17
Jul
08

BIG as I am

Here I am.Huge

Bewildering by the strange facts I’m facing a big bad wolf
of life yet I don’t feel worry.

My heart is as calm as white snow that covers the South Pole
and the polar bears come out to play.

Singing with my mouth close, here comes the sound of
clapping from the empty audience.

Sorry.

Myself is dimming like a moth to a fire, slowly found his
happiness and dying at the same time.

Seeing, singing, screaming, it’s all the same to me now.

Now my body as my temple is closing in to defeat the light
from coming out and filled by emptiness.

Grinning in believing.

To be sent out to ocean of pearls and blueberries, sweet
sweet blueberries.

My left foot now saying to me he wants to be the right foot
and my right foot wants to be the thumb.

Strange again. Alone again.

Tiny people tie me down with their dogma in this huge
tunnel. It feels good, I must say.

To have a crowd in my gigantic universe that I never own but
I controlled.

Red birds, yellow birds, big birds, low birds are flying
through the cracks in my heads.

To see new freedom and start from zero that was just a
speckle.

Now I’m big as I am. Dot.




34 Responses to “BIG as I am”


  1. 1    kristine July 17, 2008 at 3:00 pm

    Thanks sa mga nag add sa kin ingatkayo

  2. 2    Juan July 18, 2008 at 10:01 am

    every byte starts from bit,
    every material consists of atoms,
    every beautiful painting begun with a splash of paint
    no matter how small you are, you are as big as you can be..

  3. 3    mae July 18, 2008 at 10:21 am

    when…

    when fires freezing cold
    when snow is boiling hot
    when birds forget to sing
    ill still forget you not

    when every story ends
    when spring doesnt renew
    when all the clocks have stopped

    then ill stop loving you

  4. 4    gilang July 20, 2008 at 8:26 pm

    yuo crazy

  5. 5    banjoe July 20, 2008 at 11:37 pm

    new lang po ako dito sa blogs, so i hope i will learned from yours, add nyo rin ako ha..

  6. 6    jhon anthony July 20, 2008 at 11:44 pm

    hi baby

  7. 7    _dHea_ July 21, 2008 at 12:27 am

    hy,,,,,

    how are you,,,,

    greet to recognize…

  8. 8    mS aVa.. July 21, 2008 at 3:40 am

    ..i dOnt wAnt tO falL inLovE a6En..

  9. 9    Christian July 22, 2008 at 6:56 pm

    pano b mainjoy ang life?

  10. 10    Steste July 22, 2008 at 9:35 pm

    You are paranoid…and pessimistic person.How can you say like that? Dude, there’s a lot of things to be considered first rather than the thought of others…BE HAPPY!

  11. 11    fernando July 23, 2008 at 4:40 am

    go on with the flow
    were rivers on fire
    any tiny particles
    from the dust of dot
    combined it in the cycle
    simply mold it in time
    a simple dot is not in vain
    were factors of fact
    can recognize its worth

  12. 12    juandi July 23, 2008 at 10:27 am

    cinta tidak nampak tapi dia ada

  13. 13    Jasper Caesar July 23, 2008 at 10:46 am

    as one looks into thyself and examine, we realise then that there is an amount of enormity, yet finitely small in the midst of the Father.

    write some more and share your talent and thoughts.

  14. 14    hermie July 23, 2008 at 10:28 pm

    i emphatize what you feel right now but know how to apply the saying ” no man is an island”. thats all dude….

  15. 15    RENT ILBERT July 24, 2008 at 8:18 am

    i hate love

  16. 16    Diaz July 24, 2008 at 4:56 pm

    Hi, how are you today?

  17. 17    melvin July 24, 2008 at 11:23 pm

    u have only 2 freinds,why?

  18. 18    tiwie July 25, 2008 at 5:13 am

    True love is never end…

  19. 19    nina July 25, 2008 at 5:31 am

    hi im new and i am welcome to meet you all

  20. 20    rica July 25, 2008 at 10:31 am

    hmmmmmm hi to all…..

  21. 21    sunny July 25, 2008 at 9:50 pm

    hello..hehehehe

  22. 22    regine July 26, 2008 at 4:34 am

    hi there

  23. 23    Arman July 27, 2008 at 5:58 pm

    you’re facing abig bad wolf, e goat yan!
    and singing with your mouth close is called humming… hindi yun pwedeng tawaging singing.
    you’re talking to your feet, man? and they want to switch places? why, they cant just tell you things that easy, man! teach those f***’n low-life some lessons! show them YOU are the boss! wow! you are weird!
    and those tiny people and those…. birds, you are talking about….that is called, DEPRESSIVE DISORDERS man. and severe cases can lead to delusions, arising in the negative frame of mind.
    Aways be positive, bro!
    And always tell yourself…
    YOU ARE NOT A DOT!
    YOU ARE NOT A DOT!
    YOU ARE NOT A DOT!
    MAN!!!!

  24. 24    BETTERfighter July 27, 2008 at 6:13 pm

    Arman’s comment is the best comment i’ve ever read..hehehe.

    [he's cursing the foot? now, who's deppressive? ;p]

  25. 25    Arman July 28, 2008 at 8:25 pm

    you are making me feel like i’m… insane. well, anyway, i think i am. and that’s okey.
    Chin up! we’re all in this together.

  26. 26    ronn July 31, 2008 at 12:07 am

    Say me.. Say you!

  27. 27    cryonics"_ July 31, 2008 at 12:34 am

    yeah baby.

  28. 28    michael July 31, 2008 at 11:27 pm

    Awesome!!!

  29. 29    dee August 1, 2008 at 4:40 pm

    awesome and great!

  30. 30    Toppette August 2, 2008 at 1:23 pm

    ei, worry not, you’ll see your true colors. when you do, wear them with dignity. now, don’t feel sooo free. be you, but be responsible. hope you’ll spread your wings in time. fear leads to confusion. face your fears.

  31. 31    mervin August 3, 2008 at 11:46 pm

    lyf is short so live it up wisely and meaningfull……mervin

  32. 32    joie August 4, 2008 at 7:24 am

    each one of us is a dot..but each one of us can be bigger than life..as if like the very tiny mustard seed that grows into a fruitful and beautiful plant…

  33. 33    harold jan August 15, 2008 at 10:47 pm

    perfectly,amusing

  34. 34    Amanda Maria August 21, 2008 at 6:08 am

    Hi…..

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