The island is quiet empty localized in which I’m staying now, Ubud Bali. The resort is like a desert of noise in this peace hour. Where only I can hear the river running not far from my villa. I’m staying at Four Seasons Sayan Bali until this weekend for business trip. Just finished my last meeting about an hour ago. I took a nice warm bath and calling people that I..well, kinda missed. With my full of thoughts and an empty heart I try to scratch my name in time with these words.
I can see people wear their mask lately in a much more intensive way. I don’t know are they doing that in the name of shame, guilt or just pretense? Each of us is like a rabbit finding a hole to hide in, when the coast is quite safe we crawl back up. To die or not to die is overrated. Nowadays I believe dignity is bigger than faith, bigger than love, bigger than god. Don’t blame me, I’m just the observer. You are the player in this game so raise your hand and stand up.
Why is the next question. People trying to prove something in the community that actually already exists and doesn’t need a bold marker anymore to prove the point. Trying to prove that they are here, in the world, actually living the nothing life into the something of living. They trying to be rich, they trying to be popular, they trying to fit in something that doesn’t exist and doesn’t belong. I never said it is wrong of what they are doing, but why? Has life has become too simple that we trying to find something much more complex to make us look ‘sophisticated’? that’s bull.
Don’t we all realize that we are losing something that is basic and much smaller than the universe? Much smaller than money, much smaller than dignity, much simpler than simplicity? People that we called friends. They are the connection of what makes life full of vibrant and happy distortion. A portion in which we are all taking part in the big lane in the end. The funny thing is we just don’t realize it yet.
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