31
Aug
08

Ocean Of Human [The Black Sea]

Time has passes me way over froHumansm my own little step I took, each carefully thought but sometimes overlooked. Time is just not enough to make who I am now someone greater in my own future, never have I spoke about someone else before I can see my star grew brighter.

In the darkest hour of my fragility, tranquillized before my own doubts, I see what I will become from now and lead my heart in the clouds. People scare me, boys deceived me, and girls tricked me, none of that really pleased this petite soul that keep searching for the one.

You say to someone how much you love them, but in time you break that promise and leave them. In the mean time and blank spaces, the broken ones to feel to their places as the one who break that promises? Like a white circle in a dark paper full of dirt, a thin line drew upon nothingness clear as it may sound: it does hurt.

I don’t belong to the world and never were; I’m just a lonely soldier with one pure heart to protect. So when I’m ready to love again, I still have something left to give. The world is just a battle field, not with blood or sword but with glitters and words. Money is their armor and sex as their arrows.

Gold wings on my right, silver bullets on my other left. Faces I ever knew, lessons I ever learned, love I ever received, those are my only defense mechanism. As the Lord is my guide, and faith as my ammunition, I always believe I can fight myself and free the logos bold in definition.
Eyes

Walk with me and see the oceans of hands down under, open your eyes and ear and sound of cry you can only hear. Skin by skin they lived and soothed by one forlorn grin, in the corridor of unclean lays the spirit within. One day I will soar and close my eyes with nothing to fear, hold my hands now until forever my sweet dear.




4 Responses to “Ocean Of Human [The Black Sea]”


  1. 1    아디 August 30, 2008 at 11:06 am

    huh… readin diz makes me soooo sad… i juz broke some1’s heart… -_-

  2. 2    Pearl Garland August 30, 2008 at 7:45 pm

    as always, you never fail to impress me. and like you, i myself constantly struggle to keep love alive. it’s nice to know somewhere in this forlorn world, i have met a kindred spirit in you. thank you for always inspiring me. you are my new muse!

  3. 3    Wendy August 31, 2008 at 6:05 am

    Hi better fighter, I am so impress with your literal talent that never once let me down with your pieces of hard work!

    It is so true that this world is full of lies and scandals. No one is believable even though he/she tells you how much you are being loved but end up he/she is the one who break your petite soul and fragile heart into unpatchable pieces…

    There is LIE in BELIEVE and TRUST eventually RUST~ Love yourself more and treat yourself better~ No one will appreciate your sacrifice~

    I am so touched by your words! Hope you are really a better fighter to come out with a better post~ Looking forward with your new product!

  4. 4    Juan September 1, 2008 at 3:52 am

    LIES will always become unseparated parts of WORDS. People lie while they speak. People break some hearts. People deceive others. We were alone once, and we will be alone at last. When it comes to loneliness, only a pure heart can be your true companion throughout this crazy world.
    yet,
    don’t ignore your need to be with someone you really trust and trusts in you; someone needs you as much as you need him; someone with a brave heart just like yours. :)

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