me either. Merci beaucoup.

  18. 18    -shAny- November 3, 2006 at 4:33 am

    men!>….ur so deep….i cnt rch u….ur so smart…maybe ang lalim ng pinghu2gutan moh!!this is my first tym to read blogz..nd u amaze me so much….

  19. 19    Hazel Amie November 3, 2006 at 6:50 pm

    wla me ma comment.

  20. 20    HoTeik November 11, 2006 at 11:26 pm

    I am touched, but what you did for your spiritual state was totally insane and unworthy… No offence, you must trust every one and yourself.

  21. 21    carlord November 17, 2006 at 6:31 pm

    hey!what are you doing!ur such a pity guy but thats life you need to face it never run on ur probs face it with confident!gud luck!

  22. 22    marygrace November 26, 2006 at 2:41 am

    ohh my god wat have u done…
    I believe thats it we who chose our happiness.. we cannot depend our present life with the past i hope u get me… i was a victim of a broken family ok im one of them..but i realized that life was full of color
    and love is God…the only real in this world is god’s love ..ok and the only things that will make us whole is his presence in our lives. ryt now im happy although i cannot compare my situation 2 u. i dont know u that much, so i think im not on the ryt position 2 judge u.

  23. 23    Ranil December 2, 2006 at 12:43 am

    Very terriffic!!!!
    Your the man dude…since birth you can’t see the light…face the reality,,,enjoy ur life…

  24. 24    Toni December 7, 2006 at 8:57 pm

    Everyone deserves love and in return, be loved..regardless of whomever you are or whatever you’ve become.

  25. 25    -eveHatesMe- December 9, 2006 at 1:43 am

    what a mess..
    real love do exists in heaven
    not into this imaginary world
    dats what i strongly believe for now

  26. 26    HoTandTwisteD December 13, 2006 at 5:53 am

    im confused…dude,are you gay?no offense meant..anyway,i do like the way you write…dark and deep…hang-in there…don’t let the weakness of the world defeat you…

  27. 27    Princess Aishu December 13, 2006 at 6:11 am

    I Just the way u write… u make me move… but it really painfull as well wen u have feelings fer the person but unable to xplain to him … though he noes how u feel and he will neva tell u… god… that’s a terrible thingy… sad sad sad… thats wat i am going tru…

  28. 28    sriboy December 13, 2006 at 7:26 am

    plz don’t hurt ur body 4 ur past mistakes..

  29. 29    Diana December 13, 2006 at 4:53 pm

    i think u must be checked again in physcologist?
    somethin wrong with you brain and ur life? ..im really sorry to say this but..
    beware of urself!
    please forgive me if what i said was hurting you.

  30. 30    arlin December 14, 2006 at 11:57 pm

    dudde .. be nice to youself…hurting our self wont ease our sins nor .. mistakes we’ve made
    forgive your self … and step out the day
    rise up dude..

  31. 31    zainace December 20, 2006 at 9:44 pm

    true love is for someone who can appreciate and take care of it.so..someone have to be careful with love.someone have to protect themself from doing somethings wrong.remember that love is beautiful!

  32. 32    dOreen January 14, 2007 at 3:54 am

    JESUS Loves you.. :)

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