I just got back from business
trip to Medan, myself and 2 other work mates
held an expo in Hotel Novotel Medan –North Sumatra.
It was a one day thingy, flew there in the morning and back again in the
evening. Quite exhausting but I’m quite refreshed with at least changing
environment beside my usual working place. We had a turbulence a few times and I
wasn’t worry, but Nia (one of my friend) she’s pregnant and so freaking afraid,
she was crying when it was happened. All the newspaper in the plane headlines
was exposing about Adam Air accident (like yea, that’s so helping her with her
trauma).
Anyhoo, from the airport I go to
my friend’s place to spend a night there like I promised him a few days before.
He lived with his boyfriend, a perfect couple for almost 10 years. His house
was something! not so big but comfy and it feels like home. He stylishly arranges his interior to
match and makes the room much bigger, love it there. He invites a friend of his
to join us and we talked for hours until it was almost 3am. I was so tired and
sleepy but I just can’t get enough hearing all of their stories. They are much
older than me, but somehow we have something in common especially talking about
music. He got so many great books (even though I don’t spend that much time
reading), DVDs, magz also photos from his friends and life journey.
I met him not long ago, starting
off from a simple message via internet and suddenly we talked like we know each other long before we met. He’s very wise and open, I adore how his mind process things and
makes a perfect integration when it comes out as sentences. I like to get
advises from people, I appreciate life’s in balancing how my mind actually
works. I remembered Baz in one of his lyrics: “Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply
it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past
from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it
for more than it’s worth.”
I start to take a look at myself.
I’m forcing myself to be happy with working over-time, but I didn’t get what I
want. What I need is someone I could share my life with. That person doesn’t
have to be understanding with all the bullshit follow after, what I need is just trust and endless
communication. When we have those, I’m sure the understanding between us will
pour down like honey from a rock. Many of my friends, either they’re
heterosexual or gay; they push themselves too hard to find a partner. Love
doesn’t mean to be hunted; it will find you when you’re time is right.
Sure we get hurt in many of our
life’s journey; it changed us into a different character as before. But it
never changes what we actually need. A simple metamorphosis of time only
brought a new additional value in every living mind on earth. “When you think you had enough of this life,
just hang on. …everybody hurts sometime.” It was beautifully written by
REM. I think its time for me to go out sometime, after so many months I missed
parties, social gathering, and i should start being in the game, enough with the observer. My best friend
left me, it’s really leaves a mark on me. It just how life’s giving me sign to
be more careful with who I’m hanging out with.
I have to travel the world,
experience different emotions in many lands. Seeking adventures and enjoyment
in cities all across the nation, that’s what I’ll do. I don’t change who I am, just
open my small little window to the world out there. Who knows my luck will fly
by at my window pane. I listen to Heaven Knows (No Frontiers) by The
Corrs version, and it really gives me new hopes in this year.
I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you
-Björk-
Yahoo! Whatta a man!
ur such a dangerous but as i see youre face ur mabait naman can u be a friend of mine
hi freind you im be friend to you
Bah, ke Medan ga jumpa Butet Iva?
Too bad u didn’t have enuf time to taste delicious Medanese food.
great time reading ur works… beautiful stories
nice one!!great!!can we be friends?
once mind cant b describe with a thousand words…
okay naman…sexy and well done
It is good!!!! la masabi
another masterpiece…
hai…..
HI LOVE YOU TXTBK SEXY
Hi, dear friend!
Just to let U know
I am a regular visitor to Medan since 2004,
every month of lst week, I will stay there for 3 days for my business trip.
Next time, if u are to be there, please contact me:
shinchinai@gmail.com
your all photo nice lah!!
have a great time reading your stories….
wow,nice pic..
like our eyes
awesome..nice to read,Thanks
lu percaya rekarnasi ga?
eventhough they know to each other let it flow what the relationship that you had before they are a certain argument of ur blaank but you beetter know it in personal
youre a great guy? ok hope to chat you one this days
nice stories…i lyk ur pic…
nice stories….i lyk ur pics…
nice!!!!!
its unique, but i dont want too.
Life is adventure…
Somehow you’ll goin to
have the right guy for
you!!! Just wait he’ll
just knock your heart!
Have a good time…
i never regret to spend my time reading ur blogs… ur good… ^^,
great one bro
ang pangit
Hmmm….usually, I never interested in giving comments for anyone blog, but yours is different
Gud Job, Pal ! Really nice one…..although ur pic is a little bit scary ;p
Hmmm….usually, I never interested in giving comments for anyone blog, but yours is different
Gud Job, Pal ! Really nice one…..although ur pic is a little bit scary ;p
i love the shots!!!!!
but do u know wat i luv mst?….the butt……its very sexy
i do agree that everyone needs someone who is important to them…
but the world just dissapointed us, things are not as perfect as we think…
anyway, what happens next only Heaven Knows…
i like that song too ^_^
(But i still cannot accept gay, sorry to whom are heterosexual)
hi! i like your post cute mo
ur nice…super..
dude .. how could we found the right one if we never look for it ..
Oh ke medan boo..,
senang rasanya mendapatkan orang yang very metroplois dengan jiwa yang nyeni…,
itu jelas terlihat!!!
hi…well i was scrolling down my friendster home n noticed that ur blog has been there quite a while. took my time to read it as i was depressed n learnt alot. thanks for the eye opening blog. i m feeling much better now as i have went through some hardship recently myself. so THANKS again!
so……..cool man!!!!!!!!
nice blog! i wiush to have a blog like this one!
your pic is very cool,am wait uuuu…..
its amazing person that i saw….nice bro!
what a bpdy bro…i love u…hehehehehe….
i lyk d way u r!!!!
Hi there..
U`re so dark and complicated. U remind me alot when i was at high school.
nice shot!!! this page covers your whole personality!!! Nakz!!! lakas mo pare!!
nice shot!!! this page covers your whole personality!!! Nakz!!! lakas mo pare!!
iiiiiiiiiiii
ok
asyikk dunk k medan
la lang
it’s good you realize that life must go on - the ups, downs, all of it. while others want to have it all, some will only have glimpses or ideas of it. BUT LOVE IT WHEN YOU HAVE THE FEEL OF EVERYTHING!!! SEIZE EVERY DAY!!!
after I read it, I think I need 2 give u some comment. but they eat all of those words out!
u’r great. I can tell.
and I think all I have 2 do, is waiting 2 know u better.
by the way, how d’u do that?
wow this is one of your greatest work ever… i dont really post coments about the blogs that i have read but this one has a different inpct on me..
your astig ha!!!!!!!!!!
nice story and cute pics!!!
can we be friends????
great blog! great blog! great blog! u must be sumone with lots of thought..keep it up!
one soul touching another is altruism in its rightful sense… and that’s your greatest gift
Very nice article, very good outlook on life too. God Bless.
i just browse my account when suddenly there is this feeling that i cant explain y i got so interested to open ur blog…im not interested giving comments on blog but i dont know it happens na lang na im typing it…maybe we do have common after all those years studying and working with my family and friends i still longing for someone, someone whom i can share my life with…but i know that maybe there is a person out there that i will knock with soon and by that time im ready…hehe for now just enjoy appreciating the world can give..fortunate you are that you can travel and explore its beauty unlike me but little things around me can help…great buddy…im interested to be one of your friends…God bless
i am in the phase of my life right now where i am really looking for love… before this, i am always telling myself that love is a gift from the Divine Providence… It will come if it is destined to come… No need to search for it, for the universe conspires in order to make the Perfect Plan transpire…
but now, i feel empty… it’s like breathing with no air… living with no soul… happiness without meaning…
its great we have a lot in common………. nice blog
this is my first time to read any blog so far ang got lucky to end up with ur’s…amazing stories which coincide to mine…your good,,,keep it up.hope to know more about!!!
wow…… nice pict. n so mystery…..
i like it..
“..Love doesn’t mean to be hunted; it will find you when you’re time is right.”
I couldn’t be more agree with you. If only we know our future, then life is could be easier. And Love will not be a mystery anymore. But hey, life without a mystery isn’t a life, rite!?
Your blog was inspired me and many people. Keep on writing, and always be positive like this, u will find it give u many advantage than just having bad thought.
NB: Don’t forget to tell me if u already meet the ‘right person’ carry on .. @_@
love ur blog..
he yahhhhh