Bra1n-w@shed

I have learn few things regarding my new life with him. We have
shared every
thoughts, joy, pain, sadness, jokes, heart with all it complicated
meanings yet we understand each other.

Every hard times due to our unforgiven past has set us into
sweet trouble. But somehow we understand that two different individuals set
into one same relationship is the whole meaning of love, itself.

But sometime the love has turn out to be so enormous, I barely
cannot hold it alone. It set me trapped into a dependent person, dangling my
life on his hands, caring yet firm hands.

I released myself into words and music, and this track is
what I felt inside…deep inside.

Cripple and the
Starfish by Antony
and The Johnsons

(Taken from album
Antony, 1998)

Mr. Muscle forcing bursting
Stingy thingy into little me, me, me
But just "ripple" said the cripple
As my jaw dropped to the ground
Smile smile


It’s true I always wanted love to be
Hurtful

And it’s true I always wanted love to be

Filled with pain

And bruises

Yes, so Cripple-Pig was happy
Screamed " I just completely love you!
And there’s no rhyme or reason
I’m changing like the seasons
Watch! I’ll even cut off my finger

It will grow back like a Starfish!

It will grow back like a Starfish!
It will grow back like a Starfish!"

Mr. Muscle, gazing boredly

And he checking time did punch me

And I sighed and bleeded like a windfall
Happy bleedy, happy bruisy

I am very happy
So please hit me
I am very happy

So please hurt me


I am very happy

So please hit me
I am very very happy

So come on hurt me

I’ll grow back like a Starfish

I’ll grow back like a Starfish
I’ll grow back like a Starfish
I’ll grow back like a Starfish

I’ll grow back like a Starfish
I’ll grow back like a Starfish
I’ll grow back like a Starfish
I’ll grow back like a Starfish
Like a Starfish…