I’m attached now, as my ball of
relationship has roll again and leads me to this Great War between ego and the
immense term of “us”. I’m in love so desperately I would change their world to
match our world or destroy it and make a new one. He filled my puzzle yet he
try to solve my riddles. He shared the essence of Rainer, he taught me to love
again, feel the pain and gain the warmth of my beating heart.
It has been exactly two month
since we shared our feelings and being commonly devoted to each other. It was
different from my past relationship, something unique I cannot figure it out.
The difference was in me. I have become this paranoid person, fragile, I have
freed myself from a well-built cocoon and feel the unseen truth. He made me
realize how defenseless I am to my own feelings. Probably many wounds I had not
totally gone, it is healed as I speak but the marks are still there.
I know that is my own problems as
a grown mature person, I have to think clearly through my logic of what I have
learn all these times. We often disagree with something, the matter is not that
big actually but sometimes –again- we have our ego to won and lead us to
misunderstood complicated situation. I admit I sometimes I’m hurt of what he
said when he’s angry, but maybe he’s hurt too by unfiltered truth. Good thing
is we both respect that difference and still based the same feeling we started
this relationship with. We both realize that we cannot let our personality
being the gap of each our action and words to each other. Instead we try to be
understanding and it does works, we apologize and still remember the lesson
with not forgetting what we’ve done wrong.
I love this man with all my
heart. The first steps were so hard because I cannot trust him in whatever he
does. And he doesn’t feel too comfortable with that, and so am I. It’s like an automated program, my trauma kept on
haunting me. My bad experience has led me to a person where everything is
nothing but lies. Until one day, after we argue I promise to him I would trust
him in whatever he does. And I taught myself that pain is one whole package
with love, one thing couldn’t live without the other one. My rusty door has
open once more and I must trust myself that this time he will close back the
door and stay in forever.
so your in love eh ?. Good. Congrats. At least one of us is feeling that. * hugs *
it’s very gud,,,,,
i feel u…
good blogs
nice….
all s fair n love…love is complementing…good you found your balance. . enjoy the rides
love is blind if both all in love
pwede butng ug blog
Bless u both! Love is where 2 souls share 1 heart. Live like in fairy tales & u’ll b happily ever after. Believe it, it’s true…
bung gmn carax mbuat background agar lebih cantik gitu
Hi wah backgroundnya ok juga
nice. i hope everything goes well for you from now on
living with lies, esecially if your inlove is not good to the relationship.
…. But its good to hear that you’ve realize how to accept your mistakes… its now the time to MOVE ON!
I know how you feel, but always remember in any relationship we can’t predict what would happen next. Saying I LOVE YOU or I TRUST YOU, is not enough to have someone. you have to ask yourself first AM I READY TO HAVE YOU?!…. anyway goodluck!
simply true
Love is sweeter on the 2nd time.Wish you happiness and always stay in love.
it is so easy for someone to express how he feels for another person,but we must also reconsider the fact that like friendship…you cannot trust this four letter word L-O-V-E..it can hurt you..goodluck…
Intense…really for someone so young =). Lots of my friends will find this interesting. They hold the same intensity and passion…
nothing
so bitch!to fall in love again!!!>>>
ya crazy inlove hehehe
but life must go on…
gve respect nlang sa isat isa ok…..
ano yan jowk invite no nlangako fzmarj_gy05@yahoo.com
ur story is nice….good luck to u~~
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dont give up…. for love is a long suffering…..
it’s good
…ummm i think we were the same situation and i can easily relate with your feelings! ..naaah… but the thing is ‘life must go on’ we never know what will happen next? what i did is to pray and asking HIM for giving me enough strenght to face all trials that HE given to me. just move on dude! always wear your killer smile.. ok? have a great time, God bless…
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Love without trust is not love at all. Believe me. It’s not healthy to always feel as if you are cheated. Trust though, in any case, is EARNED. He must prove to you that he is worthy of it.
Well, life if full of promises… love and get hurt..love and get hurt. Its just in the same process till you meet the right person who’s worthy of your love. Never close your door til you get married and thats the time you can ever say to yourself that youve found your other half which will perhaps complete you no matter how strong the winds may come but still you will be willing to stand with him because of Love.
hilo can we f4riend
of memory and forgetting?
hi! im so cute pic,
woah! Though I don’t really know you but you’re a good writer.That’s such a good english! Woah ! You should be an author. I’ll be the first buyer of your book.
amazing! You should consider publishing!!!
sometimes i understand you but sometimes you lost me
I was in the same shoe, then. Now, Im enjoying being single; pretending im taken but very much available.
heloh. .
duh????????????????????
i have no comments!!!!!!!very talinted u..sana pagandahin u ulit!!!
great HuH!!!
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nice to meet you all
go girl!!!
well u’ll never know what wiil happen to you tommorow,hehehe
luv is blind huh!!!
What is LOVE without TRUST!
LoVe hAs ItS OwN UpS aNd DoWns.. jUsT hoLd oN 2 1 AnOtHeR!
bravo…a vry byutiful blog…
love is sacrifice….
nakakamiss ang batangas.. wish ko lang, namimiss ako ng batangas.. hehe..
di pala enjoy dito sa manila.. hehe..
got yah dude!
be strong!!!
hurt is the spice of love!!!
may be your first experience abot love, you were telling some things to yourself like: I should have known he could break my heart, should have known he could walk away. i should have known not to fall so far, should have known it could end this way….but you know, EVERYBODY HAS TO LOVE AND LEARN.
—> this time,you know better what to do. you know now what you didn’t know then!…go ahead and love another but don’t let that another love another aside from you coz ones that happens, A three time loser will never learn!
nice blogs..
Oh well, love is definitely creeping up on you. don’t let it slip away. Love free or Die Hard!
ann
hmm… are you gay? xD
be strong jejejejeje…. v
i could feel how in love you are! please add me…
you did that? wow. c”,)
heLLo…!!!
how are you???
ur a guy whose inlove with a guy too????
This is so true… And I am having this feeling currently… Would it be good? Or bad? *sigh*
I’m so touch because you really love each other. Continue loving one another and don’t change the good side of your love only the bad side so that you will be more strong to fight the urge that will come in your life.GOODLUCK
pls give me a favor,,,,
how can i create my blog and add images about it?
thanks and godbless
nice blog it is very touching…keep it up…..
have a nice day
I get impressed to read ur experience. Great, touching….
he….he…he…he….heeeeeeeeeeee…..
i wana introduce my self 2 u, so hw do u do?
he’s gay?!
he’s gay?!
wzuupp!!!guyzZZ..
it seems your bothered with your past relationship,.. trust is one of the main ingredients of any kind of relationship and you have to work for it.
its seems that u suffer a lot from the pain but make it a step to have joy in life , learnt form it …and move….
LOVE - the most used and abused word in this world.
Love is too beautiful to describe in words …
I myself are in love & it makes me complete …
love is not love unless you feel joy and pain. Ü
love is unconditional,..,
hi
eow? poE ztah?? kAunG lHt>….
hEy wAzZuPp
i find your story very interesting..
wish we could be friends.
pls email or txt me
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I am truly touched by your posts. I’m wounded though I must admit that when we love someone we need to set him free. I do believed that if he comes back you are meant to be. When we are in love, these intense and overwhelming feelings, often dangerously forgetting that it has consequences. And that is to get hurt. Your true feelings are very visible. I hope you’ll find true contentment.
This one is profoundly written. I can feel the emotion.
Carpe Diem!
full of emotions…gudluck
oh God! welcome honey… i was electrified by your words.. i admit i’ve seen my relationchip embedded in your words..horrible…just to honest but sweet… love is sweet…