Softness of Norah’s voice in her
song “Nearness of You” just friendly-accompanying
me in this rainy night of
November. There’s a lot of changes happen in a zap of light, I mean rapid,
really. I lost my job after more than 2 years, we are late paying the rent, a
space we lived in, me and my boyfriend, and this whole situation just changed
me totally.
I always believe that there’s
God’s plan in all this changes, the sweet Lord wouldn’t lead us to the valley
of shadow won’t He? There’s nothing more changeable than the changes itself.
And the condition where I put my mind and spirit now just brought me to a new
vision. That the universe is answering to my calling, my part now is just
receiving.
I lived in a situation where I’m
comfort at, ya know, where the grass is green and the weather just perfect. But
this is no good, coz I have a goal that I have to fulfill. An intimate ambition
towards a mutual personality and self development. It takes more than 300
Spartans or 4 super heroes combine all together for me to achieve my dreams. If
50 Cents were here, he would say: “Get Rich or Die Tryin”..haha.
I always dream of a better
living, I’m supporting myself together with my spouse, we’re having a nice
descent living place in New York. Me running my own art gallery, filled with
creativities from all over the world. With a little black cat and
soft-light-brown wall colors, where we have 3 bedrooms and a mini-bar. If I
peeked out to the window in the morning, I’d see busy day of NYC filled with
hedonism and individual-workaholic-pressured-world. We’d have two cars (one
Japanese and one Italy) in the garage, a butler, a chef and a handyman.
But again, to have all the things
I’m dreaming above, I must have something to smack me up and get my ass to
move. So, life has giving me the key and lead me to the door. I’ll start
applying for Canadian citizenship, start my life from scratch there, then in
the next few years I’ll hop into USA and living my life in New York. All I
gotta do is believing, working and praying and the universe will start do the
rest.
A little thunder and wind along the way wouldn’t hurt, coz all I see up
front is my new Jerusalem.
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