Have you ever wished for
something and in seconds it comes true? It was one evening on my work days,
after waiting like idiots since the server crash from 3pm, I took my bag pack
and just go home. Well not home exactly; I always hit the gym as I always to,
not far from where I’m working.
That evening the gym was a full
house, with builders, gossipers, eye-shoppers and free-soda-drinkers. Various
types of bodies from well built to jingling fat, all were walking up and down
the stairways, talking, laughing or just trying to hide their erection in that
man-paradise. I just grab my towel from the counter; go to my locker to change into
shorts and pair of sneakers.
As I walking to the cardio area,
my head just play a particular song, it was Sophie Ellis Bextor – Take Me Home,
I believe it was. I just dunno why all of a sudden it roll inside my noggin’.
Unexpectedly, the speaker from my fitness center played the same song! For you
guys who thought “what’s so weird about that?” well, lemme tell you this that
coincidence doesn’t happen only once or twice! Actually it did happen couple of
times with different song I wish be heard.
Not only that time, when I was
waiting for the bus the sky was blue and not a single cloud upon it. I was pondering
if it rained, it wouldn’t be so hot with the sun’s intense lighting. And it
did. I was jaw dropped looking outside the bus window and then I looked up the
sky and saying: thank you. Well, we all gotta be grateful in everything we
experienced aren’t we?
Quite funny to think sometimes
that our lives are built from pieces of coincidences, an accidental moment we
want it to happen but sometime we thought it’ll never be. The power of our mind is actually very strong to control what happen around us, some people just
don’t know that they have it and can use it! The pity thing is it only happens
with small stuff in my life, but still I appreciate the small things. I love
details, and only details can show how perfect my life is.
Even though I could never change
something enormous in my life at least He showed me I could. The saddest thing
is, I could never change or moved someone’s heart. Men can never control
someone else’s heart and mind. Even God only can show humans the way and the
option lies within our hands. I could never change someone’s heart, even though
deep inside I’m desperately wanted to. All I can do is hoping that time will
show him the truth of how I exactly feel. All I can do is waiting and hoping.
Coz hope has a place in a lover’s heart.
” If you really want something, the world will co-operate with you to make it happen “, The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho ( more or less,that what it means.. in English .. Hehe ).
And, yes, one’s heart is for that one person to control. No matter how great of power we possess,we can never change a “heart”.
If we can, we’re all would be happy little tiny creatures walking around in this little place called earth..:).
* hugs and kisses *
Miss you heaps !
“Coz hope has a place in a lover’s heart.”–> so true.
tho as time goes by, I’ve been living with it side by side n lamentably they age and wilt. one after one, on and on. so I started to learn that hope has nothing to do with having it met, it’s just sumthing that occupies a place in us without permission n more often than not, what we do is perseveringly or at times, fruitlessly hoping.
It dawns on me that hope is always there in a lover’s heart n u cant get it out once it’s there, so it’s either bitter or a bliss at the end of the day.
Do u ever sleep? I realized you can only quiet a frustrated heart with a calm and open mind,untainted by hypocritical perceptions, unjaded by the world’s realities. Always remember that the truth of your existence lies deep within the recesses of a peaceful and faithful heart.
The Alchemist an 11 minutes are the only well writtent books of paulo Colho… everything else he wroite is junk.
About the Entry;
Maybe you have an ESP.
I’m enjoying reading your writings..very human,if you know what i mean..i just happen to read two of your collections..your wrtings always boil down to love..wanting someone..very tricky but convincing..
your words are deep and meaningful! how amazing ur mind could be!
somehow by ur words, u can move a person heart and mind:)