See, when I get the
strength to leave
You always tell me that
you need me
I have made my decision in this
chapter. Had enough of this drama I’ve been avoiding but always come back
haunting every time. I thought I’m in love but no, this is not real love. Love
would never hurt each other in a way both of us can’t understand. It only tells
us what’s right and acceptance of together to walk in the light.
And I’m weak cause I
believe you
And I’m mad because I
love you
Sometimes we are blinded of how
sweet the feeling is, but memories will always there even though the colors
fade away. We’re just merely human, nothing wrong with trying to be someone we
always wanted to be. Sound of changes always calling until the time has come
for us to see.
So I stop and think
that maybe
You can learn to
appreciate me
Love always comes back for me no matter how hard time I’ve been
passing. All I can learn from it are the feelings I’m enriching into my
soulless mind. Words by words you softly speak will always there, no one can
erase it. But in time those words are just words and never turn into sacrifices
and I’m tired fighting this war alone. Too much blood is shed; too many wounds
I’m revealing, until the feelings are slowly gone.
Then it all remains the
same that
You ain’t never gonna
change
Just let me go and leave me die
in peace. I’m trying to live the life I’ve lost long ago when I’m busy trying
hanging to you. Maybe I’m not the one you looking for, to many chances we tried
and this situation makes us both weary. The future will always have something
for you and it’s time for me to be out of the picture. I will always love you,
it will never change; I hope you can take this lesson and be much more mature.
wow!!! what a courage!i really like this post! i can relate…
B-E-A utifullll ..
nice…i really can relate..
Nice post…. hope that you’re relieve now… hehehe… Your simply the best… you know how to play with words… hmmm…. And you made crazy in love with your writings!! wahahaha!!!
i noe how was that feel…it muz be hurt rite..be strong k…
wow..im touched… thats true, i can feel it,,,
It may be a lame cliche but I’ve been there.. It’s torture, it’s rock-bottom, but you’ll get over it.. it may take years but you will.
One thing that made me get over him was listening to this music “Almost Lover”. You may not be familiar with it but it kinda sooths the savage beast inside should hell broke loose in yah!!
All the luck for you!! And remember, “this too shall pass”!
“Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do”
i really love this msg…life must go on….
oh god!This is something I wanna hear from you and this is something I wanna hear for myself. You are so adorable!And you know,at the end of the day..you know,you will never regret it. It would be just one of your millions courageous act. You’re undeniably fighter! This is just the best post I’ve read on you blog. I picture you now with a chin-ups. Also,I love those lines in between your words. Is it a song or a poem?
p.s.
I’m still your big fan and will always be. Cheers!ツ
hey,,,leh knalan gaq???
i can’t say anything but I wish U’ll get your true love someday
dont be so sad……..
life must go on…..
find a new friend………
i was so touched.. you are trull, madly inlove.. but how naman un!!!
love that… evn if its sad
like the aroma of coffee,
or the distinct smell of his musky perfume…
like pictures of happy dates,
or the butterflies in my
stomach…
i shall not want…
but i still crave
and the cravings
are much too difficult…
just too difficult
to let go..
Adorable..yet touching..
playing within your soul to be strong..
someday u’ll find the answer u’re looking for..
memories just memories..
forget the past..
live for future..
nice,i heard that before,sing by Ashanti(Foolish)!! love can be so sweet and wonderful but it hurt so bad when we lost it……
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nice… ayos… papasa ka na sa philosophy of love…
damn!does it mean that “love has a habit of coming back” also?
very well said my friend, i know what it feels like.
i’m stuck right now…got nowhere to go…i’m caught between loving him and leaving him…it’s really hard to work things out with someone who doesnt appreciate us…i am done sacrificing a lot just to be with him…and i have nothing to give anymore…so i am glad that i finally got the courage to stand and pick up the pieces…it’s gotta hurt but i know i can make it…you can make it…we can make it…
ur a taLented p0et..im a poet too but n0t as gud as u.. i kn0w the filing of l0ving sum0ne huz n0t giving u the assurance of a Lyftym c0mitment c0z i came fr0m a faiLed marriage.. but i kn0w @ i bLiv in a saying “that this to shaLL pass” jzt have faith that GOD kn0wz wats best 4 us @ HE wiL giv 8 in the ryt tym, m0r than wat we asked 4.. GODBESS!!!
love ur body….thats really
hainaku…chuvachuchu…..
hay!!!good bless to all!!!!
and always take care
applause…!!! Love s nt really enough… Sumtyms even f we luv a person too much, 4 sum reason we hav 2 give dem up! Not 4 our own sake but 4 d benefit of both..! Bcoz sumtyms dat too much pain inflicted to us we can not stand it anymore, we dnt hav a choice but 2 gve up and w8 4 what s destined 4 us, bcoz in tym luv wil find itz own way…
nice one dude….
i can relate with this one..
just continue growing up..
leave the painful things behind..
i really like this cause it touches my life….
nice one,somehow it touches my heart and soul.i just wish love is forever….
nice blog again my friend.just think God first n foremost.just pray and He will give you strength when you’re weak and will provide your needs as you trust Him.He will direct you in a right path.
wow ,. haha ,. lot of guts eyy ?
how may difficult our life is still this is our life….we can do what may dicision we made just pray to God and God will listen to you……………
i can feel it bro..haha as if kilala qta..nka2lungkot..wish,i can express myself gya mo..dont worry,loneliness wont kill you,the wound may nt be healed overnight,may leave some scars..in the end u’ll get over it..promise..You’re a good poet..touch po aq..
ganda naman!!kaka touch..
how i wish ganyan ka matured lahat.. nagmamahal lang talaga sya… were the same, all we need to do is to fight for our feelings and lean it on to God.. He will guide us always.. A love that is answered by prayer is worth keeping.. o di ba!
nice words..
sometimes.. lives isn’t fair..
like me..
fear no one..
care no one..
love no one..
die alone……..
so touch… i can relate to my self! the best medicine is prayer just trust Him everything will be alright.
I’m also in the process of healing a broken heart now…I’ve done enough. I’ve heard enough. And enough is enough!!! But I guess we never really can measure the intensity of one’s feelings…We are never get tired of loving someone. But what’s more important is we learn to love ourself first. Keep on going!
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i like it…soo strong kahit sinu makakarelate…^_^
just can say..wow!!!!!!!!!
no coments
i love all
Hi!!!!!thanks…..for the message….Hu u?????????????
i can relate to every words..! it’s so beautiful.. the way you put the feelings into words…
I’m glad u’re ending the chapter. As for me.. I’m still to weak to let go.. so I’m still lost in this drama, full with pain n heartaches.
HI THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOUR PAGE HERE!!YOU AMAZE ME SO MUCH!!!SO PLEASE LET ME KNOW YOU AND LET ME BE YOUR FRIEND….I ADMIRE PEOPLE WHO CAN EXPRESS THEIR FEELING EXACTLY WHAT THEY FEEL INSIDE SO PLEASE IM BEGGING!!!ADD ME UP!IM MEA HERE IS MY EMAIL ADD// mea_q@yahoo.com ok!!!im counting on you!!dont let me die…lol
their something as new to me,for the i goest here………….for better life time………….OK JOKE,JOKE………
still..
oh my god..
:c
I felt the same as you do..Just that i can’t describe it in words.talking is my way..it does release the pain.Anyhow past is past.what matter now is the future..
hi
touching..really beautiful
am soo…touched when i read your page..ganyan tlaga ang love..kng tlagang love mo ang isang tao ma22 kang mgparaya..mgpray u lng kay Lord ibbgay nya s u ang 22ong love,ok…
A very nice expression of feelings through words =)…thumbs up!hope u felt much better after having a lot of fans on ur blog =))
“And I’m weak cause I believe you
And I’m mad because I love you”
sometimes love, really drive us crazy…
i know u can find a right person in ur life and if u can find her dont let them go… bEiNg deePLy LoVEd bY sOmeoNE giVes yOu sTrenGtH,WhiLe LoVing sOmeoNE dEEpLY giVEs yOU cOUraGe…
Hi there, Im also going thru what you are too. Yea is tough to Love someone who doesnt know or how to appreciates yet they still can flirt behind you or even forget about your existence .. Is also tough to let go when he has become part of our lives. at times , i can put up a fake smile and even treat it like nothing happen but the pain is there when they simply have no time for us .. busy with work , busy knowing other babes .. what are we to them ? theres seems to be no answer.. Why do we lose to other babes ? arent we caring enough n understanding enough ?? I gave 99% space isnt that gd enough .. haiz
i have never read a blog as heavy as yours…so heavy that it makes my eyes drop. I always am a lover of literature. And I find your blog a literature, something one should study in school. So deep are the words, much more the thoughts between the lines. I just read the latest blog..hope i’ll find the time to read your previous blogs. Please add me to your many fans…nerak_gab@yahoo.com
Good work! Keep it up!
god is my refuge?
I couldn’t get enough of reading this. I’m happy for you. You can laugh now to the whole world I think….
…and fall inlove again
i can relate to ur feelings really well.do put up more.cos all thats in my heart,u can put it in words.its amazing.and im crying now.cos i thought im alone going thru all this..this is my first relationship and its hurting me more that i can ever bear..
it’s very wonderfull…
touching…parang nabitin pa ako…grabe heavy…huhuhu
add me
finally i’ve found a being with so many words to express the deepest feelings.good for you.coz there are many out there screaming like mad but no one hears them..
pity huh?
so, there we are. reaching for friends-a shoulder to cry on, a hand to hold on, an ear to tune on.
perhaps none would understand, just plain listening.
but the burden is shared.
remember that, friends.
really love 8…..love it,,,,
i feel for you dude. i think we’re kinda sitting in d same boat. 8 hurts too much to let go, especially when you promised to stay no matter what. but we r simply humans not “superhuman”, for once we have to have the courage to turn our back and stop being d “martyr”. we ol deserve better and happy lives and sacrifices has to be made.
just think…d ka nag iisa!
This is beautiful.. i may not know you.. but i really do admire your work..
quote … “Maybe I’m not the one you looking for, to many chances we tried and this situation makes us both weary.”
i wish … someday i have the power to said out loud to him … i wish …
i left him even though i’ve promised i wouldn’t..but i wasn’t able to hang on anymore..it hurt too much..so,i cn relate to your writings..do u mind if i repost diz in my blog?
sure, as long u write the source
The secret of life is letting…the secret of love is letting it show…In all that I do, in all that say…lyrics from the song entitled completely by ana laura..
Buddha once said that clinging causes suffering. As a strong buddhist, i understand this concept but i cant seem to practice it. I’m going through the same thing u’re going through.. Love is too sweet and it makes us lose our sense of direction. Once it’s taken away, we still crave for it.. We feel as if we’re dying inside when love is suddenly taken away. However, i guess time will heal everything. Just believe in urself.. U can do it..
wow… this is really nice… especially ur concept on where sometimes we are blinded bec. love is too sweet.. that we might get lost bec of d memories we had.. but maybe time will heal evrything…? i wish ill have d courage to say this to him…
“Just let me go and leave me die in peace. I’m trying to live the life I’ve lost long ago when I’m busy trying hanging to you. Maybe I’m not the one you looking for, to many chances we tried and this situation makes us both weary. The future will always have something for you and it’s time for me to be out of the picture. I will always love you, it will never change; I hope you can take this lesson and be much more mature.”
..,.im not that
mature..,but i know,i understand and so great that you’ve stiches the wordand to make a nice pattern so everyone that will read this will try to see what you really mean…and my favorite line “I’m trying to live the life I’ve lost long ago when I’m busy trying hanging to you”
hi! u know what i find u intriguing! u really write very well..its really touching…and rich with emotion…very deep..reader would probably felt the emotion that goes with it..its really amazing how u can weave words after words and create a great thought..kip it up
take tis lesson n b uch mor mature?