My big day has come finally;
Björk’s live in Jakarta February 12, 2008. It was supposed to be my time of cheer and
joy, but it was ruined by the selfish act of my bf. He intensely, every single
day told me not to come to her concert even though he knows how much I love
Björk. I know not much people got the vibe in Björk’s music but I do. I got
every strings tangled of her sound idea and my soul, just like a big ball of
yarn.
What make it worst, one day
before her concert, he act so cold and cynical-o-meter just went off the chart.
I mean, HELLO, what is it about Björk that he hates so much?? If he never liked
her, don’t go and stop making a fuss when the fact other people like her and
willing to spend his cash to buy once in a lifetime concert. He really made my
day by saying things like “You’d know what is like to be number 2 or 3 after someone else” or “For the very2
last time I want u to know that I am very disappointed of what u’ve decided”.
I’m a freak and all, but this is
already crossing the state line here. I mean, is not like I’m going to marry
Björk for god sake or killing somebody or hack the entire network of this
nation. You know what, before I met him I made a promise to myself that IF
Björk is willing to come to Jakarta I will skip out of work, sell something for
her ticket and nothing can stop me. In fact, last year I was so nuts I’m
willing to go to Aussie just to watch her live in Sydney (but the plane tix was
far more expensive than her tix concert :o).
So, it is a miracle happing here
that she’s coming to my town with the concert place just a cab away. Until
today my bf still ignore and being cold on me (and of course he said no, such a
denial is it?) and I’d take the sarcasm with a big heart. But why is it going
to a freakin’ concert becomes so complicated for somebody and must ruin the
mood of somebody else??
I’m sorry baby, I do love you but
please grow up.
This is my world , this is who I am
and I’m not tryin’ to give up myself to make your life better.
Darius Rucker - This Is My World
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