I’m sitting the whole day at Oh lala cafe Sarinah. It’s my last
day off from work since yesterday and three days before. my boss seems doesn’t
like the idea of me working all the time, even though i was so damn confuse what shall i
do in my holidays.
So i grabbed my laptop and visit a WiFi enabled cafe in Jakarta. Yesterday i sat in Cup ‘n Cino the
whole evening until my friend asked me to accompany her to Plaza Senayan to see
Zara’s 70% off.
I love working actually; some people say I’m over worked that’s
why I don’t have any bf. Maybe they’re right, but small portion of course as i
always defend myself as a Libra 
so, here i am checking my zillions of emails in my web-inbox from clients, co-workers,
inquiries, tasks and other problems. And also doing the goal setting for my
executives as what my boss’ request; not to mention that other account managers
already doing it. Hey, this Glenn Fredly – Tega is not bad at all…in fact, I
played this song over and over again.
It’s quite hot actually, even though it’s raining hours ago. Me
just wearing black t-shirt (as always) and ordinary jeans. i ordered plain OJ
and ice cream to make my mouth busy. Too sweet i thought, just the way i like
it… hehe. I sat on the corner, the red sofa on the outside. At least my butt won’t get
hurt sitting for the next few hours, as I talked to myself. It was quite crowded; thank God i got
myself a chair. Many people with their friends, affairs, sex costumers (yea, its
sooo obvious) and some just business partners.
i enjoy watching their faces, how they gesture to each others,
the way they dress up in the name of social-be-known. What’s on their heads are
those little tiny sprinkles in my daily bread, no one knows what’s on their little noggin’ eh? i think to myself, is this the
day that "the one" stopping at my little window-pane? Cute looks,
smart outfit, heavenly bodies and branded bags going in and out this cafe door.
Simple look people also having their luck, with ordinary t-shirt, some with odd
sentences, with white sneakers they just making the scenes, my scenes.
Maybe I’m selfish, having this 4 seated all by myself. or
they’re just being stupid and never ask whether they wanna join or just
pull my other chair’s out. Whatever i said. It’s getting dark and my wooden watch showing 10.30pm, Mmph.. just
waiting until pre-paid CBN WiFi credit expires. Some smiles and nod at me, I
have no idea what’s that supposed to mean. Humans are just puzzled me, always.
But as i take myself "out of the shell" i realize
that life’s doesn’t care whether you’re down and in pain, it still spinning and
give a hell-to-you-man look. So, why should we care about the world? Being ourselves is the most
precious thing we have right now. Why should we cover hey-this-is-me inside and play ordinary human
out there? Even God couldn’t change us into something we don’t want to be or
do. He can only show us the door and it is us who must walk through it.
be sad, be hurtful, be happy, be narcissus, be materialistic, be
cold and cynical, be helpful, being the joke of everyone, be angry all the
time, be wise, be cheerful, be sexually attractive, be a bitch, be a holy man
more than the Pope, be naive, be childish, be workaholic, be alcoholic, be
freakin’ rich, be poor, be a thief, be a serial killer, be a single killer, be
psychotic, be political, be smart, being dumb, being odd, or just geek or
geeky geek, it’s
your choice.
Life
your life to the fullest.
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