02
Jan
07

Reality Has Its Own Middle Finger

Full_moonIts full moon now, I can see its
written a whole of my life story there. I see the dark night in my 2nd
day in New Year, shining with one or two stars above. The peacefulness, how
quiet I can only hear my thoughts murmurs under realities I have been through.
It bites.

 

How I hurt people when I didn’t
mean that.
Karma always followed after. How the people I loved walk away from
me, and how a trust so strong just vanished as if it never meant to be.
Beautiful tales, ugly chronicles, sorrow, pain and cold happiness jump in my
life one right after the other.

“Count your blessings instead of
sheep” that’s what people said to me. Yes, I do admire how life gave me
wondrous coincidences that always happen and I believe it was something
destined to be. The state of emergency is
where I want to be.

I’m thankful for my well paid
job, friends with their laughter and enemies with their lies that make me
realize how life is just one package of drama, reality, a bold and strong
feeling called truth. Just how people manage to make it as attractive or
hideous as they want it to be. 

But one thing for sure I’m fed up
with this episode. I need a getaway, someone that dares to take me somewhere I
could test my courage on life’s ugliest side. Like
New
York
, where individualistic is the only thing that matters, or Mississippi where family
values still on the major track.
Maybe Europe, where I can die artistically
among the true meaning of art, and perhaps
Japan, where I can taste a bit of
radical fashion & technology of the future.
 

 

Dreaming of distant imagination
brought me back to the same moonlight. It just bright and quiet, shining on my
optimism of a new year, a new life
. I know when I’m not here anymore, I’m still
looking at the same full moon…it never change.




163 Responses to “Reality Has Its Own Middle Finger”


  1. 1    'BeCkY' January 2, 2007 at 9:48 am

    Glad you are much more fine now… Remember that He, Jesus is always beside you.. Have faith!

  2. 2    Hamster January 2, 2007 at 8:14 pm

    Wow. U can express yourself so well in words XD. v. nice to read

  3. 3    Ellen January 2, 2007 at 9:03 pm

    You’re such a brilliant artist! You can paint ur thoughts vividly. I like the way you express things! Keep it up! God loves you… He’s the one who gave you that talent. Use it for His glory!

  4. 4    ace January 2, 2007 at 10:18 pm

    cool men…keren abiz…
    just 1 word suitable…great…for all of ur entries on ur blog, ur brilliant ideas, n ur artistic expressing. I admire it.

  5. 5    Meena January 2, 2007 at 10:18 pm

    Have you heard of I-Ching? The Chinese believe that change is the order of life. The moon is beautiful and calm but it is deceitful for it merely reflects the rays of the sun. It will change when you least expect it to so be prepared, come what may.

    You dont have to toy with the dangers of New York or adhere to the family values of Mississippi to value your life. You just have to find that which is important to you in life and live like you’ll never regret life.

    Have a great year ahead.

  6. 6    Lety January 3, 2007 at 1:46 am

    I admire ur evaluations of life. Perhaps, Gos just want to make you realize that He is always there for you. Yes, we should always our blessings instead of counting the sheeps….But we must not forget the Shepherd,Jesus Christ, the sheeps will be scattered w/out the shepherd. If they will be scattered, we can’t have these blessings …. JESUS CHRIST is the shepherd. HE loves us all!!!

  7. 7    helen January 3, 2007 at 3:29 am

    Its giving me enrgy 2 journy in 2007….. wow

  8. 8    Rustan January 3, 2007 at 4:16 am

    goodluck to you my friend, i hope that you will be more success on this year… i really really like your attitude… dont change friend…

  9. 9    shje January 3, 2007 at 5:56 pm

    damn u stil rock dude!!! NICE

  10. 10    baby lou January 3, 2007 at 6:37 pm

    Reality speak when you speak more reality it is not just because you hurt someone but you done it without knowing anything just because it is natural to do so. But when things really different and realize that whenever you realize that it is because you just perhaps awake of a nightmare. In somehow you just do what is best for you and to others not because you done what you really done now makes you life more different i guess it is still the same even you run away from it but still just believe in yourself in somehow with God’s help of course….thats all.

  11. 11    joan January 3, 2007 at 9:14 pm

    i thought you’re weird….perhaps you’re just like me, like an uncut diamond we have a shining qualities underneath a rough surface. i like people who sees the reality of life and they still manage to be gracious and cool. Write more…

  12. 12    Isidro January 3, 2007 at 9:35 pm

    hello

  13. 13    HAMirAH January 3, 2007 at 11:09 pm

    nice article
    more on oneself.

  14. 14    william January 4, 2007 at 12:40 am

    great artistic expression, it isn’t called life without those. it can either make person better or disastrous, keep on living man, enjoy life…

  15. 15    Jing January 4, 2007 at 4:51 am

    hey.
    just saw this off somewhere and decided to have a peek. great blog i must say. reading this, i see a mirror.

  16. 16    Amelia January 4, 2007 at 7:06 am

    you are sooo interesting :) i wanna be like you. lol..

  17. 17    jUdeeLeighBoi January 4, 2007 at 7:09 am

    luso

  18. 18    GlOr-ia January 4, 2007 at 8:52 am

    saw ur blog and decided to drop by. well..what im gonna say mayb sounds weird, but read this book , “Purpose driven life” by Rick Warren. I hope it answers your doubt. heh..have a great day~! btw nice blog. *thumbs up*

  19. 19    PaThMa January 4, 2007 at 9:41 am

    hi… fantastic work..really admire ur article… adious

  20. 20    najib January 4, 2007 at 11:03 am

    why are so many people complimenting you?… this post sucked.

  21. 21    MiChAeLa AnNe January 4, 2007 at 2:22 pm

    Long live!!!!!!!

  22. 22    nadieeyah January 4, 2007 at 8:53 pm

    cool…u have same thought wif me…but in the diffrent situation..and condition…hofefully we can make it…chayo!!!!!

  23. 23    gilbert January 4, 2007 at 10:10 pm

    MAOT

  24. 24    sEventEen January 4, 2007 at 11:18 pm

    nice one…keep it up…

  25. 25    Snow January 5, 2007 at 3:47 am

    Reflections. Hmmmm….a dream of somewhere else, the moon brings temporary peace, but not contentment? Seek and you shall find…but make sure you know what you seek, you might overlook it…Happy New Year:-)

  26. 26    -TaTi- January 5, 2007 at 3:51 am

    i like your second last paragraph best…i think its perfect and so expressive. hope u become a writer or just keep on blogging..! Peace to a whole new year from just another person in cyberspace..

  27. 27    vladz January 5, 2007 at 4:16 am

    i amire those people who appreciate the beauty of a fullmun…

  28. 28    Abirami January 5, 2007 at 5:05 am

    Beautiful.

  29. 29    -IPYrO MaNiaC- January 5, 2007 at 7:12 am

    admire people who can play with words so beautifully…

  30. 30    arien January 5, 2007 at 1:32 pm

    not so bad…

  31. 31    rhemz January 5, 2007 at 2:34 pm

    wow !!thatsgood,continue thinking dat…god always be with you!!!GODBLESS!!!!

  32. 32    Ray January 5, 2007 at 7:18 pm

    meant nonthing

  33. 33    Bon January 5, 2007 at 7:26 pm

    nice shot! keep it up bro!

  34. 34    Joan January 5, 2007 at 9:03 pm

    Allow me to express my amazement to your work…Your very sensible…
    Interesting…

  35. 35    hALiKsAuLaP January 5, 2007 at 9:42 pm

    imagination is the only weapon i a war against reality ^_^

  36. 36    aNdiEn January 5, 2007 at 10:19 pm

    nice tattoo

  37. 37    ai January 5, 2007 at 10:26 pm

    wow! finally i read something beyond a gut-level opinion. writing also have three elements-transmitter, signal and receiver and also often suffer from interference. some has a wrong notion that delicate ideas have to be expressed through difficult words or convoluted grammar. but you…. great is an understatement. congrats! impressive!

  38. 38    JuNo January 6, 2007 at 12:31 am

    you are such a sad person…

  39. 39    'ponyang January 6, 2007 at 12:43 am

    i understand you…bcoz i feel the same way too….
    life, sometimes is so unfair even we do nothing but keep on praying and do good things…
    But we need to accept what life has thrown in us…

  40. 40    arleen January 6, 2007 at 1:28 am

    nice to read yeah i agree with u.but sometimes you should accept our failure in life. the acceptance of our self is important to move on.

  41. 41    Eli January 6, 2007 at 4:08 am

    Nice new year entry..and reality really has its weird way of spanking you on your face. I have just been experiencing a lot of that for the past weeks

  42. 42    Jun Wei January 6, 2007 at 4:52 am

    moon will change, as time pass, it changes it shape, as year pass, it changes the distant with us….

    but no matter what happen to the moon, you are till you, nothing will change it besides yourself…

    Getaway from reality is just another way to escape from yourself…
    just like you can rest, but not forever, you can have a break, but not eternity…..

    You can test your courage, but do remember someone, she/he/it/watever maybe nothing to you, but to them you are everything….

    2007 is a brand new yeear, do cherish everyday you have, cherish anybody you know….
    because reality is you maybe gone tomorrow, something or someone maybe gone tomorrow….

    Lastly, i also admire those people who appreciate the beauty of fullmoon… ^_^

  43. 43    LOZER January 6, 2007 at 5:41 am

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  44. 44    Erika January 6, 2007 at 6:00 am

    way cool dudez.

  45. 45    UrI January 6, 2007 at 7:21 am

    nice bloG!! i lovE it!!!

  46. 46    peter January 6, 2007 at 7:49 am

    like sucks, get over with it. you can only deal with the pain in life by accepting it.

  47. 47    Oliver January 6, 2007 at 10:05 am

    damn i thought i’m alone! so good to know that there are other people outhere hu feel the same way as i do.

  48. 48    niNin January 6, 2007 at 6:04 pm

    two thumbs up!!!

    WOW!!!

  49. 49    Garry January 6, 2007 at 8:45 pm

    i dont read blogs much… but yours, really worth reading and striking.

  50. 50    gabriel January 6, 2007 at 8:52 pm

    i love reading your blogs!!!

  51. 51    Sesa January 6, 2007 at 9:40 pm

    Karma’s a Bitch,that’s just how the way it is.
    It doesn’t matter if we had done mistakes unintentionally, it’ll come back to haunt you at the end of the day whether you realize it or not.

    I think that is how God wanted to keep the humans in check, not overstepping them’ boundaries.
    Holla…

  52. 52    mel January 6, 2007 at 9:45 pm

    here’s a fuck to you

  53. 53    Simran January 6, 2007 at 11:40 pm

    very true,your post.

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  55. 55    Christoper January 6, 2007 at 11:51 pm

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  56. 56    rosse January 7, 2007 at 12:04 am

    hi…. friends….. my name is rosse… n .. Im alone …

  57. 57    Matthew January 7, 2007 at 2:04 am

    I like it.. its nice…

  58. 58    AZHIKA January 7, 2007 at 2:09 am

    you know what?…your blogs are really great..i enjoy readin them…well, possibly because i never thought there are still people who much enjoy the beauty of nature…you know, seeing through the beauty of the moonlit…that many of us cant realize….hmmmmm…continue doin your blogs dude…

  59. 59    jayturs January 7, 2007 at 2:58 am

    this is so cool….

  60. 60    Suraj January 7, 2007 at 4:20 am

    wow..i dont know u but man ur words r really powerfull…ur words r suppose to b in a novell..take dis d right way…but u should write more or maybe make a book out of it…cos man ur talented…

  61. 61    gem January 7, 2007 at 4:29 am

    uv got a talent. i like the way u made me feel as if i were the one experiencing the whole scenario. the ups and downs of life, no matter how self-assured u are, its not always the way u want to be.. but that’s it, there is no more beautiful than getting caught up in a situation, and trying your best to really win over it..EMERGENCY!!!!

  62. 62    junniper January 7, 2007 at 7:58 am

    hi………..8’s me junniper.wanna be frenz?

  63. 63    Elbert January 7, 2007 at 9:02 am

    god is just an empty word
    just blank umbrella of people fears,another lies after the flat world

  64. 64    Lowelyn January 7, 2007 at 5:20 pm

    the moon and stars help us realize our significance and insignificance. Life is a mystery unfolded in our eyes as we grow old and mature. Welcome it and just be brave!!!!

  65. 65    joan January 7, 2007 at 6:05 pm

    Well good job, the words are in proper position but I think you must focused in one setting, the title is good and I love it,…

  66. 66    Jan January 7, 2007 at 9:59 pm

    hwd kay ka as in

  67. 67    Melancholia January 7, 2007 at 10:18 pm

    All the accidents that happen, follow the dot.

    I see you’re a fan of Bjork. You express yourself well up there.

  68. 68    Chris January 7, 2007 at 10:58 pm

    I see you got a pang in your heart. You seem to be growing tired of your life..

  69. 69    krija January 8, 2007 at 1:22 am

    tat was wonderful.so meaningful yet so …..

  70. 70    iNuyASHA January 8, 2007 at 3:57 am

    i love your blogs. i really read them.

  71. 71    racheL January 8, 2007 at 4:56 am

    ,hey..what you wrote is really beautiful…

  72. 72    Voughn Ahzir January 8, 2007 at 6:18 am

    impressive!!!
    just hold on tight to whom who sends you here in unconsistent playground of life.

  73. 73    ' '-anthony-' ' January 8, 2007 at 6:34 am

    that was damn briliant two thumbs up :D

  74. 74    jO-aNn' January 8, 2007 at 7:03 am

    wow!! i like ur style and i like the way u express ur self i want to be ur friend i saw my self to when i was young i hope to ur friend

  75. 75    Wilson January 8, 2007 at 8:45 am

    Hey Dude, let nature takes its own course. If something is meant to be, well, no point stopping it, just like me typing this comment.
    LET IT BE

    Good luck dude, having faith in a religion will guide your way.

  76. 76    Syuhida January 8, 2007 at 9:19 am

    Wow. Thats deep. Kinda reminds me of me sumtyms.

  77. 77    Joy Aimee January 8, 2007 at 6:13 pm

    hey..i don’t kn0w y i’m doing dis..i’m just mesmerized by your writing..i just see myself reading some of ur bl0gs..ur gud..u kn0w wat..i think..u’ve been on a hard journey through life..it’s life..just trust HIM..and everything will be gud 4 u..HE won’t do any harm to u..the CREATOR’s just testing u..hope 2 be ur friend..

  78. 78    abelin January 8, 2007 at 7:02 pm

    yeah two thumbsup…….. i love this blog as ive love to be your friend… keep up the good work dude.. God always be with us no matter what… God bless

  79. 79    'LyDia-J' January 8, 2007 at 7:16 pm

    great blog i must say.

  80. 80    Hasha January 8, 2007 at 9:19 pm

    whateva` u said is simply the truth.cant deny that..

  81. 81    dave paloso January 8, 2007 at 9:43 pm

    sana maging friend kaming dalawa…

  82. 82    dave paloso January 8, 2007 at 9:44 pm

    sana maging friend kaming dalawa

  83. 83    ANDROMEDA January 8, 2007 at 10:32 pm

    ….i dont know why im doing this..but you know? i can see my self in you. I also loves to write..hope to know more ’bout you…

  84. 84    robert john January 9, 2007 at 1:18 am

    i have no comment.

  85. 85    Cyborg January 9, 2007 at 1:27 am

    hey! what a remarkable blog! and of course i like those hot pics!

  86. 86    Ewan January 9, 2007 at 1:34 am

    nice bloggg n nice pic too!!! i love!!!

  87. 87    catherine January 9, 2007 at 1:42 am

    ….i really love ur story,i appreciate 8..hope 2 know bwt u..tnx

  88. 88    Johnray January 9, 2007 at 2:10 am

    nice blog! i appreciate ur story, looks like we have same manner of thinking.huh.

  89. 89    Alizza marie January 9, 2007 at 2:32 am

    I like those damn thoughts splattered on my screen. i like the vulnerability. i like the raw emotions. the shameless pain that seemed endless and overflowing. i like the memory that bleeds.and a heart that seeks- for love, silence, expression… what integrity. it’s like a roaring sea.

  90. 90    Alizza marie January 9, 2007 at 2:32 am

    I like those damn thoughts splattered on my screen. i like the vulnerability. i like the raw emotions. the shameless pain that seemed endless and overflowing. i like the memory that bleeds.and a heart that seeks- for love, silence, expression… what integrity. it’s like a roaring sea.

  91. 91    Apol January 9, 2007 at 2:54 am

    reality bites…let’s just accept it,anyways we’re still fortunate and must be thankful bout it. nice blog!Ü

  92. 92    - - misHeL - - January 9, 2007 at 3:06 am

    cool!i really luv ur writings..=)

  93. 93    sexy bhabes January 9, 2007 at 3:07 am

    something scared!!!!

  94. 94    Patrick Allen January 9, 2007 at 3:16 am

    i see your light that’s so dim, i see your soul so dark and in the gloom, i see you as a single star in the twighlight, like a candle in a desert struggling to survive, life is what you want it to be you are the man of your own ship, plotter of your wn voyage and resposible of your own mistakes, just jump of and follow what your heart say, it will set you free from the despair and sorrow, it will lift your soul and make you new, believe in the power of will…

  95. 95    Grya JWs January 9, 2007 at 4:51 am

    Hei, to be honest i raely do admire how you express your feelings into those marvelous and beautiful words. Words that actually hurts but you ahave the magic to transform them into something that actually conveys the truth.
    At fitrst, i kind of didnt agree in what you said, but then again, as i kept on reading your writings, something inside of me hint me. I was actually like you, but i didnt had the ability and the courage to express myself like you.So i kept that silent beacuse i thought it would bring disgracefull but Somehow yor writing helped me to be brave whenever i have the feeling to speak out.
    And its good to know,that this time there are things you realize that actually life isnt that bad.
    And if you take life as a stage and we’re the puppet then we just have to play well and be good pretenders.
    Waitin for your other writings!

  96. 96    Mae January 9, 2007 at 5:03 am

    hurting people is an expression.. dont feel bad when they walk away from you because in a way, you liked that to happen ;)

  97. 97    reza January 9, 2007 at 10:18 am

    it’s sucks!!
    the way the life is..

    it’s sucks we have to live it..

  98. 98    steven January 9, 2007 at 10:37 am

    life is just one package of drama…., funy

  99. 99    sharmila January 9, 2007 at 8:33 pm

    interesting character u r,very creative….to frankly telling you,when i first read your writing i felt a kind of shit,but as times going on and the more i read ur writings i found dat am starting to like those,newey i would like to tell you that life is full of ups down,whateva hard moments dat u r facing,take it as alesson in this life journey and keep praying so that the sorrows will go away and your life will be filled happiness,……be happy ma fren,chayok.:)

  100. 100    -'-DHeSz-'- January 9, 2007 at 9:04 pm

    Yah! ur ryt! w’re in the same think of life u also thoughts!all u have to do now is trust ure self and love it!……….

  101. 101    noralyn January 9, 2007 at 9:48 pm

    i think that is your own conclusion,yeah! but i tell you that is life, ok…. be happy my fren……………..

  102. 102    JR January 10, 2007 at 12:30 am

    wA oisttt…..

  103. 103    Efraim Mel January 10, 2007 at 1:15 am

    WALA LANG

  104. 104    stEf January 10, 2007 at 1:22 am

    interesting, indeed, how people paint a picture of life. at one time they see it as a beautiful experience, a tormentuous tragedy at another.
    “Life is so distressful, you can never get out of it alive.”
    Everyone’s gonna die trying to figure out what they were living for. But for people like us, who see things for what they really are, there are far better things in store.

    **
    A very well written article that deserves much praise. Keep on smacking people in the face with the realities they try hard to deny. =)

  105. 105    - -mark angelo January 10, 2007 at 2:07 am

    what a great article! i love such style of writing. please add me markbeezerherras17@yahoo.com

  106. 106    khlurzie January 10, 2007 at 2:11 am

    nice………
    im out of word……

  107. 107    Joan January 10, 2007 at 2:16 am

    ohhh…8s nice!!!!!

  108. 108    bridge January 10, 2007 at 3:31 am

    is it d talent that is so mesmerizing, the words that is going deeper into meaning or the hard part of each line that makes you feel confused and shattered from the big-big-big WORLD out there? how could you make yourself dream a brighter harmony and serenity in your life when you make yourself hard to believe life has its own twist and turns.miracle or reality is never close if your mind thinks cloudy. it makes a judgement out of curiousities but it makes a clear view out of believing.and i did not also made my self clear out of what i should be saying here, i hope you got me the way i understand your lines…

    peace!

  109. 109    bridge January 10, 2007 at 3:33 am

    is it d talent that is so mesmerizing, the words that is going deeper into meaning or the hard part of each line that makes you feel confused and shattered from the big-big-big WORLD out there? how could you make yourself dream a brighter harmony and serenity in your life when you make yourself hard to believe life has its own twist and turns.miracle or reality is never close if your mind thinks cloudy. it makes a judgement out of curiousities but it makes a clear view out of believing.and i did not also made my self clear out of what i should be saying here, i hope you got me the way i understand your lines…

    peace!

  110. 110    procurve January 10, 2007 at 4:54 am

    ….funny how it was a coincident that we were luking at the full moon at the same nyt… and happen 2 hav writen sumtng we hav in mind at the same tym.. or shoul i say….heart… hir’s mine… Glad if u read it…

    REPENTANT

    Quivering soul behind icy eyes
    While singing the broken sonnet lines
    Lightning covers the full moon’s cries
    And half thy bridge lunatic lies

    Flow of forbidden fantasies
    Whispers orders from vengeful beast
    As the entire body went numb and freeze
    Veins are burning for a little please

  111. 111    Ethan January 10, 2007 at 7:41 am

    Feel the way you feel..
    but the distance I’ve been travelling..never did make life any better..maybe the key of a better life is where we havent searched..

    Cheers

  112. 112    jhoey January 10, 2007 at 9:37 am

    3 claps out of 5 claps! nice try nwez…..

  113. 113    joshua January 10, 2007 at 9:54 am

    hmm hehe galing id0l…

  114. 114    glenn January 10, 2007 at 5:10 pm

    iTs a miRacLe..hOw diD u dO tHat??

  115. 115    Michael-liling January 10, 2007 at 7:42 pm

    COoL man!! one big blog again hehe! with ful of meanings good,, keep that..the last lines are great when u compare ur death to the moon hehe!! but still. inspires me most ^__^ Tke Care ayt!!!..

  116. 116    rAe-sLuG January 10, 2007 at 8:16 pm

    nice…
    like poem…
    i love it!!!

  117. 117    rAe-sLuG January 10, 2007 at 8:17 pm

    dg5

  118. 118    juhaeriah January 10, 2007 at 8:28 pm

    Boy… ternyata ada juga orang yang seperti X suami gw.
    sorry bukan niat nyamain loh..
    loe perlu solusi… find it.
    suami gw aja udah dapet…. yaitu pergi dari “sisi gw dan putrinya”!

  119. 119    Larah January 11, 2007 at 2:04 am

    You have a way with words. Rhythm plays with u. Use it.

    Have your artistry flow through more lyrical thoughts. By this you give a shimmer of light for those who are in the dark; just like the moon lights us up real gently.

    Where u r now is an intense phase of life. Deal with it. Dont let it deal with u.

  120. 120    'aLLan rOn- January 11, 2007 at 4:22 am

    aspiring journalist… ur great!!! love ur works…

  121. 121    joerge January 11, 2007 at 5:19 am

    wow….very nice….

  122. 122    normsnicole January 11, 2007 at 6:07 am

    friend, its natural hurting someone unknowingly, if they feel hurt it means they truly love you, i like ur blog keep it up.

  123. 123    Angelia January 11, 2007 at 9:37 am

    Its nice article.
    If we never do somthing wrong, we never knoe, take the experience dont repeat it again.. Thats called life. Just believe theres nothing too late if you start from now. if you try to do your best and be kind to evrything, just belive there must be good karma waiting after the bad karma.^^
    MAybe u can write what u want to be in the next 5 year with solutions to get your dreams,and do it with all your mind and ur heart..
    life is what you want it to be you are the man of your own ship. Gud Luck for you.^^

  124. 124    pAsAwAy January 11, 2007 at 3:19 pm

    vvraaabooo… gwen_pasaway@yahoo.com

  125. 125    jOsh January 11, 2007 at 7:16 pm

    GET YOURSELF A GIRL MAN!! AND GET LAID.. THAT WILL SURELY WORK, FOR YOU TO REALIZE HOW BEAUTIFUL LIFE IS!! peace! ^_^

  126. 126    Karen January 11, 2007 at 8:27 pm

    brainwashed…nice blog
    hunger must be fed
    and blood tracks will be left behind
    …a life story

  127. 127    Karen January 11, 2007 at 8:38 pm

    Feeding

    I must feed

    anything from you i will take

    scattered thoughts

    scarred emotions

    smiles of the thousand sunsets

    and the borrowed light of the moon

    I must feed on you

    feel the the throbbing of your blood, under my fingers

    slow rush, touching the pulse of life

    i must feed on you, my love

    i must live

  128. 128    BaYLeAf January 11, 2007 at 10:23 pm

    yo man, your words rthyme like no other, rock on, hope to see your new post soon

  129. 129    Christian Mark January 11, 2007 at 11:18 pm

    cool man! great fucking words…ur life was fucking shit!…get laid man!

  130. 130    BETTERthisyear January 12, 2007 at 1:03 am

    would u do it with me christian mark?

  131. 131    iyank January 12, 2007 at 1:38 am

    hm, you are handsame and gentle, I like your picture

  132. 132    KIMO January 12, 2007 at 2:46 am

    wow, nice article.. i enjoyed reading..godbless

  133. 133    ellen January 12, 2007 at 3:12 am

    nice thoughts. grammar: needs improvement.

  134. 134    Herson January 12, 2007 at 5:12 am

    gago

  135. 135    ' ' Normand ' ' January 12, 2007 at 6:39 am

    Glad I bumped on this blog. Nice thoughts you have.

  136. 136    mila January 12, 2007 at 6:49 am

    hi were u from ?!!!!! mzta man cock mo inaalagaan mo ba
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  137. 137    John mark January 12, 2007 at 7:02 am

    life isn’t that bad.. sometimes things might be part of that reality to speak up.. perhaps destiny fall for that but we do remember that is the spices of life that brings us color to complicated immortal life.. i like the way u express it.. u handle good and bad side of life in artistic ways.. life is beautiful we do remember that… always…

  138. 138    'Trixie' January 12, 2007 at 8:07 pm

    don’t ever mind people giving you nasty comments. they just ENVY you. They wouldnt read your blog if it doesnt interest them. Just call them plain LOSERS.

  139. 139    TonCeE January 13, 2007 at 2:40 am

    Amazyng!!! Just be brave enough to face what life could bring, & make it sure you’ll be saved comes Judgement Day…Cia0!

  140. 140    Psychorimau January 13, 2007 at 3:04 am

    GO TO HELL!!! you’ll prob’ly find what you’re looking for :D
    oh and if you do… find kurt cobain for me and tell him to fuck himself! ok?

  141. 141    Psychorimau January 13, 2007 at 3:07 am

    im a loser baby… so why dont you kill me?

  142. 142    Phoebe January 13, 2007 at 3:52 am

    you r cute

  143. 143    thatha January 13, 2007 at 5:36 am

    nothing

  144. 144    Florianna January 13, 2007 at 5:47 am

    i admired ur blog… start writing ur own novel instead…i’ll buy it..

  145. 145    Qthink January 13, 2007 at 6:18 am

    Hey..i luv reading ur blog..if u can express ur life with this beatiful words, i can imagine how beautiful u r..GBU

  146. 146    joanne ville January 13, 2007 at 8:23 am

    i dont care!!…lets live life to the fullest!!

  147. 147    block January 13, 2007 at 11:59 am

    i can see you got the moon behind you. i’ve got the stars by the way. one moon and billions of stars makes the heaven such a very wonderful sight isn’t it? i hope you’ll find that someone who will show you the greatest challenges of this life. peace and more power! ASTER

  148. 148    quennie January 13, 2007 at 5:51 pm

    mhalditho

  149. 149    ' ' ' ' E-G-I-E January 13, 2007 at 8:27 pm

    tol.. pano ba mag publish ng blogs.?? d ko lam weh..

  150. 150    ennaecyoj January 13, 2007 at 8:41 pm

    hi there… nice piece…

  151. 151    - Josiah January 13, 2007 at 10:15 pm

    i’m glad that that you are covered by the wings of God. God will always bless you ! i have my own blogs, if dont mind u guys can visit. it may help u guys and give me some comments. thanks. http://www.thelastrunners.blogspot.com

  152. 152    jeo January 14, 2007 at 1:28 am

    eow poh!!!

  153. 153    Handy January 14, 2007 at 3:16 am

    Very well written…thanks. I really enjoyed reading it ^_^.

  154. 154    marionne January 14, 2007 at 3:16 am

    life is not always a bed of roses. sometimes we feel that we have to getaway from all the stresses, failures, pressures and depressions weve gone through.

    sometimes u need to be alone to find yourself.

    i do believe too that things happen for a reason. some are the consequences of our actions and the others are situations brought to us by God, to teach us a thing or two.

    i know that black represent sadness but even black keys could also create music.

    do something that could define your life. Enjoy every moment of it…good or bad.. because the gift of life is LIFE itself.

    good luck man!

  155. 155    kitty shane January 14, 2007 at 4:42 am

    well all i cn say is i was so scared wen i saw ur pix!!! nce1 boi!!! ciao

  156. 156    jAzZ January 14, 2007 at 4:46 am

    wow!!!your blog is so nice…nice is understatement…but its really good…hope to read more like this beautiful master peice…

  157. 157    -Mae- January 14, 2007 at 5:02 am

    i love this blog, i want to feature it on my page :)

  158. 158    janey January 14, 2007 at 5:31 am

    i luv your sexy pics, very artistic, very human.

  159. 159    ROMEL January 14, 2007 at 6:59 am

    Life is useless without hatred and revenge…followed by silence where anger left behind from peaceful vain…at the end of the time you will understand whats everyones life really for..darknesses and blood thirst from dooming brain of ones. -we shall respect the nature of echoe that calling to retrieve the presence of immorality. -i remain

  160. 160    - Josiah January 14, 2007 at 10:04 pm

    http://www.thelastrunners.blogspot.com Visit here ! give me some comments. thanks

  161. 161    MT' January 23, 2007 at 1:41 pm

    You know men. Let’s play DOTA where you can find SILENCER, “because i think you nid his power to make thing’s more better for you” DARK TERROR where you can find the power to stop the time for a bit. “I know you need that badly to think about your thought’s even only for 5secs, LORD OF AVERNUS. Where you can borrow time for another 5 secs and just in time. DOOM BRINGER!! Who’ll enables you to DOOM WHO EVER YOU WANT TO.

    “Just tell me if you want to experience the real game, we can use GG CLIENT for a better connection ^^”

  162. 162    Nath January 28, 2007 at 7:26 am

    u really know how to write.. i really love ur blog and they way u write everything..

  163. 163    corey April 27, 2007 at 5:37 am

    mis na mis kna lahat ng best friends ko ////////// //////////

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