I was a man build upon sands and layers of people’s emotions. I was a person with castle made of sand waiting for a strong wind knocking me down. I am a human full of patches and enough for experiences I wish not to re-do all over again. I believe in time that once called my name into eternity, now just I just wait. We all search for that eternity, with somebody, for somebody until we believe we are there.
I looked over my shoulder and I see the ghost of my past haunting me. Keeping me safe inside the nut shell, warm and never hear anything but my own heartbeat. Passing road with people inside my head. They all are part of me no matter how I run from them. Stories I shared, love I give away with no regret but feel of satisfaction. The smiles I have now are still there, only what are left for me is pieces.
Friends are gone and destroyed by time. Some stood still with me here. We feel the same bruises, share the same love only in silence we understand each other. Tears turn into concrete for us to walk. With each footstep left a mark we pick them up again so no one would get left behind. Carry me now into a way of your understanding. No, I could never understand what love is. I keep giving them away but only some are returning to me. I learned.
Places I intended to be seemed taking too much of my ignorance. I talk with God to see if He knows what it’s like to be left alone. Doors of forgiveness are opened wide and true, I can always forgive. Letting go part of me to him, to them. Dusk beyond the horizon is now closing on you. Keeping yourself to the soul that once kept them. Feelings of devotion are frozen for us to see, remembering who we were.
Now I hide again inside my fragility trying to learn reality.
Singing roses are red violet are blue.
How we can get a love so true.
No one knows.
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