i enjoy my moments of loneliness.
it’s been a month since i didn’t really talk or hang out with anyone. no more
"best friend" or "soul mate" in my life chapter. a vivid
imagination of what my Creator left me is everything but trust. simplified by
my early mature age, pushed by each painful episode in my life. i understand
everything that every time i met each new person, process of getting to know
with each other and choose will that person be our future or move on and find
the right one along the way.
many of you taught me to put my
trust to God, i dunno which God do u refer me to, either that Jesus, Mohammad
or the great Buddha. my relation with my Creator are indestructible, no matter
how i ran from it, or hate it with all my heart. it’s still a part of who i am.
like the teaching of Jesus, to sacrifice our life for the greater good of
others. or how Siddharta Gautama sat under a Bodhi tree and think that he want
to end all of human suffering. i am truly thankful for all the time u spent
writing to me and try to make me feel a little happier.
but it’s not up to you. i learn
my lesson, maybe I’m not the brightest apple on the tree, but this is
enlightenment. it doesn’t scare me at all, what people think about me or hate
me for who i am. i can say no to hope, i can say no to happiness. it doesn’t
frightened me at all. i can make people jump off roof, going crazy in a middle
of nowhere and dance like a madman.
this time around it’s like i
almost seen it all. from the great wall of China to the top of Eiffel tower.
from the sweet sunrise of Borobudur temple to
the mysterious life below the Atlantic sea. i choose to be this way and it
makes me happy in a level of my convenience. i don’t go to parties too often, i
work more longer hours than before and put my focus in getting that art
scholarship to Europe.
i consider myself a loner now. another process i must go
through. and when i know the meaning of it (or maybe it’s just another
coincidence) i move on to another chapter of life. until i find my seventh Chakra,
where life is just a pure solid mind.
My heart bleeds as well… ur not alone..:(
wow!can say that i can relate to your situation???
just cant believe that im not the only one who also feel that way..
i also felt the same loneliness when i dont have my “bestfriend” beside me. for almost 2 years now. in a loner. even if i have my other friends with me, without my bestfriend, im feel so alone.then i turn to God.i talk to him everyday, so that he can giude me to whatever i will do.
well, i think thats really what is life all about. we have to live, God is with Us.
u know what there’s still more
outside, more good things to c and to come–u shud not be dwelling urself on ur own axis. go out and explore. lyfs
too damn short to spend for loneliness, this what ive learned from the travelling road were taking called LIFE..
stand and rise!!!!!!
I can feel the pain, excruciating, never know when will this end, pain seems to live and stay within, but the real question is, can u really live with it? society is within you and you are the society, can u go against the current? I been there and still am struggling, to what extent I really cannot say…I’m still am fighting..you are the boss, you are leader of your life, it is yours…do what you think will make you happy..after all that is the reason why we’re here…
I can relate with you but you have to understand that life is too short not to enjoy it.
You cannot dwell yourself to loneliness. Life is beautiful. You are still young. Go out and have fun!
Mohammad is not a God. He was a passenger of God.
hey,keep on smiling and be happy…there’s always a reason for everything…just trust HIM, have faith in HIM….and you’ll soon see the difference…”live life to the fullest”..
haleeeer… r u alryt? i tink not.. ur happy being lonely outder? isnt it? hope sumting myt happen into ur lyf dat myt make u happy being born here in this world… nobody is a loner u just dont like to have sum1 wid u…
Have more faith in Jesus for He’s the real God. Like jalu said, Mohammad is just a passenger of God and he didn’t claim himself God. Buddha was a great teacher, no doubt, but he did not claim he’s God, and the only way to end all suffering lies in Jesus for He Himself claims that He is the Son of God.
I have these Bible verses for you.. Hope it’ll comfort you..
‘Jesus said:”Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me”- John 14:1
‘Jesus said:”I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you.” John 14:18
‘The LORD watches over you- the LORD is your shade at your right hand. The LORD will keep you from all harm-He will watch over your life; the LORD will watch you coming and going both now and for evermore. Psalm 121:5,7-8
Jesus loves you very much!
hey..by chance i read ur blog..I can feel the sadeness,loneliness and hopelessnes..Cheer up pal..I still have to say,no matter how,God is always there which will be the most faithful all the while..
ummm…wat hell r u doing.. ders a lot good things to do in your lyf.. dnt waste your time for being loner..God wont let you down…just trust him..the better thing im gonna share to you is…Go in Church of Christ,,,(Iglesia ni Cristo) just trust me you find God and his Presence….
well, all i can say is gudluck into your choosen life.. i have nothing to do with your situation coz life is what you make it…
you’re not the only one who feels like that. bear in mind.
just stay happy…
look on the brighter side…
if your happy being a loner then go for it!
i am not in the position to tell you what to do coz i dont know you…
but i am very tuoched with what uv written in your blog…
can you be my friend?
I understand how you feel. Really. I was once like that, introverted, a loner, in pain, inferior, confused. And then I had a dream one night, I was kising someone. It was not a sexual type of kiss. It was full of emotions. Then I woke up, I felt something different about myself. I felt like I need to connect to someone. I changed that feeling into an action, I connected with other people like me. Now, I’m happy with my life, even though I still feel inferior, confused and in pain, atleast I know I can go thru it all because I have friends, because I am true to myself, and because I am not afraid to try. Maybe thats what you need. The power to connect with another human being. that’s what life is, I tell you.
i also had my episodes of loneliness, and during those times i pray.. and i sleep a lot!!! It’s a good way to keep myself well-rested.. at least, while waiting for the next chapter. then just move on..
oh, yeahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi… i can say that we are on the same dilemma… i choose to be alone too coz i cant understand the people around me… i only wanted just to be myself. Don’t want to be hypocrite… and it frustrates me when they cant understand me and think that i only have an attitude problem. is it wrong to expect others to respect you the way you respect them… no back stabber please! maybe, what we need in life is somebody who can understand us and can fill that emptiness we have in our hearts… somebody we believe will stay with us 4ever and wont even think to leave us… Like Jesus!!!
GONE BE GONE JUST BE GONE
i don’t know you…and i know that i have no right to judge you and your views, but i just want to ask… are you really happy?…
Haii There
I just want to say..plse trust your heart..You’re very importen made from God..You have a power to changes all u want..Life is beautyfull as u want
The World only exist in your eyes..u can make it as a big or as small as u want
everybody has their own interpretation of happiness.as diversity of religion has its colourful truth either.the point is how we can pursue our happiness.no matter how really suffering we are yet we never stop pursuing. there’s some path that has been build for us who seeking the truth in someway lead us into the omega.it just a matter of time.
STOP PRETENDING YOU ARE A CREATIVE CREATURE OR PRETENDING YOU ARE PSYCHO! U ARE NOT! A REAL ONE WOULD NOT REVEAL HIMSELF! A REAL ONE WOULD NOT KNOW HOW TO ARRANGE THE WORDS IN HIS MIND INTO A BLOG!
u are unique person.romntic.just trust the God.and u’ll find ur way home to peaceness and happiness.there is more that i’m going to say. but not now when all of my friends are in this area.nice to know u.i’m stay here to get rid of you from a lonelines
what a jerk!!!
some time they make me sick, coz they are a ticks..so whose care those fuckin’critic, they already look pathetic!
you know wat? 8s up 2 u f u hv many gods but 8 depends on how u know him as wat he s n u.. u know wat? b4, im a great loner but i realize dat i should not let my self live 4ever n d dark, i should also give my self a time 2 look 2 d brighter side of d world and show 2 dem who really i am…
all i can say s “go beyond the limitation!” and that s d time for them to know whos d man behind ds lonly creation. so…… boy, get up! and do wat u think d right thing to do!
ei!!
i juz hir f u id sum1 2 tok 2…
how good if adam thinks like you….. then we will not exist… cause you treat her like a stranger…lolz
wow…
nothing perfect in this world dude…u should take everything for granted.
First thing u have to do is to be thankfull for ur live so u will running ur live much easier..
God bless u
everyone of us has a loneliness moment so dont be sad……………..
alone? we all are at some points in life
u will not God ..and we are ure friends willing to listen and hear ur problems
ureeeeeeeeeee freakkkkkkk
muhammad is not a god but ALLAH TAALA is a god..
me too just like you right now i badly hurt by someone whom i loved so much. now i want to be alone to not be hurt anymore. the pain is still there i dont know wat to do.i hope youll find your true happiness in life……
You can carry on. I have gone through that. Learn to love yourself more. If you’re ready, and there are lots of pretty girls there… email me xcher2001@yahoo.com. Ok. =)
have fun…its the best way to move on. god s always there at your side to guide u..
mohammad was a prophet, a messenger from God, Allah.
add me!!!
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I don’t know you but I will support you all the way in whatever you decide. I like the way you express yourself and you’re being real and honest with your life. I’m in my dark side too and I understand. Go on… do what you like and screw those who keep insisting you to look on the brighter side and blablabla…
gud evening… honestly i like also your attitude.. i hope someday u will be my bestcompanion or be my adviser.. i dont have any prends also,,… u have the talents and skills… specially i like the way u look at me….. gudluck peepz! add me..
dis s my celnumber 09062006409 callme i really want to be you fren….! coz i like also darkness…
I sympathy you coz I’m now in that kind of situation. I’ve just thought that why can we think the “loneliness” in a positive way and not as a negative. Maybe loneliness will lead you in good deed. Good luck to the path you’ve chosen. And as for me I will do the same.
bkit pangit ang mata m
dude u stil roCK!!! kip RockIN!…
hey there…u really can relate to ur self.i lurve ur confidence…onli if i could be like that..ur a preety great gye too…do keep in touch if possible…
Buddha’s not a god. He’s as human as you and me.
Hmmm… Dude, being alone isn’t something bad, maybe you can try doing activities just by yourself, you might just find it fun in a different way. Like catching a movie by yourself. It’s just so much better when you don’t have to wait for your date to turn up or your dudes telling you what movie to pick. My 0.02
cool….
i honestly think that you are an enlightened being—finding yourself in loneliness and being content in it is something some people wouldn’t really understand. you know yourself more than anyone else in this world so it’s just right not to be scared of how others perceive you. you are not alone…
It’s not just a matter of choice it’s a way of life…it could be death waiting us today,unpredictible or maybe u still have fifty years of life and so on to spend to!?!…..who knows?
wow, banyak juga yang komentar yah? seperti biasa orang selalu merasa dirinya ’sendirian’ padahal sebenernya klo dipikir lagi. gak ada orang yang benerbener sendirian kecuali dia sendiri yang emang mau sendirian
salam kenal!
We all need companion…because
Life’s a balance of being with yourself and being with others.
I spend my last school semester in being alone.
I rarely see my close friends… it’s all ME ME ME–I even called it ME DAY b’cause I sat in outdoor cafe’s alone, I went to the parlor alone, I go the library alone, I shop alone, do it all alone even if with all the invitation I’ve have, I’ve the choice not to be alone; but I chose to be a loner.
A day or two or a week like that is good, a way of break, a pause, a rest or just-be, but longer than that, 3 wks. (semestral break) I was in suicide! Even if I enjoy the solitude of reading books, of writing, of watching home videos—— it’s not enough.
No Man IS An Island… I gotta go out!
Doing things on your own sometimes is fun,
But sometimes all that a person need is to SHOW UP and BE PRESENT!
Yo, what’s up? It’s me again..
Man, it’s good sometimes if you wanna be a loner.
How about developin’ a new sports-related hobby?
Not just in a gym, Basketball, soccer, Badminton or whatever you prefer.
Sometimes, those recreational sports can make your mind clearer. IMO, though
I can feel your feeling. I too an unexist people.
but sometimes being with your friend is better. Alone is sometimes better for me coz I won’t hurt anybody else. but I also feel happy if there is someone with me. I can share my feeling and also doing some fun with my friends. beside we still need somebody else. Even so…I still can became present in any situation. I always became unexist. Sometimes it fun, and sometimes it hurt. Well for you I just can say “Be the one you always want as long it doesn’t disturb or hurt anybody else. Just always be yourself.”
Oh by the way, I’m sorry if my english didn’t too good.
I’m still learning it.
hey….there are such times when u cant hide what u truely feels,fears that disable us,shadows leads nowhere,our synergy die down and corroding…life is like that!!!!!its the way what life means to you…..and how u face it with courage.how welling we are to risk failure,its our faith that leads where we are.life will not take away your hope.but to test our hope,faith dreams.you need to bloom were your planted…..our life is short,used it with love in your heart and leave to GOD to do exceeding abundant thing above all we can ask or think.for he is not through with u yet. FACE YOUR GIANTS AND BE A CONQUEROR!!! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!!
Live without friends is not enjoyable, especially best friend or soulmate. We really need very close people who will always love us, accompany us, warn us, and guide us. I believe someday we will find our true soulmate and true friends. Don’t worry as long as you believe inn God you wouldn’t have lost your live and friends.
every emotion is to be felt deeply….savour your loneliness my dear. that’s perfectly normal.
wow! go! its nice to know that I’m not the only one who feels this way… lets go.. lets find our happiness..
oh my god, dude, you’re so cool!!! I am a true fan!!
i fell the same way too… but its all in the mind dude… make youself busy… i, myself cant forget bout the pain but i have to move on,i have to be happy… i have to stop think’n bout the person who gvs me pain…think of the positive sides… there is a rzn y? try to hear the song from jars of clay “no one loves me like you” and try to check on this book”when GOD writes your love story” its really a good book.. tnx.. you are not alone…
dont be sad, because a lot people out there ever had feeling like u do. u just have to realize if a lot friend care about u,including ur family. so go go go keep smiling dear
heyya sweets..i was mesmerized by all ur thoughts..Unique soul u r..cool..cn we b frens? im kink frm sG..add meh suav_lynely@hotmail.com. t’C~
hey. i understand how you feel.. but tell you what, no man is an island. everyone deserves to have someone in their life. may it be your family, friends, co-workers, etc. like what you said, you were taught to put your trust in God. then you should let Him do his will..i’m sure He didn’t create you to be alone. don’t say no to happiness.. you can only be complete if you have love, happiness, and peace. just keep on smiling. don’t waste your life stayong in your house and not going out. there are a lot of things in this world that you can see! and maybe you’ll find your happiness along the way.
try waking up in the morning with a smile. it helps lighten up your day. 
trust me. pray to God that you may find your true happiness, love, and peace. i hope things go well with you. remember, LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO WASTE. so get up and enjoy the life! 
take it easy dude.
tell me..are you a seeker?
hey… nice blog.. i know… it sucks but its like that… ya.. you’re not alone dude/.
i cant say we have the same experience, i dont know what happened in your life or what you have gone through. All i can say is that your not alone. i feel the same. the feeling that you wanted to be alone for the meantime. not thinking anything. maybe its called paralysis by analysis.
when you analyze things too much then you’ll get stuck because of too much thinking.
but still, we have to face reality. the world will not stop revolving because we grieve. its not the end of the world. there’s a life ahead of us. if things didn’t work good in the past…maybe in the present.
God is merciful God. We have to pray and ask for his help. Maybe we could ask God to send someone in our life to comfort us. or maybe to enlighten our way…
We cannot hide from God. That’s a fact that we cannot neglect. Kahit anong tago natin sa bahay, sa nararamdaman natin. So, why hide? Get in touch with him.
He is just waiting for us.
God Bless YOu!
I mean come on you’re not lonely. You have us. And The Almighty God will always loves u. For your information, Islam God is not Muhammad. Muhammad is our noble prophet. Allah is the almighty God. I have one advice to you. Try and refer to the holy Quran. You will know the miracle inside the book. And who knows maybe yor heart will open towards becoming a Muslim.
hello dude!YAH sending u comment from this blog reflects obviously that i am also a loner one but then i’d always think that life can be so meaningful after all. why did i conquer on this? well, just simply observe how does the sun shines in the morning and give light to non-living and living things… i cant force u directly to recover such things but one thing i can say, see your self with my mind mapping for your future for u can realize what i am talking about… be brave..GOD IS SO GOOD TO BE BAD AND SO WISE TO BE MISTAKEN.gudluck! add me joshsoa2@yahoo.com
both muhammad n’ Allah ta’ala is good…….!!!!!!!add me to ur friendster….pm023@breakthru.com
n’ my brother’s fs>cziapbhreitchs@plasa.com
hey i juz read this and got interested…….
well bein lonely isnt bad.. it gives you all the oppurtunity to think and realize things u had forgotten to consider in ur daily lifestyle… no matter who u believe in or no matter what your faith is…. u know what u dont need anybody to be happy… nor you dont need sumthing to satisfy yourself…..
simple as that…
juz remember this….
“no one hu wud always be there for you in your ups and downs… only yourself hu is the temple of God….”
hope i enlightened you a little…..
Tccic!!!!!!!
life is just like that….
well, i guess, you are not the only one…
there’s always a reason for everything….
i’d been thru hell..
but now i keep on survivin’..
as long as ur happy, live with it!
happiness is a choice!…
ur heading to the temple of doom my friend… if ur feeling suicidal, don’t think twice.
hi….
enjoy life……
ur still young ….
be happy always….
just believe in ur self….
you suck fucker dick ass!!!!!!
you know… God loves you… don’t loose hope… and enjoy your life… FRIEND….
Loneliness is just a matter of mind.. everyone experience it.
It’s what you do that matters most.. Maybe sometimes we just have to feel lonely for us to enable to reflect on LIFE.
It’s a matter of choice, I just hope you wont stay lonely for LONG.. ITS A GODDAMED WONDERFUL AND BEAUTIFUL WORLD WE LIVE IN.
Goodluck!
hats off to you man… i admire the way you embrace each episode of your life. i am at a page in my life where everything seems to be bleak, where no matter how much faith i seem to have i still end up faithless…i duno if u understand me, or if u even care at all. But i admire you so much for your strength. I wish you happiness and may you find your seventh chakra.
are u a seeker???
U r not d only one who really feels dat way, but I’ve learned my lesson 2 from being a loner b4..u should not b enclosed by ur loneliness alone…u need help and I know that coz ones in my life I hav also suffered d consequences of being alone,..u should share d loneliness u feel w/ others to enlighten the burden u carry…and dont b hopeless there’s more out there waiting for you to be called and be helped to enlighten ur mind…
Hey.. I read your blog by chance and you know what , I felt the same way too.. Life sucks.. Moreoften, i wish i was never born.. People around me believed I am strong.. but they do not know secretly, i felt inferior.. Behind my mask, is a scared soul.. I never asked to be born.. Now I am condemed to live..
i know that feelings but i don’t have faith as you do… maybe i’m still on the process to overcoming it, don’t know how but hoping for a change… i like all your writings… Good Luck…
add me
Man…a loner you are you say?!..I really did not think so!…that is why you are happy because you know there’s a bunch of people out there around the world who relates,cares and even let them influence you in so many ways no one knows to what extent.this are the people let’s say for this blog alone..you’re with 91 people emotionally drawn together because of you.YOU ARE NOT ALONE.PEOPLE CARE WHAT YOU THINK!and even if you don’t believe me perhaps this comments would say it for you.
haha
well itsjust ok being lonely thatS life… I mean ur life But you can still be happy If only you choose to be, its either with some one or with yourself alone.But dont be to happy alone with yourself and having Siddharta or Chakra in ur mind coz if u did then you might aswell find urself in a mentalroom someday!!HeHE!ha
i am so sad deep inside as i continue reading your blog..i felt as if tears wanted to fall from my eyes…i tell you Jesus Christ is the real God!the real Saviour you can truly trust!!you know what there are so many, should i say intelligent people in this world but i can truly say a person is intelligent when he will discover the real God that he must serve!!Find a BIBLE right now,scan it and you will know the truth!!!pls..continue reading this comment,i bet it will help you a lot!!
hello,i guess you are trying to reflect your life through this article!!Well life doesn’t revolve to one or three of your companions or friends around you..not only to your personal life,desire,or anything that you are thinking right now….
there is more than all those things…
God made you because you have this purpose–that is to glorify God!not to glorify yourself or your friends but for Him alone!!you maybe confused with this life but God said, ” cast your cares upon me for i careth for you”
“For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son that whosever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life”–that is in heaven…believe in the Lord Jesus now and receive Him as your Lord and personal saviour in your life and your heart…then you will know how it feels to give your life to Jesus!!then you will see your purpose!!”unless you will be born again you cannot see the kingdom of heaven”be born again in spirit”God’s love is greater that any other Love in this world..Godbless you!!
try doing it!!!i have tried it and God has given me this new hope,new life!!
i tell you, you cannot escape from the darkness unless you will surrender your life to Jesus Christ!!when times that you are alone that is the time that Satan will try to take control of your thoughts and your emotions,,do not allow it…think of what Jesus had done for you!!He loves you so much…don’t waste your life…no religion can save your soul only the one and only Jesus Christ-the saviour!!Godbless you..
God had given u/us the life to enjoy everything, use it, consume it, share it,and dont waste it…He’ll soon take it away the very least you expect…Life is agift, cherish it…Appreciate little things, learn to smile it helps a lot…
Keep on Sailing,
He will never forsake you…
He doesnt like seeing His son on a weary…
LEARN TO SMILE!!!
It’s awesome how u express u’r feelin into this blog’s. And the feedback r stunning.
I feel the same way 2 since i was moving abroad. I’m a lil’ bit undserstand how u’r feelin.
But hey, there’s still lot’s of thing’s u might haven’t been seen outside.
I’m kinda understand u n what u’re feelin bout the creator, it’s universal. I believe all religion teach good thing’s and guide us 2 avoid the bad one’s. But i’m curious about what’s happens after we pass away? Is this heaven or hell exist, coz i never heard from someone who hav been there n went back 2 tell us bout it. haha..
All i wanna sez is just enjoy the life while u still can. Find out what the most important thing’s in u’r life. Spend u’r time 2 it n collect every good moment as much as u can, especially with someone u care about. coz when u’r gone from this world the memory of u is still left here, At least for some one that u care about. That’s what i’m feelin about right now. haha….
GBU..
….learn to appriciate little things in life…somehow it could make you feel better…smile would make you feel good…
hai…
Dude, think of it this way: “THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE IN A SITUATION FAR WORST THAN YOURS!” BUT they are’nt that bitter about life.
Don’t be too self-centered by thinking only your problems… You are minding it too much and Satan is trying to get along with you. Do not allow it.
I WAS ONCE IN A SITUATION LIKE YOURS, more probably, worse than what you are experiencing right now. You know, bestfriend abandons you, girlfriend breaks you up, your family thinks you are the blacksheep, you are a loser in other aspects of your life (studies, friends, self, …) And you have attempted suicide several times… WhEeew!
I once asked GOD to send me somebody to comfort me. Someone who can really understand me. Someone who will heal me from my hurts.
And His answer was his Son, the Lord Jesus Christ!
“I am close to the broken-hearted.” -Jesus Christ
Think of it dude! YOU ARE NOT ALONE! YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE!
well..that’s what we called life…lonely..happy..joy..or whatever..we have the right to choice..you are what you think..so just move on…chia yow!!!ganbate!!!
i can relate to, yet not that much .i still love my friends and god ehehe but still i admire ur being honest to your self….
I’ll link you here
http://www.monmon.wordpress.com
i’ve seen your blog before, and i’m quite envy.. a lot of people give their attention to your posts..
anyhu, you’ve got free will.. use it wisely..
bouncE..
I hardly know you, but as honest as I could, I must admit that you have learnt your lesson through your life. All I have to ask is, do you have any faith in any religion? If the answer is no, I’m sure that your question would not be answered, for this life would not have been accomplished without the conviction you have.
Indeed, in many times and many ways, we have been puzzled by the questions deep within our hearts. However, non of them makes sense if we just assume that we are here by chance. Life would be painful if the fact that God doesn’t exist, is true.
There are 4 questions, which all people tried to solve: Who am I? Where do I come from? Why I am here? Where would I be after I died?
Puzzled? I hoped not. I have a lot to talk about. We are matured men, and you are special, for you are enlightened. Why not come and discuss this with a friend who can and understand your feelings?
If you feel free, you can place your comments in my blog at Friendster.
May the might of God the Father, the grace of Jesus Christ, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be upon you always…
what an eyes dude,,is that true?
like ur recent post. sometimes too much fun is overrated.
aduhhhhhhhhh……semuanya pake’ bhs inggris….karena semua pake’ bhs inggris aku mau pake’ bhs jawa ah…..piye to ngger?????urip iku kudu dadi wong sing kuat lan aja gampang putus asa…
i won’t give u any advice coz im not gud at it…lol…wish i could write juz like u….geez…im so untalented!:P
i think that we are in the similar situation…but actually being alone is my fav part in my life….
invet nio nmn ako sa friendster nio
i admire you Violently Happy!!! You’re the greatest!!!!
it’s your choice to be what u want to be.
i think God have a bigger picture in your life, i read the other comments and most of them read your blog by coincident, just like i am right now. Reading your blog really moved me to post a comment. I don’t know what’s your name, but i just want to give u a tips,
F - orget the past
F - ight fot the present
F - ocus on the future
F - aithful until the end
For the last F, I hope u know that Christ died for you and me. He know, we might reject Him, but yet He still choose to died for us, He has done His part, He died so we don’t have fo face the death penalty because of sins. So, why don’t u try to be faithful to someone that loving u first and giving His life for you?? and don’t keep this news just for your self. By blessing others, you’ll be blessed too…when you have a good relationship with God, you’ll have a good relationship with other too,,, don’t give up, people may disapointed you, but He will never dissapointed you,,God Bless U bro..
u r not alone friend…
im here…….
after reading ur blog all i can say is life is beautiful juz enjoy it!!! or u’ll regret it later… think of it.
..woohoo!…nicely said..although most people will need more explanation than what you had already given, i know…they made me do it as well. But no matter how hard i try it’s difficult when you’re in the same plane as them anymore, when you’ve let go of all things that are worldy, when you’ve banished emotions…no one understands when you become actually content…not asking for anything, not waiting for anything or wanting anything. Hey, it’s not that they’re narrow but rather, “words will never suffice to express what we are.” -sam take care!
corexon: when you’re not in the same plane as them aymore…
Actually I prefer being alone myself only to realize that I’m never alone…
hello.. your blog was really a nice one.. Very interesting! I can feel it too. I feel so sad really but this is life. All you need to do is try to get along with people who can make you laugh and dont be a loner for the rest of your life!! May God enlighten your mind dude!! Take care..
lots of comments, hp dis one counts. The cure is sleep more, work less. That’s how i pass my days of loneliness. And sometimes its gud to be alone so u can go through stages in ur life and not to repeat the same mistakes u hv done b4.
Cheer up lad.. if i can make it, am sure u will too. Gud luck wif ur life.
^-^ cheers
oi dude, i dont know you personally but, like you, i appreciate bjork’s talent fuckin much. u seem to be borrowin her lyrics to communicate whatever ure feeling eh, which is fine. as much as i’m in love with her genius, i cant see much of ur originality, which i’m not complaining. inspiration is one thing, plagiarizing is another, in which case i’m not hinting anything. right cuz, peace out
Kill Buddha as you meet him.
Kill The Father as you meet him.
Never be captivated by anyone.
Just live yourself the way you are.
Genjo Sanzo from Saiyuki
I think you’ll make a great poet writer
Kill Buddha as you meet him.
Kill The Father as you meet him.
Never be captivated by anyone.
Just live yourself the way you are.
Genjo Sanzo from Saiyuki
i hardly ever read blogs but yours caught my eye. I guess i may be feeling the same way too and can understand the way you want to cope with it. I know that people should live to the fullest, but sometimes, you just wanna wallow in the pain. Wallow as long as you want, i’m sure you’ll get out of it. And funnily..i can’t believe i’m starting to talk to god everyday too..maybe life really does move in phases…maybe it’s a quarter life thing….maybe we really are normal. hahaa. Still i applaud you for putting your feelings out. lots of goodness and take care.
hey!!i was so touched :’- if u like add me freak_outttt@yahoo.com
haaay.. wala lng
hey how r u?me too i lost evythng..i lost my frnds etc.
i love him so much.. haaay.. loveu kenneth
add me erlouc@yahoo.com
haaay.. mahal kita kenneth
hai…u are very hansom….hehehe
i,,, i just,,, don’t understand,,, at all,,,
hmmm…. that’s deep….
being alone isn’t really killing us inside.
loneliness is.
I just came across this blog of yours and i couldn’t help but notice some crappy comments of some people in here, who are pretending to be so “all-knowing” about what you are going through. They talked like they have the best opinion in the world or the best advice. Urgh! I had enough of those kind of people. And I don’t want to sound like them. I don’t want to pretend to be so brilliant about giving (unsolicited) advices, but all I could say is keep on writing. Don’t mind those people telling you that you are just after the attention. Write your heart’s content and listen to your heart. But you just need to be careful because sometimes, our heart is decieving. Don’t stop writing. God loves you.
heh naked boy??sale u body now in the market place>>>>i think when u sale u body only 1.00$….n discount 20%.
wow…!Being lonely is ur own choice…No body ever able to force u bein loner.U choose ur own path. when u decide not to be a loner anymore, here is my ADVICE: go out and make frens..world is not dat small for u to think ur alone in dis world…No man will ever exist without HIM..Hope u gain trust of ur CREATOR..Cheer up fren…Hope 2 hear smthin happy from u….Choice is in ur Hand..not others..
I keep reading ur blog,not that is not a good expression..But i will just get more headache..Hmm..Cos when i read i try to picture..But i cud not picture what u wrote..Is too deep and too much darkness i will choke..Just darkness is something I didnt want to feel..So hope u find your light soon..God bless you..
nah…
life is so kwel…
dont waste “IT”…
fellaz… dun meik ur life so demn crap…
juz teik 8 eizy…
liv lyf 2 d fullest…
not denm so irky…
dude… “make it staight–don’t turn” hedz wup high… grab life like their nothing more… full pack…
eztei kwel..!! lyf rock…
When the door of
happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the
closed door that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us. Don’t go
for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away. Go
for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make
a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you
want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one
chance to do all the things you want to do. The happiest of people don’t
necessarily have the best of
everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Don’t count the years- -count the memories.
hi, grammar class needed.
Combine your Heart and Brain to find your seventh cakra inside. Face this world with your mind positively and wisely. Then, say it loud.. “IT’S A BEAUTIFUL LIFE”
God couldn’t even save his only son, Jesus. How could he save yours? Now you’re preaching his son, the one who had been sacrificed before. Isn’t it that non-sense? Although you got the tranquility, it’s actually something that you created in your soul, just like medication, nothing more than that. “God” need to sacrifice something or someone first before he could forgive the entire human being <- is he so cruel? If he really wanted to give “us” heaven, he wouldn’t let Adam & Eve out from it. Don’t you think so?
Now, you only have two choice. 1. Stop believing in the so-called “God” Jesus for him already mentioned that he needs “the father”.
2. Find the “real God”. Don’t find it through the other people who sometimes don’t really represent their religion.
Go to google.com, write Bible sex stories and then check it with your Bible. How come so-called God’s words have so many “nasty” stuff without any moral value ending and so many contradictions? It had been modified significantly.
My brother, God bless you and always there for you. Seek for His help because He is the only saviour.
whew!!i was really dumbfounded by your reactions in your life. but this i tell, everything that is happening to you are all God’s plan. God will not give you problems you won’t bear.and if ever God feels that you are heavily burdened, He will take all whatever is there in you, and He will carry it up for you to go on and move on with another chapter of your life. He will take you out on the dark, for He doesn’t want you to be left out and be alone. just continue to have faith and surrender everything to God and for all you know, you will be leading a complete and happy life. God Bless….
there’s peace in solitude…
Your life, is how you decide it to be..
Mohammad is not a passenger, he’s the messenger of God.
The Messenger of Allah, to be precise..
youn are a looner?????oh! common!!!!!!!!!!!!u hav to enjoy lyfff…..remeber that lyf is to short…..so live lyf to the fullest….you know what!!!!!!!f you wnat to b hapi….stay close wid god…and accept him as your personal lord and savior….for sure…you will bcome hapi….jesus said “i will nver leave you nor for sake you……
hi
“all that hurts, are all in our minnds”
but with happiness, ultimate bliss.. its a different story.. its in our hearts!!!
im surprised.. we’re many!
GODSPEED!
hapiness has no demarkation.. its for you to find out what can make you feel happy. if youll stay in the fridge.. nothing will change.. we had different vision in life neither of us want to fail.. but.. failling is just part of winning.. life would alwyas be unfair!! we dont know were happy if we dont experience how to be sad.. its difficult to hear, if in the first place we dont want to listen.. and life is a constant change.. make most of it.. problems are part of being humane.. have faith.. for we most feel Him than we understand….
yah… there are times that I prefer to be alone… giving myself time to assess my standing in the presence of my Creator… its only sad to say that only few people can understand my kind… while they would only remember God in times of distress…
there was a time when i feel so ashamed of myself because i was so hurt and only remember coming to God… there.. and then… the God indeed never fails… that He’s love endures forever… though there are times we stray away… if we may feel pain because of our own decision… how much more the pain God is feeling… everytime we get out on His way… and go on our…
…happiness is not a destination but just a state of being. Feeling is no more than what you choose it to be. Faith is the substance of belief in something unseen.
Bro, i agree with you that loneliness might just be another phase in this trail of LIFE…and could be an enjoyable one that is..in a sense.
It’s a sort of joy in itself to be obscure n lonely n so having in touch with own inner self…
Gaining insight, views, opinions and thoughts so unique to one own self that it is attracting others…to you.
Whose heart is resonating to yours. For they feel you.
Open up to these people and you will never BE lonely.
Moreover He who knows you before you were formed in a mother’s womb.
Live on. Move on.
It’s just a phase.
For one i appreciate your relationship with yourself…able to candidly express what you feel. In this busy world we seldom get the chance to deeply understand what we feel and want…and i salute you for that. At the end of the day you are reponsible and accountable to yourself and i believe you are giving yourself justice…allow me to share this poem…
WE CANNOT CHOOSE HOW MANY YEARS WE WILL LIVE, BUT WE CAN CHOOSE HOW MUCH LIFE THOSE YEARS WILL HAVE…WE CANNOT CONTROL THE BEAUTY OF OUR FACE, BUT WE CAN CONTROL THE EXPRESSION ON IT…WE CANNOT CONTROL LIFE’S DIFFICULT MOMENTS, BUT WE CAN CHOOSE TO MAKE LIFE LESS DIFFICULT…WE CANNOT CONTROL THE NEGATIVE ATMOSPHERE OF THE WORLD, BUT WE CAN CONTROL THE ATMOSPHERE OF OUR MINDS…TOO OFTEN, WE TRY TO CHOOSE AND CONTROL THINGS WE CANNOT…TOO SELDOM, WE CHOOSE TO CONTROL WHAT WE CAN…OUR ATTITUDE!
god loves u
oh man we are just on the same level ryt now…i support you all the way…i feel sad bout lyf and i dont want to listen to anyone…go on bro..we decide what we do!!!!!!!!!
life is too short..we have to do our best to make each day a memorable one..God is always with you..
too much sadness can kill.. trust in Him.
do what you want.
do what you need.
live life..
a life that He wants you to live.
hi..
wat a lonely strory.. but really a nice one..
kip it up..
well in this winding journey of ours theres nothing certain as trust.,.,we should learn to submit ourselves to those creator we refer on..we should learn to say”its just a part of our existence” as if that we dont exist without problem.,.,i too experience such thing lyk urs but as i discover that im not alone and i have my ultimate shield the gift of reason.,.,so think it deeply for u cud able to carry it so easily..,
nice
r u foolin anyone???great pretender darling..i hate people lik u!!!if ur tired of ur lif kill urself..ur jst try 2 get peoples atntion..what a smart guy, but stil BOBORACKSSSSSSS!!!!
the first thing we have to understand is that when we speak of reincarnation, we are speaking of the person trasmigrating from one from of life to another. so the first question we have to ask is, “who is transmigrating?” obviously it’s not the body transmigrating into another body. so it means that ther is samething which continues to body.so it means that there is something which continues to exist after the death of one body. so the first thing that has to be understood, then, is that the person is not the material body. at death, the person leaves the body,the body starts to ndecay end everybody who releting to that person who was in that body stars crying and gets very unhappy, because the person who they were releting to has left, so understanding the science of transmigrating of the soul means understanding that the person or living being who was in that body has left that body and, if they’re not purified spiritually,will now enter into another gross material body………………….
by;jennilyn rillo
sorry to say but i don’t think that being aloof to people can make you realize things… and i guess you really don’t know yourself..you thought you knew but sad to say your don’t.. not being scared to anything is much more scary..coz your turning into a man without a feelings.. how can you pursue searching for what you want if you are already NUMB?! loosing a feelings is the most scary thing you could ever encounter..don’t search for what you are but decide who you want to become..
hi there you know what? im i don’t post a comment just to say anything,its just because i dont know you n you dont know me too.. but one thing is for sure “no man is an island” peaCe Man!!!
i wish i had a talent juz like urs… ur cool man… but u don’t look like ur that sad.. maybe looks are realy deceiving…
Ei..y uR lyk dAt…watz wrong w/ u..try 2 thNk hUh,,anuh mangYayarEh ganAN K..tC oLwiez..ur old enough,,alam mo n ang tama at mali..
hi
o seremmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm………………
there’s a time for everything!!! just take it easy!!!
nice…
hello! stop that crap pls! anyway i wish you’ll find true serenity in your life!
seems that you need no words, but… just, consider your life from different perspective of view.
I once, feel everything is not that good anymore, and got bored.
and, I try different perspective, and have life all good again.
WBU brother. They are right, you’re not alone.
enjoy loneliness??? if u do…u dont have to write a blog like this.it just seems u’re looking for some attentions.and it means u dont enjoy your loneliness.just stay cool and do what u want.
i been to that situation my friend…. believe me, until one moment i decide to take control of my life and no regret….
think bout it will ya mate!!!
cheers!!!!
hello dear friend;
be thankful of what have you now,life is beautiful so make it the best of it,explore yourself, let the world know who you are, do your best and god will take the rest.Faith in god and in yourself!
you are a coward to face the reality that makes you feel loner and unhappy because you are worried of the future which is not yt happens.let it go and be on yourself you a not GOD you are not superman you are not super hero to carry the burdens in this earth. we are all human beings to suffer and die but at least you learn to face your responsibilty and for that you must learn to accept those people who want to love you and try to love them too.
ur not the only 1 in ds world,including me..;P
no!!!! commentS…..
no!!!! commentS…..
whew. i like that post!hehe
nice blog dude…
i think sometimes we all need privacy in life….and its just right to show who we really are!!! nothing wrong with that!
retreating to solitary confinement after an excruciating experience is never a sound idea. truth is, it only worsens pain; it only dramatizes the frustration; it only highlights what you don’t have and what you’ve been trying to chase to have..being lonesome in the midst of adversities can only make matters worse, it could even push you to limits ubtil your sanity is purloined. socialization with new faces is of great help in hurdling the ordeal; in fact, you might find the perfect replacement to what/who it was that/who brought you in the threshold of pain. remember that idleness breeds evil thoughts, so better place yourself to the company of many, especially to those who understand and sympathize with you..
gud luck to your healing, pal. the process may seem difficult at first, but you’ll get through it in no time..
i can really relate to you.. it’s true sometimes silence in solitude can be overwhelming and sometimes the only way to a peaceful state of mind. Life today, is too demanding
enjoy it bro’
just another episodes of our life
hi thnx for the writings!! i really touch on what u have said…..dont worry about this life of our, because it is like a circle…..a round…..just always remember that ur not alone in this earth….ur not just a one lonely or the the loneliest in the world…….There’s a story..a true story. it is about the girl who cries because she cant be able to do her job or dreams will, but when he was looking at the street…..their she see the baby carried by his mother, no dress and malnourished…..and then the girl said that….she is not the only or the most lonelier in the earth………so i hope that youll like my story…and always smile eventhough your heart is aching….GOODLUCK!!!!!
well, IMO if you’re happy when you’re alone so then stay alone. Until you get bored and try something else.
There’re a lot of people like to live in the spotlight, but it doesn’t mean that you have to live in the same way as most people do.
You go live your life the way you like it, and when you crash with problems too hard to handle by yourself, ask God’s help. He’ll always be there for you.
Again, YOU GO LIVE YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU LIKE IT!!!
^o^
Have fun… ^^
i think a few episodes of loneliness are quite alright… it’s a therapy for a struggling life… for a fighting soul…everybody needs some time for himself alone…to make some realization… but it should only be a few short solitude moments… after that move on… enjoy life again
what a freak guy…!!!!
Iwas a freak guy either… but no more…
I’ve changed… so far enought…
it just the phase .. and it will be over soon, that will be good to you ..
in the moment .. you can think more .. learn more .. with all the matter …..
the more we can take the good side of it ..
hay life is indeed a lonely one but why not try to love?
(*)smile
you know what, just be optimistic in facing life,anyway life is not a perfect journey just as like what ouselves can see outside and deep within…don’t be afraid because there is always someone that will meet us halfway or even in the end of the line as we move on.don’t be bothered or confused for as long as you know what you believed in and most of all what your fighting for…
just enjoy life..but if you enjoy or choose to be a loner and if that scenario can make you happy and you find happiness there…just go on dOn’t bother them.. and in case that you ned help…just “TRUST OD AND YOUR OWN SELF”…
i think u just want to CHANGE but you always screwed screwed,and screwed. FINALLY u’re hopeless n think that u won’t change again coz realize you don’t have enough power to change. is that the reason why you choose to be alone?
you wont be here in this world if it wasn’t to God’s plan..I think there’s more than focusing your whole attention to places, things and other activities that is naturally will come to your life…you dont know God?.you haven’t seen it all man…there’s more to this life that only time and fate would let you know…you have to understand that…
hi! what a coincidence ir should i say a reality in once life..some situations like that are also happening in once life like me but it’s been long time now that iam experiencing what you are experiencing now i know i don’t have the right to judge you but i guess we are just being pre occupied by the things we had never learned to let go like me iam still having hard time seeking in myself the word forgiveness but that’s life we need time to be healed and finally to just move on and face the coming days with strenght and determination that we can pass through those thorns that are lain on our way!
whenever you need someone to lean on or friend you can tell me your problrems and iam willing to listen by the way iam lovely!feel free to send me an email! gudluck!
Wazzup Bro!!!
look ur still lucky, all the Guys who post a comments like me is considered as one and used 2b ur friends. The best thing I could share is keep on praying, just trust Him, as long as u cn move ur body u still have chance to do wt ever u wnt. try to compare ur self to other’s have mor deep problem than u and even mor to loony Guys just to mke u challence and mke u start all over again. may God enlighten ur mind and heal ur heart. God Bless and good luck. . .
Your Bro,
Ronald John Blue Valdez
SOMETHING FOR YA TO PONDER ON:-
Let Him Grasp Your Hand
December 14, 2006
Is 41:13-20 / Mt 11:11-15
Life’s journey can get lonely at times, and sometimes we can feel exceedingly alone in the midst of a crowd of people whom we’ve known for years. Even children with loving parents can experience this, and so can husbands and wives who are devoted to each other. At times this sense of isolation and solitariness is brought on by trouble somewhere in our lives, some heavy secret or private burden which we believe cannot be shared but must be faced alone. Sometimes it’s just our weariness that makes us withdraw and sit alone.
But at times, the decision is not our own. Our friends have left us and we have been deserted and left to face life with no support, no encouragement, and no comfort. That can be especially bitter, particularly when we know we’ve done nothing to deserve so painful a rejection.
Walking alone, especially for any length of time, can plunge us into a dark valley from which escape can seem impossible. At that juncture, we need to listen closely to God’s words to us as He speaks through the prophet Isaiah: “I am the Lord, your God, Who grasps your right hand; it is I Who say to you, ‘Fear not, I will help you.’”
Whatever your trouble, whatever the challenge you face, let the Lord grasp your right hand, and don’t be afraid, for your are alone no more. You never were!
(Taken from St.Pio message group in Yahoo)
u r such rude guy
Damn!!! Too many Comments on you
men…. I wish, I was a good blogger like you men!!,
I’m too was loner
until today ^_^
yeah right!! Its good to be a loner Sometimes…somewhere…T_T
huhuhu…(crying)
Maybe you should REAd this might help you
“Tonight I Can Write the Saddest Lines”
By: Neruda
Hope I’ll Help ^_^ and hope you read this… ur my idol now… dude.
life is a choice.
as well as loneliness,
as well as happiness.
we choose on how we live our life.
but at times when someone or something come to our life to make us happy, dont resist it.
for we might regret it.
you dont know what you got til its gone, as they say.
i hope one day ull realize how important it is to be happy.i hope one day someone will give you that realization.
but if you prefer to be lonely now,go ahead.
there is a time for everything.
but as for me, i miss being happy…
yeah bro.. been ther felt that etc dude.. dont take it so long.. live life dont waster your time ey.. Good luck…
GOD’s love for us is unconditional…dnt think that u’re alone..i’m here as ur friend,ur mentor and a good listener..bro,success in lyf is not chasing the car…dnt lose hope,i assure u,GOD loves u so much!!!!
it hurts me as i read your blog.. i feel the same..
emo kid
stay hungry. stay foolish.
i guess it’ll make a difference somehow, our dreams will speak for ourselves.
ei… ad me plzz… i`m a loner also.. and its nice readin the comments i can learn and i can hop it cna elp me.. so add me up plzz//
hey dude …. be happy… God is good all the time … dont be sad. mas may kawawa pa sau
atleast ikaw may chance na mabuhay ung iba nasa ICU nakaratay walang malay…..
Mohamman\d is not God.
He is the Messenger Of Allah.
Dude being lonely can make you feel worthless, hopeless and unwanted. God had given you life its 4 you to enjoy every single moment. I’ve been a loner for 6 years and guess what? when I stepped outside of my loneliness I learned that in the loner world you can be the fugliest tiny little creeature that even GOD did not created. But if you are here in the real world? Its 4 you to find out…
isn’t that cool being lonely?
awesome!!!
Just be your self!!
Perfect
just happened to read ur blog at the moment i am also on the road of what ur going through. ypu know what? GOD is always with us,, have complete trust in HIM..
u knw wht ur not alone coz me also s lyk u b4… i feel no one cares for me and no one loves!!! i feel so.. so.. empty but when we visit the psychiatric ward in our place… i realized tht dhaaa.. wht the fucken hell!am i doing to my self am i crazy?!
u knw wht u should be thnkful bcoz u exist n ths world…..
kpatid always remember this
“God doesn’t give us a problem tht we can’t solve 8 s only the way of God to straightened ur faith n Him” so go on live lif to the fullest and be hapi coz ur not alone my friend
i know what you’re saying…
i know, what you say
my deep condolence..
nice blog..
tae ka
the feeling is mutual! been there, done that…
but come to think of it… life is a matter of choice and it is us who define our lives…
so let us live life to the fullest…
eat… drink…and be merry!
life is short, after all!!!
wla lng
YOUR TOO HOT
just be happy and find time to hav fun…life is short and we dont knoe wen our livs end….we mai hav da same situation right now…but its ok….i wouldn’t mind it anymore…as long as i hav da one who truly cares..and its HIM….stai strong and be happy….
just take a look around u, maybe u more blessing than others, u can breathe, eat, sleep, walk, sing, talk, play, run, cry, and everything that u want normally.
everybody has a problem in his/her life, me 2, but if i feel so sad, i look around, take a breath, see the positive things and say thanks to god, i dunno what is god actually, my religion is catholic, but i never go to church, maybe at christmas if my friends or girlfriend ask me, i just believe the important things we must help each others if we can /we want but don’t make more hurt.
i don’t know u, and u don’t know me, but we know in fact u are really more better than others. someone outside there is dying, starving, can not breath normally, just have one leg/hand/liver/ any part of body, maybe they sick, aids, ebola, or anything that make them suffer.
just stay focus at the right things to find your own happiness.
HI I WANT U NYAHAHAHAHAHA
let me wke you up from ur imagination…stop fucking around do something useful.
Ps. for everybody who has readed his word just ignore him he’ll be better later naturally okay guys?!
duddeeee..that’s a really great “blog” =.=|||
i so get what you’re trying to say.i feel the same way too. i dont know how to put it but it’s nice knowing that im not alone =)
btw,you dont know me.im gonna add you in friendster.lol..anyways,just accept it =D
aRe U StRsS BuT yOuR PhOtO VeRy GoOD
hello there..I don’t really know anything about you but I can say that I am a lil bit of a loner,too at times.I sometimes feel like no one can undersatnd me except JESUS..anyway,GOD BLESS YOU!!
u can add me up..if u want to..or maybe i should..accept it if u want to..ok?!
ciao!
Maybe what your heart is really looking for is your Destiny, for it is that that your Creator has made you for, and ONLY finding your destiny would make you feel complete, and not find emptiness.
From: Your post just happened to catch my attention… and triggered me to post a thought for you. Cheers = )
stay 6…….with the heart full of 6ness….going mad n totaly destruction..it takes disaster to learn a lesson..
stay 6…….with the heart full of 6ness….going mad n totaly destruction..it takes disaster to learn a lesson..
Nice post. Well, okay, it’s a bit melancholic. But you’re a good writer.
hyyyyyyyy…
it’s okay to be alone if that’s what you want but later on you will feel emptyness and you’ll get back there and enjoy life again.
…eiow..wazzup!!!!I juzt wanna be 1 of ur fwends….just txt me…okie???/09275645024…..or 09065044845…..tnxxx???/yabuuu…see yaahh..uuuhhmmm..lalala!!1
WE all in the same thing some times my lonliness kills me but i just pray to God to guide me and help me Alwayz
i just want to say merry xmas!!?? gift kuh??
hi..merry xmas to u!!!
..what you wrote is great.. i really can relate with what you said..you’re really good with your words..though you’re a loner or not your existence in this world is great..you can make people realize their lives and you also, even by just you writing people will know who you are..keep it up!!..
jesus’…….dud’z dont be afraid to be happy LEARN HOW TO SMILE…dont let your mind make alwys a dicision in your lyf instead use your HEART and you will really find the esense of being happiness!!! PRAY is the key word of your problem!
i am is as well as disturbed lyk u. so many questions in my head that nid sum answers. i just put my trust to the supreme being that He will not left me alone in the dark. +_+
im really really that u r not alone…believe me n add me yach
…dont say that…believe me..’NO MAN IS AN ISLAND’..to understand ds statemnt more..its jst that you are never alone,u hav companions ..bt the prblem their s u coz u never atempt to get along wd ader pipol…
you are completely a psycho.only drug addicts fells the way you did.stop it and turn to GOD.hey read the bible and follow him…..you think we believe you that you are alone,a loner is dead.you just wanna catch people attention.and you are insane,,,,,,GOD{jesus christ} is the only way………..
don’t give up bro…
u’r never walk alone….
yeaaah….
akhirnya aku ketemu ma orang yang kayanya sama ma aku, finally i have a friend
just trust him!!!you can do it!!
you it’s not really a big problem… we all know that u r not alone. God is always at your side and He will never ever leave you even in ur in your darkest,lonest or weekest moment. just trust and have faith in Him. I know that God will going to work in ur life. ahmmmm… don’t have anything to say,bye… God bless you and merry christmas my friend. remember u’r not alone i’m just hir…
This is my first time to view some blog-
And you cot ma atenxon in such a way that—
when i was reading of your blog i was astonished, kinda scared and yet surprising,
and alas! we shared the same thing…
just fly free,
express wot yu feel–
coz thats the normal person who feels the pain,
i know u did!!!
4 sure something bothers you ryt?
just do good in everything you do and have faith….
Siguro ikaw na ang makakasira ng No man is an island—
God forbid…
to those people hu saw u negatively apart—
everything has its own beauty but NOT ALL sees it…
have fun tho ur not!
I know— ur one of a kind hus explicitly nice:j
Gee… Very Nice Blog! On a a rating scale from one to ten, I’ll give you a 10! I can’t believe that there’s someone out there who felt the same way with me last year! You just sound like me, it’s just that I didn’t have much time to write everything on my blog when I was still in the stage of being melodramatic. Actually, I’ve been through it and I’ve learned something! Just keep your faith! Take time to heal and you deserve to sit down, relax, meditate and live a new life! Be thankful you’re normal and you feel that way because you are Human! You deserve what you want in life! But hey, lemme tell you one thing! Seize the day, you only live once!
HMm..ok la nt bad eH ur blog..hehe?..so far i also gt the feelin that u are afraid so sumthg or changes but anyway tats why pplz nd to haf goal in life.but soMe paRTS OF US really nd time to tink harder of what life is abt.For instance u may look a whole lots newer to ur environment when u abt to die..hehehe(touch Wood).hmm anyways..im happi that at least ppl are concerned abt u n dun ever ever forget ur parents coz they ate salts before n noe wats tis like to be like tHIs.haf lil faith in U……
sincero bolodito baGetto,,cIOusssssss
rock on man,..u’d be better off alone…
wala lang..!
Just be U.. know what, ur bad side is a special part of u.. What u called ‘Life’ is the blend of all bad n good things in u.. Like a piece of paper, it will be useless till u pour the scratch of ink..
I really like the way u write something.. keep writing bro.. thx for ur inspired blogs..
hurt is normal….. You hurt…i hurt…they hurt…. whatelse is new?!
but do you know what can i see while reading your sentiments?
i see a scared guy who can’t even stand on his feet to fight that pain that devours your inner being… you make excuses to run away from things…and to think that it is convenient to you? oh boy…you are one scared puppy who is trying to become a lion. but you know what? unless you’ll finally face reality and stop thinking of your pain, then maybe, just maybe that’s when you will finally see what true happiness is and perhaps you’ll find the love that you have been looking for for so long…
and don’t tell me that you are sick of craving for love and that you stopped hungering for it…I won’t believe you
Go ahead…enjoy your loneliness….albeit at the end of the road you’ll still get sick of that loneliness and perhaps crave for love again….
but don’t push it so hard…learn to wait with eager anticipation learning brightly from each little but faithful step you make;-)
tnx 4 ur inspiring blog…
you can be alone without being lonely. Remember, you are not truly alone; God is always with you, and I really hope and pray that you are always conscious of His presence.
i like the way you write; the depth and the art of it… keep it up!
pls add me up, ok? tnx!
bein alone s not ok..but f it wud be the best way to luk for d person inside u..then go it ol d way..f u stumble and fall no hands r dr to lean on..dnt think ur totally alone..GOD walks beside and behind u watches every step u take and most waited for the tym wen wuold u like to kol 4 HIS name..
eow nice mga blogs mo lupet!!!can u be my frend?
damned!!!
ur english’s good!!
isk….isk..
almost poetic..seriously tainted..whats with the melancholy?
No matter what you believe. I hope it streghtening your soul forever.
you are so talented!! you’re my god,,,excellent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey!!! what the hell?
actually i like your bog…so much interesting! promise.
hi, grammar class needed.
Posted by: EEVEL | December 13, 2006 08:28 AM
no,,,,his grammar are so perfect!!! fuck you EEVEL!!!! he’s the greatest writer!!!
tame your loneliness and use it to look upon the brighter side of life. stand up for what you believe in. as humans, we experience pain and suffering. but what is important is how we learn from it. endure pain and try build youeself anew. life is what we make of it. the future is limitless. embrace every opportunity with optimism. many people believe in you, in what you can do, and in what manner you can alter the future. friends come and go. live each day according to your friends aspirations and in this way you have honored your memory of them.
bear in mind that the universe is governed by a cause-and-effect relation. don’t hesitate to try, to share, to stand up for what is right and just, and you’ll see good things coming your way. though i deem myself unworthy of writing this, i am always glad to be of help. cheer up, dude.
tame your loneliness and use it to look upon the brighter side of life. stand up for what you believe in. as humans, we experience pain and suffering. but what is important is how we learn from it. endure pain and try build youeself anew. life is what we make of it. the future is limitless. embrace every opportunity with optimism. many people believe in you, in what you can do, and in what manner you can alter the future. friends come and go. live each day according to your friends aspirations and in this way you have honored your memory of them.
bear in mind that the universe is governed by a cause-and-effect relation. don’t hesitate to try, to share, to stand up for what is right and just, and you’ll see good things coming your way. though i deem myself unworthy of writing this, i am always glad to be of help. cheer up, dude.
oh!
sad…
think i still wanna be ur friend even if u prefer to be a loner…
add me up pls:
shycille17@yahoo.com
Hey, i can relate alot to your situation. im a loner myself. well, im always here if you need a friend. fine, we dont know each other but we can get to know right? dont worry, im loyal enough to stay.
sex is better with a partner.
HI Violently happy
Thanks for your post.Being in touch with our Creator is the only lifeline we’llever have. I’m a Christian Catholic and Jesus is so alive 
Just wanna share.
HI Violently happy
Thanks for your post.Being in touch with our Creator is the only lifeline we’llever have. I’m a Christian Catholic and Jesus is so alive 
Just wanna share.
…im wondering why your acting like that, when there were many things u can enjoy instead of being alone and sad.. hope to see you happy soon, mwah.. this is my # +639066350401, you can call me if you want someone to talk to… take care(”,)
add me if you like..
cheryl_senarosa@yahoo.com
..mydear just enjoy life, its a gift from GOD that you must share to others, don’t be so much bother about your problems.. everyone have it, what matter is how you handle it, be tough”, that’s how you should be…
It’s odd I find you blog featured again, that’s how I read it the first time around. Hope you get that scholarship.
who ever are you and whereever you are
i dont care
im with u
always
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im so very touched and i cant believe that even your in that situation u still have the strenght to move on and fight.im proud of you i hope we can be friends.
the first lines are nice, the next are pretentious.
i jusr saw ur blog on my page and each sentence just made me think that im on the same situation as yours, i had my last bestfriend years ago since then i never really had a “best friend” just few good friends. maybe im just too afraid that it might turn out the way me and my bestfriend seperate, we had a really big fight and never talk for more than a year, when we finally talk its just that everything changed and we had different group of friends now. when i finished college everything was not the same, my few friends enrolled on different schools we barely see each other, and by the end of semester i thought i had some friends but i was wrong, their all gone by the wind, friends come and go. but my faith on the Lord never disappoint me. your blog really gave me more strength.. thanks
i can relate to what you buddy was saying. The fact, i never ever used to read blogs but when i read the first lines, i was strucked and forced me to finish reading yours! (This was the first blog i read eversince i signed up here and the first blog i will rate…10/10)
self centerdness causes lonliness…
sometimes, we decide to think quickly when we are hurt or confused and to find escape out of it… but what we dont know is that it is more dominated by your human emotion to the point that you’ve already decided without even thinking much of it… negative self esteem causes unwanted isolation…
will…there’s something you didn’t know..and that’s all about the real mystery of life..you don’t know actually what life is all about..
remember it is GOD who created and gives you life..
don’t waste your time to be alone…i think you are so emotional..you just only expressing your bad side just to get the attentions of others
Nicely said. Same situation here but I’m already halfway moving on to my next chapter of life. Hope you can do it soon.
you might wanna change you picture, ‘coz it scares me, really!
“life is what you make it!” - a famous quote. everything that’s happening to us are the effects that we do from our past. it’s in our hands that we’re able to change things the way we want it to be. it’s not all about coincidence. all that matters right now are the actions that should be done. life is magical. it’s unpredictable. you still got a long way to go… take care! have faith! =)
hhmmm… No ObjecTioN
Sodara sodara…..mangga aos ieu, hihihihih
pasti teu ngartos……
(eta nu dipikahareup ku jisim abdi)
aduh nuju nyarios naon atuh ari araranjeun teh…….?
meuni salaleeur ngomentarannana teh, naha aya naon kitu nya?
perkiraan simkuringmah ieu teh nuju nyarioskeun tulisan jalmi anu teu aya socaan nya?
sedih, sedih, sedih….. abi ge sedih tos ical motor….hik…hik….hikkkks
mugia digentosan kuMantenna ku perkara anu leuwih sae ti batan eta nya……amin…kitu nya….
da pidawuhNa teh cenah kieu…
” henteu tangtos perkara nu ku urang dipikacinta, hade keur urang. Oge henteu tangtos perkara nu ku urang di pikabendu, goreng keur urang”
Tah regepkeun ku didinya Ujang…….
Just listen to ur pure heart!!!
……im so touched the way u pour your feelings,indeed i apreciated ur effort sharing yor feelings with us.u know what? life is a continueus journey pain and sufferings but at the end its still us who decide wdr we wnt 2 be happy or not. To lern frm pst experiences is not bad, but to dwel due to its pain its another chapter to decide. Go on life is beautuful out der.!!!
very gay!
put your soul on it… be happy…. just be as you…. fuck up those people who doesn’t care bout it…
here, its not the matter of what believe u got.(Christian,Buddha,Muslim etc.)
but the important thing is u have a believe…believe in God.
we still need friends in this world…but its not like totally depends on them.
We do feel sad or lonely sometimes, but hey that’s normal.
dont let your self down.
enjoy your life as much as you can..
pray a lot.
smile always.
cry.
and keep hoping.
(^,^)
its not really good hearing those word from sum1 “loneliness”…i have no boyfriend, ….you know waht? you don’t have to feel that way, i myself expereinced that thing. the only way to escape from it “loneliness” is to face life alone. just bear in mind that we can do things better if we should learn to listen in our heart. let your core decide after all, we have no one to be blamed….cheer up!!we do have a lot of things to appreciate…the bright sunlight, the moon, flowers, trees,..learn to appreciate, learn to enjoy the earth…savor the essence of life…life is too short…if you can’t change the consequence, change the way how you will face it…God loves us…perhaps, my problems s 10000 times heavier than you…smile is the only shield against difficulties…so keep on smiling who knows thru your smile you can keep other happy…be optimistic friend…take it positively….just pray…
haHa!!!u knOw wat??? upOn reading ur blOg, iVe coMe to a cOncluSiOn thaT ur such a NARROW-MINDED JERK!!!! leaRn 2 cOunt uR bleSsingS dude!!! if u waNt 2 sTay in d pit, mYt as wEll end ur lyf!!!
Loneliness, another chapter we have to get through.
The matter of trust?
I feel the same way, “which GOD could we trust?”
This is how it goes sir… u got a extraordinary believe in GOD so what are u afraid of?its just like this life is short life is badly short so..whats the reason ur hiding on the dark right..look, like every person said…. ~How far are we willing to walk to go to the Promise land~ how knows?right.. its so beautiful out there but when we got there its forever..so until we are here in this wonderful creation..there’s one thing we got to do with it… -ENJOY LIFE- thats it..thats the power of it…peace man hope u read this………….
hi..hi…
Cut yourself mate. It helps. The blood pourin out of ur veins make ya feel alive. You’ll reach a higher level.
It’s not yet the END OF EVERYTHING my FRIEND. Yes, loosing a bestfriend or a soulmate either is hard for everyone, but it doesn’t mean that living alone is the only solution in this world. Go out!!! have new friends and try to find again a bestfriend in your life, LIFE must go on with HAPPINESS, don’t live your self alone. Believe and trust that there is JESUS who can help and save us. Open your heart for him to enter sothat you’ll know the beauty of LIFE is… MERRY X-MAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR, MY FRIEND…
i dont think u wud noticed me,wid dis comment,,but by chance,just wnna say im deeply affcted from wat uve wrote and i myt say,,its incredbly good…
how come,i couldnt write anythn lyk dat???
i know u dnt know me,,and neither did i,,,but i thnk were connctd in some ways,,.
gosh,,ive gt so many things to tell u,to ask,,,but im pretty sure u would not answer…
i don’t think it’s a nice idea to be alone…..as the famous quote says “no man is an island”….i doubt you will survive….but still i’m proud of you if you could….that’s a smart challenge and a brave endeavor……i could say you do have much courage…..god bless you or should i say your creator bless you…..good luck
First i want to say hello and how are you feeling this day?.About what you had written on your blog really move me. To be a loner and lost touch to hope and happiness definetely will make my life a dull one. You know i hope i am free to comment here, anyways about this one to our Creator i think you should never loose that faith within in you its not that i am saying that you do this or that. For me i just also wanna share some thoughts and opinion inside me after what i had been read here in your blog. I know life trials or somehow your experienced on it that maybe gave you the idea and perhaps the kind of thinking you may have had now. Life is indeed is a lifelong journey until our last breath here on earth and with that we should be greatful eachmorning that we seen the sun shines upon us. About faith,losing hopes or dreams, being a loner or neverending sadness you may feel when you write this blog here. I feel you and i really understand you maybe its not that much but i can surely relate on you and that is for sure. All i can say is that just be thankful and try to be happy maybe in a small little way you can. I know you will never be alone if you still believe and hold on to who maybe your God or you having faith with…Again remember you are not Alone i think in some points of our life we also feel like that of how is your feelings too in this kind of matter…Best Wishes…and hope i can be your friend too…Take care!!!~A friend here who believes that all of us deserve to be happy and i hope you will too~
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Wow! i can’t believe that a person like you could write such a great work of art! amazing…
Your life situation is kinda easy compared to what i’ve been through but i always consider everyone’s problem as equal because there is no human being capable of having a large or big problem unless they make it. I gotta hand it to you your such an optimistic person unlike me who expects the worst out of life because I wanna do it the hard way. In a nursing’s situation you have to expect the worst diseases to detect all the possible diseases that might occur. anyway keep on believing that life is full of happiness. never regret your past life. God bless.i don’t know you but let’s just say we’ve been through the same problem…
you sucks
ayyy nakuuu…!!! ur just wasting ur precious time w/ ur nonsense sentiments…!!! live ur life to the fullest dude…!!! there’s still love out there waiting for you…!!! add me and i promise you will not be alone agen…!!! cute_pooh4ever@yahoo.com …we will go beyond the limits…!!! waaaaaaahhhhhh….!!!!!
right, is just a waste of time, making your self a useless one… I fell the same way as you do… but nothing happens, it’s only getting worst…njoy life..
wowodude you really have some issues…!!!!
wow dude!!!!! you really have some issues….
Boom! tarat tarat! boom! tarat tarat! tararat! tararat! boom!boom!boom! MERRY CHRISTMAS! =)
hi thre! ^-^ I can relate to this…I’ve been in love a lot of time, and in every chapter of it, it seemed that trust is getting harder to hold on to. I’ve thought I had enough, then I’ve kept myself hidden from the world, no close friends, no night outs, no parties…I just live in my own world. I recognized and separated the responsibilities in life, to not be easily drawn to my own desires and temptations around me; and still will never hesitate to stretch out a helping hand. Like you say, in one way or another, every soul that goes through our lives left a mark in our hearts, and it is hard to be ignorant when we find ourselves slowly drawn into them.. all our hopes and dreams then will evolve around them.. but still, we are like a feather dancing in the air, so lightly and easily blown by the slightest wind coming from any directions- never knowing where we will end up. At my age, I probably be bombarded with people telling me to get a life. Everybody around me seems to have a blast - but I didn’t. Yet I found a smile on my face. Because I have found a sense of peacefulness I never had before, a hope in a true belief, a trust that is never broken, a love that is never betrayed… In Jesus name I live for him. I am not bothered being alone, it just reminds me of a quote about monks saying “The monk in hiding himself from the world becomes not less than himself, not less of a person, but more of a person, more truly and perfectly himself: for his personality and individuality are perfected in their true order, the spiritual, interior order, of union with God, the principle of all perfection.”
God has given me the strength to move on with life. I am a dancing feather, life has always been unpredictable but now I look forward to go through it, every soul that walks in and out of my life became only memories, but God lives within me for eternally, and I live thanking him for the blessings. Life is beautiful.
very well said, kewl, two thumbs up! btw what’s the seventh chakra?
grool.
uhmmm..
live life to the fullest. the road ahear is long and winding. it is waiting for you to explore it.
hiu ur so bad hehehehe
like other moslems … Mohammad is not God, he’s the prophet .. messenger of God … There’s a time when i feel the world against me and everything just aint right… i dont want people to disturb me, coz i just want to run my life alone … But dear,it just temporary … soon u will need to back on track … dont be alone to long .. coz u never know whether the world except u back when u ready ..
Don’t you ever wonder about the irony of it all?
People come into our lives only destined to leave it.
What a cruel joke.
just want to say the exactly same statement:
Mohammad SAW is not God, but the messenger of God..as u can read on Surah Al Ikhlas Chapter 112 of Quran, the holy book of Islam:
“Say He is Allah the One, Allah the Eternal, Absolute. He begetteth not, nor is He begotten, And there is none like Him.”
Simple statement that NO one else is God, not even Mohammad, His last prophet,,
keep looking for the truth, may Allah guide u there..
nice blog
Mohammad isn’t God, nor Buddha, even Jesus the Messiah… but the looks of it we are all god.. blaspheme it may seem but we are the sons and daughters of our Creator.. so we may have the title so long that we consider it.. hehehe.. like we could choose our friends but never our relatives?.. like nobody’s perfect eh? then god happens to be perfect who created an imperfect being??? cool.. he isn’t perfect after all.. but i don’t want to argue bout God and my Creator.. because they are far different.. let’s just say my Father in Heaven is my Creator and not God..
moving on…
My tears fall while reading this blog because at this very moment.. i also decided to be loner.. just don’t know what will happen next..
the only thing that soothes my aching heart is perhaps the earphones plugged in my ear listening to music..
i also am proud that you’ve decided to focus moving on with your life.. as for me? I wanted to commit suicide.. one, because it may be the only way for me to see my Creator be He will not like that.. two, because living is pointless because i don’t have the reason for living anymore why? i don’t know.. but commiting suicide is also complicated.. hehehe.. all i really wanted is for Him to take me.. that’s all…
Quran Chapter 51, verse 056:
we are all, at last, looking for our own truth..
“I (Allah) have only CREATED Jinns and men, that they may serve Me.”
I do regard the opinion that God and Creator are different in meaning,,
this is just my belief
id really like to do what you have done… i mean the “no bestfriend,no soul mate, no whatever thing.. ”
im a type of person who values solitude…
but..
hehe
how did u do it??
i just cant imagine how you managed to crack that thing..
i hope u plan to share it to others… particularly others named me…
Life is a choice and so is being happy or being lonely… whatever path you choose you’re the master of your destiny but God will not leave you in your journey… so make it worthwhile.
hope youll fine peace and hope that you would be fine ^__^
the “…i don’t know which god you prefer to…” line makes me think that you are a pagan…mohmmad was indeed a messenger of allah so that makes him a prophet. buddha was a great thinker so he is a philosopher. catholics believe in the Trinity but the father,the son and the holy ghost is one and the same after all.
well,i’ve always held a firm stand that religion doesn’t count for much…you could go to church and pray every second yet be withrawn from your god… true, a person can be RELIGIOUS yet not SPIRITUAL… ergo,your desire to achieve the chakras—which is a hinduism teaching… well,it’s better to hold on to something…to have a belief of a supreme being…than have none…
HI! Mga Friends.. Muzta.!!
Ran Online Boys ako kya sana bgyan nyo ko account..!!!!
did you write that?
well, you’re not alone. i used to be a jolly person during my childhood, but when i entered college, i feel like i’m alone and that nobody can understand me. i have few friends and they make me laugh but i know deep inside i’m not happy. i feel like there’s something missing in my life. maybe i just need to strengthen my faith in God.
hehe…
just thanks to god that u still can enjoy all of u’r moment..
hmmm… cool write up. Don’t worry about it. That’s just a phase in life… it just comes and go…. but of course, you are the captain of your soul… you make your own destiny… you have a choice whether to be happy or sad… it’s all in the mind.
i like black
…i like ur blogs so much!! i can feel the pain that ur into right now…pero,dont worry…in every pain that we have in our life…there will always be a good karma that will come to you…sobrang nakakarelate me sa mga write-ups mo…sana someday you’ll be happy again and sana your old friends will come back to you…sana someone will come into ur lyf…and make you feel complete…and extremely happy!!! that’s all po!!
just have more faith… things might never be the same as before but be thankful coz you have learned a lot from it…
hi good day!
i can relate in your situation sometimes i feel so lonely, but if you feel this kind of situation i feel so empty? i go out with my self, im a homebody person?
its me thelma
why u eyes?
W00t…
I agree with ya…
Heh he he…
im here
Life is a never ending journey of decision making………..every path we take we make decisions….may it be a conscious decisions or unconscious decisions……NOW …………whatever your status right now if your a loner or not..its your decision…..either way is ok….not one is a better status than the other….you have a choice and in choosing just FOOLOW your heart……
it does not mean that all loners are completely unhappy
and all those who are not loner are completely happy with their lives….they still feel something missing in their lives……
To be a loner or not to be a loner …its your choice….foloow what your heart whispers
gfhrtrhrhr
if you feel empty and cant sleep at night ….just try to reminisce happy moments of your life….one memory or two will be fine….
when i cant sleep at night
i try to remeber rhowena banuag……………one of the best memories i ever had……
actually for me there is NOTHING WRONG about you, the GOOD thing is that you really knew who you are in this world, that you are somebody who able of doing something and that is to be who you really are and that is the essense of being a real person deep and out side. congratulations for the bravery you sent to us to let us know to ourselves that there is somebody who cares for the goodness of oneselfs and that every GOOD thing in this world starts in ourselves. PEACE of mind is the root for soundness of LIFE be true and you see the TRUTHNESS of FAITH, LOVE and HAPPINESS……. JOVAN
Wow..so many comments u got here.u must be all-time writer(;
Basically,I don’t want to say I understand u very well coz I only read your blog once.
Above all,I believe that 99% of God characters is within ourselves.
It’s true we r part of society n vice versa. But,had those people who said that ever thought of what was before our born? and what is next after our death?
Isn’t life should mean more than just a phenomena?
HI………
what can i say?..
maybe your emotionally down 4 now.. you maybe thinking of something that can ease out that sagged emotions of yours.. but you must remmember that there are just circumstances in our life that we fall.. and if thats the case,you must learn to accept reality even if it does hurt.. still reality is reality that you must face and therefore should learn to live with..
i must say, i too.. have been through your situation.. i was badly in love then but then neglected and was left behind..but, i was kinda blessed because friends were always there for me through my ups and down. they tried hard to cheer me up and tried to save my sagging ego..
ofcourse, it was hard for me to move on but then i realize that i am not that damn to prolonge my depression..
who says broken heart heal through time?! ofcourse it does not and it will never do.. but i’ve learned to live with it and so with my frustrations…..
-whardz-
hallerrr???oyur ears can see me????hahahaha/…or your ears can hear me???
wow, it’s a matter of choosing the path u’ve ever dreamt…^_^
i am in the same situation like what u have been thru…i can feel how u feel…a loner…
just count on GOD..thats all we can do…HE is the ONLY HOPE in this world.
JUST DO THE THINGS THAT YOU WANT… JUST BE WHAT YOU ARE… LIVE LIFE THE WAY YOU WANT IT.. JUST BE SURE TO BE READY IF WHAT YOUR DECISIONS MAY RESULT TO… SO GOODLUCK…
everyone has problems.. but i’m not asking you to get over it… i’m having problems too n i’ll have problems… n i proudly welcome problems… people ask “god why do you give us problems?” n i think i know why… attention… He wants attention, like a child seeking love n attention… i’ve gone thruogh alot too… i battle with my problems n even try to get away from it but it keeps coming back. wad i think always is “god!take me now!i don’t wanna live!” n i thought tat y i was born n i den jus say i give up..not to life, to god. i’ve learned tat surrendering is difficult but surrendering to god can give u more to life.. as a human i think it’s important to fight not physcically, but emotionally. take care…
first time reading your blog. u remind me of tim burton. u’re right bout being a loner. c’est la vie. and i feel u man, i really do. enjoyed reading your blog. thanks. will be great to know an interesting man like u.
u r a cute also n a good pirson to u you wnt a cht me ths s my email ad ok asley_lopez2003@yahoo.com ok i wait for u
well i just signed up for friendster and i don’t really know much about this blog stuff,,, so what exactly is this??? i mean you seem to make your life so damn complicated, talking about gautama buddha and enlightenment, all that stuff, i mean its simple, your hurting, deal with it, your lonely? everyone gets stranded every once in a while, it’ not like all the pain and suffering has been put on your shoulder, i’d hate to think you are the reincarnated atlas… the thing is life is too short to dwell on matters that don’t really matter,,, no man is an island is a cliche, and it probably won’t help if i told you that, cause you are so determined to remain lonely and isolate yourself, but really just how do you wish to be remembered? the guy who locked himself up in his own world? you seem like a smart guy whose got a whole lot of things to share the world, why don’t you use that genius to embrace the world!!! embrace life!!! enjoy it while it lasts….
Nice blog!!! you seems lonely at the time are you still now? Found your seventh chakra yet? Well life is complicated, it what makes it interesting so have a life, it’s to short to be wasted. You lost trust to the human race? a friend of mine once told me that you have to give only what you receive and another said when you love always keep a wall within your heart where you keep a part of yourself, don’t give it all otherwise you will lose everything when you lost that someone. Sounds the same right? so thats what i do and i’m happier that way… I am in one episode in my life like you, and i did what those friends told me… so now i only have trust in God and nothing else, my life is His to do what He pleases, and every day i thank Him for the blessing that He gave me… I still do get lonely sometimes, i’m only human after all, but it doesn’t last for long…What you do with your life is your choice and since you said you have this indestructible relationship with God, I know He will lead you to the right path where you can find true happiness… Be happy because God loves you!
There is no point in our lives that we are alone. We were not, are not and will never be alone. Even though we might virtually think that we are alone in this world, there is always Someone who has been there, who is still there and will forever be there - God. We are not alone; we only think we were. Just make sure that your relationship with God is truly indestructible. And be sure that you are worshipping the only right and true God - Jesus Christ.
just rock on guyz!!
mewy krismas!!
I invite you to the dark side.
hi..boy…
I just want to remind u that u’re not alone man.But i agree weather sometimes we feel enjoy within ourselves.eventhough of it,we could give any good contributions for the other people.So,divide our time for the world is a good experience too.Byee…
nice to read ur article.
loneliness,such a fucking matter in your mind when you thogth to,it makez you crazy, coz its not totaly the thing you wanted to be…other side of your mind tells you, its wrong,its not totaly this, you will still going to need anybody, no matter what,& somehow,later,you will find yourself to an old saying, NO MAN IS AN ISLAND,
HEY FOOL
GET UP
STAND UP
DONT GIVE UP THE FIGHT!!
well its great to be alone sometimes because it is the time wherein we think of the past and of course realize the beauty of having someone be at your side
when we are alone it is the time that we can have a bit of reflection of all the thngs that we had in life
nice post (,”)
niCE… BLoG…
hey boy….u r not alone!remembr,GOd s our CREATOR & SAVIOR as wel,so,luk for HIM & HE wil be d 1 2 carry all ur burdens! jst live life hapily. go often 2 churh,pray alwys & read d word of GOD(bible)
Hey, trust in the Lord with all of your heart and lean not on your understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight. Be blessed!!! You are precious in His sight. You are not a loner, you have Jesus in you. REJOICE.
what ur going through is merely a process in life … that’s what makes u HUMAN
-hahaha..i can relate 2 u…u know,i a m also like that b4 but im trying 2 move on! so…better live life 2d fullest!
hi! i like all those things that i read in your bilog, i hope that we will be a good friend. anyway, this is my first time to send a comment,’coz im not rily intesting in this…..but your so cute in your photo so that’s why im encourage to make and send this to you…..i know that life is a fool, but its all your if you let it continue to fool you….
you look wired, but attractive,rily!
Jalu and Almela, For the record, its not ‘PASSENGER’ of God..its MESSENGER…ure a passenger if u board a bus or taxi or something…
and Almela, i think u are confused. first u said Jesus is the REAL god, then u said He claimed to be the Son of God. Which is which ? Dont make other confused as well. Is Jesus God or is He the Son of God? If He is the Son of God, then who is God? If God has a son, who is His wife? The mother of Jesus? U will say Mary is the mother of Jesus. So does it mean that Mary is the wife of God? But then you will say that Mary is the mother of God. But Mary would also be the mother of the Son of God. So who is God????? Can u please answer me?
asa ka pa asa
wow! Many people are really confused who Jesus is.We christians believe in trinity, The father, son and the Holy spirit.Three are one.The father is God, son is Jesus and the Holy Spirit. Mary is a virgin when she got pregnant, not the normal way but simply because she was chosen by God. Jesus came to the world and lived as man, and he lived a holy life. He went thru all the problem we face. He only preached for three years before he died in the cross for our sins.So, he carried our burdens on the cross so that our sins will be forgiven. So,does that give us the right to do as many sins as we can and then pray for forgiveness? no, God only will forgive if we ask with a sincere heart and repentance.hope i help u understand.
wow,although ur situation is not the same as me,i can say that im kind of a loner too,although sometimes i do hang out,for being one too long will drive u crazy! just relax and maybe ppl will notice u,than u can have more friends,arent that great?
BeSt WiShEs
i c. u think u’re all alone,u’re confuse. Well,try to survive from it. Faith will come to u,ur destiny. We’re all waiting. Just dont give up in life. Maybe someday u’ll find the truth,the meaning of life. No matter how hard we fall,how dying we are to live,just dont give up. There’s lots of battles in life we mustn’t let to just lose,my friend. Hang on,time will tell,just live ur life.
weLL, . . .gOodLuck then…XD
You are not de only one that have that feeling. Your feeling is much better than those children out there which is du not know who their parents are…Take that feeling as a process to be more mature..Gut luck for your dream…
hi
dont think that your lonely dude.. or you will be lonely forever..
i’m also a loner… i enjoy being alone…i dont know why… is like theres to much thing that you could do…but i cant do it right away coz thers so many… and being alone, is being aware of your surroundings…the only thing you could do is just to understand…and go on with the flow… its hard to be good in a world like this… you just have to be good and evil….but for me ill try to do my best to be good even though there is no place for me…
Change your point of views if possible, life is full of mystery. Celebrate life to the fullest. Mghapi-hapi k nman kahit sometimes lang.Don’t 4get that HE never ceases for loving us. He’s always der guiding HIS children.
(bukannya aku gak bisa english, tp aku lbih bangga pke bhs negeriku, wlopun semua komentar pke english)
akhirnya aku sadar bukan hanya aku yg kehilangan BF, tp juga kamu, juga banyak orang.
we’re not alone
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Dunia ini diciptakan dengan bahan kesengsaraan, dan jika kau merasa bahagia, itu hanya karena Allah Maha Pengasih dan Penyayang. Dia-lah yang benar2 mencintai dan menyayangi kita.
Semua orang yg bernafas pasti melalui hidupnya dengan ceritanya sendiri2, kadang kita bahagia, kadang kita sedih, itu hanyalah perjalan hidu kita yang sementara, kebahagiaan kita di dunia ini hanya sementara, kesedihan kita di dunia ini hanya sementara.
Tetapi kita punya pilihan, untuk hidup sengsara sementara di dunia, dan berbahagia selamanya di akhirat, atau berbahagia sementara di dunia, dan sengsara selamanya di dunia.
Pilihan ada di tangan setiap orang.
Wassalam!
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i know with what youve written youre just a loner but not lonely……
bty, buddha is not a god.. his a teacher..
i would kill for you…..!!!! you’re so talented!!! i wish i cld be like you, not being some dumb ass, who can only critized other’s work….i salute you violently happy!!!
i love how you write…i wanna meet you and be my friend…
It’s not easy…it’s hard…and our FAITH is tested through the rocks and thorns of life…and by GRACE we can go through it all…
God is too wise to be mistaken…
God is too good to be unkind…
So… when you don’t understand…
when you can’t see His plan…
and you can’t trace His hand…
Just…TRUST His heart!
U R NOT A LONER…Don’t call urself one…
becoz as u can see by ur blog…u got many comments…from diversity of people…
maybe that’s the way GOD wanted u to know that U R NOT ALONE…GOD IS THERE…and HE’s using people to post comments on ur blog…to make u see…that U REALLY AREN’T A LONER and PEOPLE DO CARE ABOUT U!
Anyways…great writings!
Just remember:
You may have
someone in your mind…
someone in your heart…
someone in your dream…
someone in your life…
but
JESUS IS SOMEONE WHEN YOU HAVE NO ONE!!
Jesus loves u!
are you like.. a psycopath?
-yeh.. im kidding! haha
peace* happy new year!
whew!!! the write-ups is splendid…
biting situation
“when you feel alone,,just look at the spaces between ur fingers…Remember that in those sapces you can see my fingers,,,locked with yours…forever..”
after reading your blogs i really get inspire to live life!!! just like me, i am all alone now after my 6years relationship!!! but i must moved on and hold on the Lord… cause i know He won’t leave me nor forsake me!!! cheer up man!!! cause you’re not alone!!!
You definetely not a loner. because i’m a Buddha before. i enjoy serving idols. at last i finally found the answer. In this world there’s a Creator, and a Father that willing to send his son Jesus Christ to be crucified. Jesus cleanses our sin. died for our sin. believe me. in 2006 i got saved by Him. wherever i go, God is always be with me and you tooo !~
Muhammad is a prophet of Allah.
There is no god except Allah.
Isn’t funny when you can find Someone in your loneliness.
He’s our Creator.
He’s always stay with us!
I love your writing skills.
Keep it up!!
i’m experiencing it right now…i can say my lowest point of my life…askin where to go…longin for something i dont know what i really wanted….holdin on but nobody holdin on me…cryin for help but even 911 cannot respond for my undying belief in miracle…dreaming and stop dreaming…hoping even theres no sun that shine on me in the longest period of time….building a barrier..rebuilding my self for the world doesnt exist….im lost you do you find the map…may i borrow it.
i’m experiencing it right now…i can say my lowest point of my life…askin where to go…longin for something i dont know what i really wanted….holdin on but nobody holdin on me…cryin for help but even 911 cannot respond for my undying belief in miracle…dreaming and stop dreaming…hoping even theres no sun that shine on me in the longest period of time….building a barrier..rebuilding my self for the world doesnt exist….im lost you do you find the map…may i borrow it.
the judgement day will come. there is no right o wrong…
oh…i can relate with you….and its really hard….
whew!… got Ms. Lonely here =)I wanted to ask so many questions in life… but i just can’t. maybe i’ll just have to wait for God to finally publish the story of my life that He’s currently editing right now. I’m lonely because maybe He had to stop for awhile and rearrange some thoughts from His head and finally have something to write.. I mean just like writing… there are times when we feel empty that’s why we need to hang up and browse on our experiences.. =)visit my blog… enx (–,)