I was a man build upon sands and layers of people’s emotions. I was a person with castle made of sand waiting for a strong wind knocking me down. I am a human full of patches and enough for experiences I wish not to re-do all over again. I believe in time that once called my name into eternity, now just I just wait. We all search for that eternity, with somebody, for somebody until we believe we are there.
I looked over my shoulder and I see the ghost of my past haunting me. Keeping me safe inside the nut shell, warm and never hear anything but my own heartbeat. Passing road with people inside my head. They all are part of me no matter how I run from them. Stories I shared, love I give away with no regret but feel of satisfaction. The smiles I have now are still there, only what are left for me is pieces.
Friends are gone and destroyed by time. Some stood still with me here. We feel the same bruises, share the same love only in silence we understand each other. Tears turn into concrete for us to walk. With each footstep left a mark we pick them up again so no one would get left behind. Carry me now into a way of your understanding. No, I could never understand what love is. I keep giving them away but only some are returning to me. I learned.
Places I intended to be seemed taking too much of my ignorance. I talk with God to see if He knows what it’s like to be left alone. Doors of forgiveness are opened wide and true, I can always forgive. Letting go part of me to him, to them. Dusk beyond the horizon is now closing on you. Keeping yourself to the soul that once kept them. Feelings of devotion are frozen for us to see, remembering who we were.
Now I hide again inside my fragility trying to learn reality.
Singing roses are red violet are blue.
How we can get a love so true.
No one knows.

Hi, I like your blog and i added your link into my blog, i hope that you don’t mind.
Keep on posting, you ROCKS!
Diansinta
cool! =)
Great..it’s very poetic and true..
wow…..it’s very soul full…i can feel all the emotions…you’re pretty right no one really knows what love is….
Again, you rock. You touch my soul… somehow. I’ve asked God the same question as well. Does God know what it’s like to be left alone?
yeah… i’ve been hurt and ur blog made me realize more about what is love really…
tnx 4 writing such a wonderful blog..
-ariane-
wow! ur great!
hi i was wonderin if anyone can help me… i think somethings wrong with my blog, i havent used it frm a very long time. i dont know if i have one, but i keep creating but it always tell me to choose another username then i tried to type my old blog URL it still exist but its empty.. however, i cant update this. whats seems to be the prob? anyone? pls help.
Wow!!!! Such a nice blog…..
Just remember this: SOME PAINS ARE WORTH REMEMBERING FOR IT HELP US TO BE A BETTER PERSON AS WHAT WE ARE NOW….
Keep blogging…..
apaan nih??????????///
what?????????
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
“Share the same love in silence…” -> oh men! correct me if im wrong or if i misunderstood the line but for me… sharing the same love in silence…pains a lot!
Ternyata ilmu yang aku dapatkan dari bangku SD sampai aku kuliah, benar2 gak ada hub dengan kehidupan realita, pengalaman berharga lah yang bakal jadi skill utama dalam mengarungi kehidupan kita kelak,,,so try and try,,,jangan lupa pasti error juga he, so try and error….
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too emo.
………………..uuuuuhmmm……..nice poetic ,essay……………..
hey
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Love about God.
Love about friends.
Love about family.
Love about life.
Love about love.
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aku sangat ingin
berteman sama kallian lo
tolong ya
nyc blog..
hey!!mr.blue!!yeah u got it! u r definitely right!!!>>>iam one who believe no one knows how can we get love so true!!!!)))i did..congrats for u having this blog!!!>>keep making…hope 2 be ur friend!!hehehe…
brilliant!!!
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while trying to say something; bumalik ung mama then isanauli ung mali ko na sukli whc in his part hindi sia talo kc ung pera nia naibalik ko tapos ako pa ang nabawasan, simply: He is Honest at that moment .. so yeah quite relaxing. hehe
hai aku cuma mau kenalan
neat!…
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you have a very nice blog.., i really like it..,
hi i like your blog so much can i also put the linkon my blog? thanks…
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IT’s a depressing blog. It makes you more depress due to the font color. Please stop using BLUE clor font. It irritates the eye.
i simply love your blogs. its like reading my soul… keep posting! thank you!!!
it’s wonderfull
‘ nice blog.. ^_^
nice one dude
its heartwarming
nice poetic…
such…
wow, its very soulful, a lot of unleashed emotions
i like it very much! i’ll let my friends read it too
qw mo mncari temen lebih banyak,it z ko,,,,,,,?
WOooo…very nice your blog..I like it,give me more info about life human…it’s okey
hay semua yang bsa melihat sya……..
bgus ga’.?
kapan punya pacar
hai nama asli gw ahmad tantawi ridho panggilan gw di school riba(ridho base) cemon man yaumau ga jadi teman gua secara disini gw sbgai ketua organisasi paukp ok
thank you
hi
i love i like your blog
hahahaha…………..u r not alone men……..reality check have u ever try to make ur emotions real!!!!!! try to gamble and youll see your prize if you try!!!!!!
….segala Sesuatu Yang Ada Di dunia Tak ada Yang Tak berHarGA terMasuK AnDA SeNdiRi…
be your self is better
cool..blog…
upssss …. mungkin aku salah masuk kali ya … daaaggg
semua orang sebenernya pinter tapi cuma males aja termasuk temen w si zola namanya!
hi
selamat n semoga sukses