I just got home from KL, a business trip the office sent me there
for Account Manager Training: Distributor Success. A two days training that was
really drying out my energy and we absolutely have no time for shopping (damn
it!) I love working actually; some people say I’m over worked that’s why I
don’t have any bf. Maybe they’re right, but a in very small portion of course,
as i always defend myself as a Libra 
so, here I am checking my emails in my
web-inbox from clients, co-workers, inquiries, tasks after three days. And also
doing the resume for my colleagues that aren’t going as what my boss’ request.
Hot diggity-dang! This Volta
album is really something new, vive le Björk!
It’s quite hot in MY, even though it’s raining last night. But
unfortunately I have to wear a smart casual while I’m feeling like tank-topping.
All training sessions I kept drinking cold mineral water and it just won’t cool
my body temperature. Thank God the chair was quite comfortable, at least my butt
won’t get hurt sitting and listening all the presentation and teaching, as I
talked to myself. It was quite crowded; almost 30 Account Managers from
South-east-Asia region only. I start seeing sleepy eyes, fingers tapping
pencils, and as if I could see each balloon thoughts flying all over from their
heads.
It was quite a wall in our first meet up at the 1st day
of training. No one know who, we just guesses who’s who from the names from the
emails we send all these times. The most difficult was names from Thailand ; I
can’t even pronounce it (I think they should pull out our tongue to be able to
pronounce it correctly). Other coming from Malaysia, Singapore, Brunei, Philippines
and special guest: China
AM. This training was also attended by President of SEA and VP Distributor
Success from our head office in Provo, Utah – USA.
The training was about mindset, how we should dealt with
distributors, colleagues from other department and changes should start within
ourselves. I think I already got the point but I’m a man of learning, and I’m
an open book to everything new. Somehow I could feel this kinda training won’t
last long (been there, done that) not being a pessimistic, but it’s true ya
know. Things are changing and we should go through everything in a process.
Whether it’s painful, difficult, harsh, and even bring us tear, it’s still a
process every being must do. We just need to read the signs correctly to get
the best result.
Sometimes people want to be the best by copying someone else, or
the most pathetic thing in my opinion, being somebody else. That’s not the way
folks. People judge us; paradox kept rushing in as form of medication,
treatment and hey-this-is-good-stuff kinda thing. It just builds a wall upon
ourselves, so we are taught to be exactly the same as the world. The hard truth
is, it doesn’t make us feel good by pleasing somebody else.
But as I take myself as “an opener" I realize that life’s
doesn’t care whether you’re down and in pain, it still spinning and give a
hell-to-you-man look. So, why should we care about the world? Being ourselves
is the most precious thing we have right now. Why should we cover
hey-this-is-me inside and play ordinary human out there? Even God couldn’t
change us into something we don’t want to be or do. He can only show us the
door and it is us who must walk through it.
be sad, be hurtful, be happy, be narcissus, be materialistic, be
cold and cynical, be helpful, being the joke of everyone, be angry all the
time, be wise, be cheerful, be sexually attractive, be a bitch, be a holy man
more than the Pope, be naive, be childish, be workaholic, be alcoholic, be
freakin’ rich, be poor, be a thief, be a serial killer, be a single killer, be
psychotic, be political, be smart, being dumb, being odd, or just geek or
geeky geek, it’s your choice.
Life
your life to the fullest.
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