15
Feb
09

Peeling Blue Roses

I was a man build upon sands and layers of people’s emotions. I was a person with castle made of sand waiting for a strong wind knocking me down. I am a human full of patches and enough for experiences I wish not to re-do all over again. I believe in time that once called my name into eternity, now just I just wait. We all search for that eternity, with somebody, for somebody until we believe we are there.

I looked over my shoulder and I see the ghost of my past haunting me. Keeping me safe inside the nut shell, warm and never hear anything but my own heartbeat. Passing road with people inside my head. They all are part of me no matter how I run from them. Stories I shared, love I give away with no regret but feel of satisfaction. The smiles I have now are still there, only what are left for me is pieces.

Friends are gone and destroyed by time. Some stood still with me here. We feel the same bruises, share the same love only in silence we understand each other. Tears turn into concrete for us to walk. With each footstep left a mark we pick them up again so no one would get left behind. Carry me now into a way of your understanding. No, I could never understand what love is. I keep giving them away but only some are returning to me. I learned.

Places I intended to be seemed taking too much of my ignorance. I talk with God to see if He knows what it’s like to be left alone. Doors of forgiveness are opened wide and true, I can always forgive. Letting go part of me to him, to them. Dusk beyond the horizon is now closing on you. Keeping yourself to the soul that once kept them. Feelings of devotion are frozen for us to see, remembering who we were.

Now I hide again inside my fragility trying to learn reality.

Singing roses are red violet are blue.

How we can get a love so true.

No one knows.




59 Responses to “Peeling Blue Roses”


  1. 1    diansinta February 16, 2009 at 7:08 pm

    Hi, I like your blog and i added your link into my blog, i hope that you don’t mind. :D Keep on posting, you ROCKS!

    Diansinta

  2. 2    gladeex February 16, 2009 at 8:13 pm

    cool! =)

  3. 3    echoesoftheheart February 19, 2009 at 7:41 am

    Great..it’s very poetic and true..

  4. 4    roge February 19, 2009 at 7:50 am

    wow…..it’s very soul full…i can feel all the emotions…you’re pretty right no one really knows what love is….

  5. 5    Prita February 21, 2009 at 1:15 am

    Again, you rock. You touch my soul… somehow. I’ve asked God the same question as well. Does God know what it’s like to be left alone?

  6. 6    hiyeeblogspot February 21, 2009 at 9:40 pm

    yeah… i’ve been hurt and ur blog made me realize more about what is love really…

    tnx 4 writing such a wonderful blog..

    -ariane-

  7. 7    doveymae February 21, 2009 at 10:51 pm

    wow! ur great!

  8. 8    cyrille February 22, 2009 at 4:01 am

    hi i was wonderin if anyone can help me… i think somethings wrong with my blog, i havent used it frm a very long time. i dont know if i have one, but i keep creating but it always tell me to choose another username then i tried to type my old blog URL it still exist but its empty.. however, i cant update this. whats seems to be the prob? anyone? pls help.

  9. 9    erneliza February 22, 2009 at 10:09 pm

    Wow!!!! Such a nice blog…..
    Just remember this: SOME PAINS ARE WORTH REMEMBERING FOR IT HELP US TO BE A BETTER PERSON AS WHAT WE ARE NOW….
    Keep blogging…..

  10. 10    edward February 23, 2009 at 12:15 am

    apaan nih??????????///

  11. 11    edward February 23, 2009 at 12:17 am

    what?????????

  12. 12    edward February 23, 2009 at 12:18 am

    ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

  13. 13    aquabluemarine77 February 23, 2009 at 10:51 am

    “Share the same love in silence…” -> oh men! correct me if im wrong or if i misunderstood the line but for me… sharing the same love in silence…pains a lot!

  14. 14    agok February 23, 2009 at 11:27 am

    Ternyata ilmu yang aku dapatkan dari bangku SD sampai aku kuliah, benar2 gak ada hub dengan kehidupan realita, pengalaman berharga lah yang bakal jadi skill utama dalam mengarungi kehidupan kita kelak,,,so try and try,,,jangan lupa pasti error juga he, so try and error….

  15. 15    .................... February 23, 2009 at 8:39 pm

    ………………….

  16. 16    yen February 23, 2009 at 8:41 pm

    uhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm cooooooollllllllllll ganda sya.,.,!!!!!!!

  17. 17    Emo=Stupid February 24, 2009 at 8:33 pm

    too emo.

  18. 18    joffreyloquez February 25, 2009 at 3:30 am

    ………………..uuuuuhmmm……..nice poetic ,essay……………..

  19. 19    sarah February 26, 2009 at 12:20 am

    hey

  20. 20    uchu hantu nyomans February 26, 2009 at 2:51 pm

    RASTA IS THE BEST. UCHU ORANG SEDERHANA YANG MENGEJAR BINTANG

  21. 21    fauji ahmad February 27, 2009 at 9:01 am

    sapa nyang naru foto aneh d fs w

  22. 22    aziracoed February 28, 2009 at 12:02 am

    Love about God.

    Love about friends.

    Love about family.

    Love about life.

    Love about love.

  23. 23    alexander February 28, 2009 at 2:23 pm

    sebuah komputer
    aku sangat ingin
    berteman sama kallian lo
    tolong ya

  24. 24    tsonki23 March 1, 2009 at 5:53 am

    nyc blog..

  25. 25    babyayr March 2, 2009 at 1:45 am

    hey!!mr.blue!!yeah u got it! u r definitely right!!!>>>iam one who believe no one knows how can we get love so true!!!!)))i did..congrats for u having this blog!!!>>keep making…hope 2 be ur friend!!hehehe…

  26. 26    christopher-dejose March 2, 2009 at 3:19 am

    brilliant!!!

  27. 27    jacko March 4, 2009 at 6:36 pm

    hey JACKO LAUDIZA

  28. 28    heavenzync March 4, 2009 at 8:40 pm

    while trying to say something; bumalik ung mama then isanauli ung mali ko na sukli whc in his part hindi sia talo kc ung pera nia naibalik ko tapos ako pa ang nabawasan, simply: He is Honest at that moment .. so yeah quite relaxing. hehe

  29. 29    erry March 6, 2009 at 12:40 am

    hai aku cuma mau kenalan

  30. 30    bettergemy March 7, 2009 at 11:56 pm

    neat!…

  31. 31    chaidir ally March 9, 2009 at 10:44 am

    bagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiilah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  32. 32    lyn2smiley March 12, 2009 at 9:53 pm

    you have a very nice blog.., i really like it..,

  33. 33    rheayciar March 15, 2009 at 8:07 pm

    hi i like your blog so much can i also put the linkon my blog? thanks…

  34. 34    Tony Arissah March 16, 2009 at 1:57 pm

    good

  35. 35    seoptimizers March 16, 2009 at 8:00 pm

    Blue Roses,,,,they always make you feel blue so when you peel one, it means you are bluer than blue. Cheer up! - Tnomerlac Web Design

  36. 36    nold March 17, 2009 at 2:12 am

    IT’s a depressing blog. It makes you more depress due to the font color. Please stop using BLUE clor font. It irritates the eye.

  37. 37    eisset March 17, 2009 at 10:15 am

    i simply love your blogs. its like reading my soul… keep posting! thank you!!!

  38. 38    dafiesman March 18, 2009 at 3:22 am

    it’s wonderfull

  39. 39    dra_joy March 19, 2009 at 8:45 pm

    ‘ nice blog.. ^_^

  40. 40    Tyran March 20, 2009 at 5:31 pm

    nice one dude

  41. 41    marijah xavier March 21, 2009 at 8:01 am

    its heartwarming
    nice poetic…
    such…

  42. 42    kejs02 March 23, 2009 at 6:35 am

    wow, its very soulful, a lot of unleashed emotions
    i like it very much! i’ll let my friends read it too

  43. 43    jOe March 24, 2009 at 3:16 am

    qw mo mncari temen lebih banyak,it z ko,,,,,,,?

  44. 44    marcella March 26, 2009 at 12:20 am

    WOooo…very nice your blog..I like it,give me more info about life human…it’s okey

  45. 45    ardian March 26, 2009 at 11:28 pm

    hay semua yang bsa melihat sya……..

  46. 46    ardian March 26, 2009 at 11:30 pm

    bgus ga’.?

  47. 47    ardian March 26, 2009 at 11:31 pm

    kapan punya pacar

  48. 48    riba gaulabis gitu loh March 28, 2009 at 8:41 pm

    hai nama asli gw ahmad tantawi ridho panggilan gw di school riba(ridho base) cemon man yaumau ga jadi teman gua secara disini gw sbgai ketua organisasi paukp ok

  49. 49    xmen March 28, 2009 at 9:28 pm

    thank you

  50. 50    archie March 29, 2009 at 6:34 pm

    hi

  51. 51    emelynruel March 30, 2009 at 2:19 am

    i love i like your blog

  52. 52    braveheartontherun March 30, 2009 at 7:27 pm

    hahahaha…………..u r not alone men……..reality check have u ever try to make ur emotions real!!!!!! try to gamble and youll see your prize if you try!!!!!!

  53. 53    herLan March 31, 2009 at 5:41 am

    ….segala Sesuatu Yang Ada Di dunia Tak ada Yang Tak berHarGA terMasuK AnDA SeNdiRi…

  54. 54    billy April 3, 2009 at 4:43 am

    be your self is better

  55. 55    jen-epe18 April 3, 2009 at 7:21 am

    cool..blog…

  56. 56    goje55 April 5, 2009 at 1:51 am

    upssss …. mungkin aku salah masuk kali ya … daaaggg

  57. 57    agis setiawan April 5, 2009 at 9:10 pm

    semua orang sebenernya pinter tapi cuma males aja termasuk temen w si zola namanya!

  58. 58    patrickmiguelpanopio April 6, 2009 at 12:06 am

    hi

  59. 59    ICAN April 26, 2009 at 1:18 am

    selamat n semoga sukses

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