Kadang harap tak perlu dicari.
Ia datang seperti fajar yang
perlahan bersinar.
Sorry it’s in bahasa Indonesia, I
made that up; you should ask to your Indonesian friends for translation. But why
did I start my writing with that nonsense? I was thinking about all the things that
have been going on lately in my life, in my small heart.
Too small for all the big
feelings I have experience, the sad, the joy, the laugh and the sorrow. It
makes me wonder how I could handle all the heart breaks all these times. Such an
enormous journey towards happiness isn’t it? A small gland in our brain that
controls all the major muscles in our mortal physic, that taught us how fast
the heart should beat, how many the blood flows or how wildly our breathing in
every single seconds.
I’m not here to teach you guys
about love. You already know it since baby, how you felt your parent’s love,
well, not me, I never know my parents. But the point is I’m just a bit
bedazzled by how love makes the complexity in every major moment of our
life. I
told my bf in our conversation by phone last night, that I love him so dearly. We
never know why because it’s unexplainable but what we do know, it’s not simple.
Yes we could say that 4 most
famous letter in the world so easily, but we never know it comes with
responsibility, great courage to walk in, clear mind to solve each steps,
loyalty to what we started and most of all resistance to its pain that included
in the package. Its trash if you say love is lollipop lane all the way, we
cannot turn our face to only one side of the road. There’s pavements we must
watch out for perils, loving is like a war and we are the soldiers.
I’m a person of well-prepared for
everything in my life; well a perfectionist can’t leave anything behind right? So
I asked again to my bf, are we will be this way forever or at least 5 years
from now? He said stop talking gibberish again and ask me why did I asked him
that. I said is it wrong for a person to know their future? And he didn’t answer
and told me to go to bed. It makes my mind more confused on the steps ahead of
my relationship. I need security and a hand that willing to hold me for the strong
winds ahead in my journey.
Well, I guess a man can’t have it all. Even answers.
Love is also blind if you’re wondering why.
You are an intelligent guy..as I can see.YOu are gifted to write with a looks.Don’t let your heart govern over your mind,that’s the reason why our brain is in the head not in the chest.Feelings can be deceptive and even destroy you…when you fall in love don’t give your 100% unless you know for sure that he is the one for you…well,expecting lifetime love for the same sex is imposible: instead give your 60% so that you have something to get when you fallback….
Please let me know if you still have any other blog than this.
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man always like that, they r afraid to give comitments, but women, always want scurity. Just look the answer by yourself. there are clue’s surrounding you. and be patient
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Terimakasih sudah berkunjung ke fs saya, salam kenal…..
Loving is a wonderful emotion one could ever experience. Hurting could be considered too. They are but companions of the heart. In loving you have to expect that hurting will follow. You will never appreciate how you love if you will not feel the pain. The beauty of it lies within that unappreciated emotion. Ironic but it is true.
You can only love someone to the fullest but can never get any assurance that you will be reciprocated with same intense of emotion. After all, freedom comes along with it. You can never dictate someone to fall for you as much as you do….you just have to be satisfied with whatever is being offered.
I know that it is hard to accept the silence of one’s heart when you want to hear it speaking. Perhaps, we just have to learn the language of it…we must know how to feel.
Be blessed.
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hi….ill already read ur last bLogs. that was so deep words, meaningful, strong….sometimes i dont trust the words we called ” LOVE” but everyones needed indeed.
Hi, i nvr miss your blog. Thats why i knew you change your name. I bet love made you do this. Love wont hurt, if so..then it is not love. Find your real one who will give you nothing but joy. You deserve it..
love is not something dat we can chase,it’ll come when we stand still n linger around us juz like a butterfly wit a flower..in life,we’ve been fix wit our own path and destiny..its all up to us to create de route,whether it straight or full with obstacle..and de end of de journey,will determine our own achievemnent,not on how many times we have fall,but how many great things that we’ve done each time we fall..and dun give up if u don find ur true love now,keep searching and be a great soldier in ur own war of seeking for de pure love..u can make it!
well..hai!i’m malaysian gurl…i just want u 2 be patient…love is blind…so you have try 2 find a new love and dont 2 much think about it…your lover will come 2 you…..just wait k…
cool dude, It’s 2 Cool 4 Discribe
..hello!!
i like your msg huh!!
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Kadang harap tak perlu dicari.
Ia datang seperti fajar yang perlahan bersinar….. thats really deep… beautiful and meaningful…
Love.. when time stop in a rainbow of hope and beauty…
sana naman makita ako ng mga ka klase ko?
yeah… love is surely pain…i dnt knw any words best to describe love… coz love is a subjective mass of wieghtless feeling…but u put ur thought into a great word… i like it..
wtf
hi it’s very cool yeah..
i love your blog.the way you write.you’re very talented.but i disappointed your personality.i’m sorry to tell.open up your eyes.seek the real happiness.having relationship with same sex is temporary.try to find a girl that will make you happy for a lifetime and have a happy home.
nnnnnnnnnahhhhhhhhhhhhhh…..be ready for the break up..u know relationship from the start will come to its end because a person indulge in a relationship just for sex is not a good foundation specially when the two of you are both male..the relationship has been made because the two of you indulge in sex and after that you now like its other,,,see,,the start of the relationship is sex…just keep the frienship..its matter a lot
I was so touched how you express your pain,loneliness and disappointment in love..i too been hurt before so i understand how are you feeling right now..my frustrations with my past relationships made me distrustful to all men who attempted to have a deeper relationship with me.it’s wrong i know to have these presumptions about men coz not all are the same.hope that you realize this too.always remember that there’s no such thing in this world as perfect.However,we should not give up finding that genuine love and be truly happy. I would like you to read 1Corinthians 13:1-13 and Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 if you’ve got time..cheer up,gurl!!
i relly like d way u express urself…Find someone that relly mean for you..Gudluck and Godbless…..
HELO