Yesterday the moon was at its
most beautiful. The color was very orange almost blood-red, as big as if it’s
giving so much protection. I smile and just silently looked up at the clear
night sky, letting my mind roam free.
Time is sliding away from my hands,
when she starts counting on my days I could never remember who I am and where
I’m standing. My life was nothing but a big wide space to let people draw upon
it with their colors: black, grey, violet, red and another black. What? Yes, I
still consider them as colors, so it is in my world and me as its monarch.
Where I could jump, scream, cry, pray, orgasm between my wisdom and even afraid
of the nothingness, it is all possible in my self-cocoon-shelter.
Away from realm world and step
into so-called-reality, I hear voices calling my name. Letter by letter, soft,
tender and addictive, please welcome love. He’s so gentle I could hang on to
him forever, never feel bored or nauseous. But sometimes the love is so great
it brings me fear. The fear of losing and left behind, the fear where I don’t
have myself anymore since the moment I’m giving in to his hands.
Then start come pain, it grew
slowly, crawling inertia creeps it began to nurture myself into someone fragile
and defenseless. So confusing because that pain comes from the very same heart
at first giving me comfort! Every power within just surrendering to it, leaving
no space to breathe or think or even dance to its death rhythm.
Life knew me so well, he told
time to stop for a while so I could think. Up in the roof-top, I just sit there
alone, listening to the sound of the night, my heart beating slowly almost in a
stop mode. Quite. Peace. Nothing. From that nothing I have something to believe
in: myself. From all the weary episodes of my life, I began to see my
interlude. I see that the love that we both develop is actually crystal clear
and very see through.
We always overlooked from the
very same spot we connected, the vibe is there but we didn’t feel and listen.
That love is actually there, just like the truth everyone believes, so alive
like the air every creatures breathing. Even though we’re so different,
actually we have so many likenesses in each other. A puzzle completes another.
Truth is painful, but it always
telling us the right thing to do.
The truth is painful, but anyway truth is the best way. When you work out with the truth, then he’ll set you free. As always, “the truth will set you free”
AHUH LOVE HURTS!
its better to be loved and lost..than never loved at all..
love love love… what’s good in that..
hurt is the reaction of the heart when it disagrees with what our mind tells us. we know what to do but we just can’t accept it..
I never had any doubts about love.I know it’s there.I know i’s beautiful.But I’ve never been given the chance to keep it.Either to keep there or to keep it beautiful.It always ended up in tears and pain.And,I do too feel it coming from the same heart that gave me all those beautiful feelings that came along before them.
Baby,I don’t know exactly what you’re goin through.But whatever it is,just listen to your heart.If you feel like stopping,then stop.If you feel like moving on,then do so.And no matter how it’ll end,at least.. you were being honest to yourself.At least,you did what you wanted to do.At least,you tried.So there shall be no regrets. Love you *hugs and kisses*
truth just like a clearly confusing puzzle sometimes…. and yeah from you description, you seem know more how to cope the truth….
wow! (gaping)
…………..
there’s thin line between truth and lies… whichever we choose, we will experience pain but later on, peace…
we all need some truth some time.
wow!i fee for you☺
LOVE is always gives us balance to learn…happy and sad…you will learn to correct mistakes because of love…love makes us a strong individual to face the more challenging world…that is life!
nice blog…
which one is BETTER ???
- nenek2 lg jahit diatas kursi goyang
- orang duduk diatas pohon
- kelinci
- ato orang lg sembahyang
[itu tuch... aku lg ngobrolin guratan2 yg bs kita liat d "pnampakan" bulan wkt purnama]
~ beautiful made by nature, human make some pretty….. (n we know: c h a n g e is certain)
which one is BETTER ???
- nenek2 lg jahit diatas kursi goyang
- orang dudukNeduh dbawah pohon
- kelinci
- ato orang lg sembahyang
[itu tuch... aku lg ngobrolin guratan2 yg bs kita liat d "pnampakan" bulan wkt purnama]
~ beautiful made by nature, human make some pretty….. (n we know: c h a n g e is certain)
[abaikan comment sbelumnya! ada yg salah ketik ^^]
wat more can love do???
ayos lang
Wewwwwwww !!!!
Have u ever think that actually we love other people more than we love ourself that why we’re end up hurt all the time?
probably we should learn to love ourself more , before we learn to love others..
i am more like you, that’s why i know exactly how u felt.. and its aint easy .. but if we never learned then we will end up the same isnt it?
love is cinta….love is mahal…love is love…
kaya nga di ako nagmamahal, natatakot akong masaktan…..ewan pero im hoping pa rin na dumating yong taong pinagpipray ko……
how a nice piece is it your true experience? somtyms we nid na masaktan p muna bago natin makita kung ano ang tama not bad because its a part of living……..
u have to write a short story or novel. i think u have a talent to be a writer. okay?
i love your writing…
you should take all the consequences when you fall in love…being hurt is part of it…
you should take all the consequences when you fall in love…being hurt is part of it…
Love..don’t judge it..it is beautiful to those who knows to appreciate and understand..
love until you hurt…then there will be no more hurt but only MORE LOVE…
Hurt..be friend with it and by doing so..you will more appreciate love.They are great GIFT from God to you..
*Beautiful thought of yours, i like it..*
“Truth is painful, but it always telling us the right thing to do.”. Yeah… Sometimes, we don’t have the choice but to accept the truth, what ever will be it’s outcome, we must know that telling the truth will lead us to the right way… it’s just a matter of acceptance… ^_^